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Navigating Teenage Crushes and Heartbreak

The narrator reflects on their interactions with Zubair and Jayden, feeling a sense of loneliness and longing for attention after a recent heartbreak. Despite recognizing that Zubair may not be genuinely interested, the narrator struggles with their feelings and the dynamics of teenage relationships. They express a desire to keep their emotions private, acknowledging the complexities of attraction and attention among peers.

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Navigating Teenage Crushes and Heartbreak

The narrator reflects on their interactions with Zubair and Jayden, feeling a sense of loneliness and longing for attention after a recent heartbreak. Despite recognizing that Zubair may not be genuinely interested, the narrator struggles with their feelings and the dynamics of teenage relationships. They express a desire to keep their emotions private, acknowledging the complexities of attraction and attention among peers.

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08/09/2023

Maybe I shouldn't have romanticized our chats a lot. Maybe he talked with me
because he was lonely at that period of time. It's obvious he isn't attracted
towards me, but my last heartbreak made me incline towards any guy who gives me a
little attention. Went to tuition today, with the hope of something
[Link] sat afar, he was busy talking to his friend and I was out there
waiting for [Link] Jayden sat beside me to which I had no problem. I just
needed a person to talk. It didn't matter if it was Riley or Jayden.

After we sat as i said nothing happened. Neither Zubair uttered anything nor did I.
All I noticed were the eye contacts we made. All I noticed were his fidgety hands
whenever he watched me talking with Jayden. Well Jayden is a nice guy. Freind
material. He did support me. But I never inclined towards him. Maybe because of the
fact that he already had a girlfriend. Well once Zubair pushed the table towards us
while I was not looking at him. I turned my head and locked my eyes with Zubair. It
took him 5 seconds to realize his mistake.

After realisation he gently pushed the table towards him. Well I should keep
control of myself so as not to get inclined towards a random guy because he gives
me attention which too is temporary and occasionally. Or maybe it wasn't his
mistake at all. After all he is in a school where resting arm on a girl's shoulder
is extremely common. Not for the school where I study. In our school we can only
see best friends of the opposite gender and couples touching each other. Or boys
touching other boys and girls touching other girls.

Well before they all leave Aileen gave me a goodbye gesture. Which was sweet of him
lol. I feel like Riley and I are on the competition for getting Aileen. Even though
I am not attracted. Riley has a crush on him. Him being close to her makes her
heart flatter. It might sound pretty romantic. But she already has a boyfriend...
Well every people have their own choices in their life and I have nothing to say
about it. I miss the day when Zubair was close to me. When my heart flattered. But
nothing is going on today.

Zubair isn't that good [Link] just got a good smile,is fair and got nice
muscles. But the way he talks seems like a village man. He got lifeless eyes. Those
eyes neither show any happiness nor sorrow. Isn't tall enough. Guess it was my
mistake. I should have take control of myself. But I miss the attention I got.
Maybe because I get very little attention. After all teenagers don't get attention
from anyone either than their partners. Maybe telling all this to others would be
pathetic. I would not say anything about my feelings to anyone anymore.I will be
keeping all these between my heart and my soul.

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