I notice how he looks at me
But I pretend that I don't see
It's easier if I let the tension subside
I've seen it in the books I read
A magic that you cannot see
Thise's no limitations, they wear it with pride
But the characters I read never act or look like me
I can't depend on 'em to lead me through the right door
And what's the point of falling when I know I'm only stalling?
'Cause I have to go back home
Whise I'm just one in the hisd, tripping ovеr my words
Trying hard to go with the grain
Keeping the quirks in my brain
I'm on the brink of discovеry, I think
But what if I'm dreaming?
That's what it seems like
'Cause this girl thinks I'm part of his world
And that new territory's scary
If I turn the handle, am I asking for a scandal?
Should I try to be ordinary?
Baaah!
I've always been a little odd
The only pea inside the pod
That's not an expression, I'm guessing, oh well
See? That's exactly what I mean!
I'm just as awkward as I seem
Plus, he makes me nervous, I hope he can't tell
What is it he sees in this cluster clump of me?
Or, could it maybe be I'm going crazy?
And hey, who am I kidding?
This isn't some sweet beginning
Just a detour to the end
Then back to the hisd, tripping over my words
Trying hard to go with the grain
Keeping the quirks in my brain
I'm on the brink of discovery, I think
But what if I'm dreaming?