The wind howled outside, a biting reminder of the brutal cold that gripped Kiruna.
Inside the small, dimly lit cabin, the world seemed smaller, quieter—a sanctuary
carved out from the chaos of the war that had torn them apart and then thrown them
back together.
Manna sat on the edge of the bed, his blonde hair catching the flicker of the
firelight. His hands, delicate yet steady, worked with care as he wiped the blood
from Steve’s side, the rag stained red with each gentle pass. Steve lay there,
shirtless and vulnerable, his chest rising and falling with each shallow breath.
His dark eyes, usually so sharp and commanding, softened as they lingered on
Manna's face.
“Manna…” Steve's voice was a rasp, more a plea than a demand. He winced as Manna’s
hand brushed against the deep wound on his side, but there was no anger in his eyes
—only a desperate need to feel closer. Steve was used to being in control, but
right now, he felt small, helpless, like everything he had known was slipping away.
Manna’s silence weighed on him. Always so quiet, so reserved. Steve wanted more—he
needed more. But as he watched Manna's fingers move carefully over his skin,
applying the bandages with such tenderness, he realized that Manna's silence was
filled with meaning.
“Why don’t you ever say anything?” Steve’s voice cracked, his vulnerability
breaking through. “I need to know… I need to hear you.”
Manna’s hands paused, his blue eyes lifting to meet Steve's. He was close now, the
heat from the fire casting a warm glow over his pale skin. He didn’t speak right
away, but his gaze was filled with something so intense, it made Steve’s chest
tighten. Manna’s eyes held all the words he couldn’t say, all the emotions he kept
buried beneath that quiet exterior.
Gently, Manna reached out and cupped Steve’s face, his thumb brushing lightly over
the stubble on Steve’s jaw. The touch sent a shiver down Steve’s spine—not from the
cold, but from the tenderness of it. Manna leaned in, his breath warm against
Steve’s cheek as he whispered, “I’m here, Steve. I’ll always be here.”
The words were soft, but they wrapped around Steve like a blanket, chasing away the
fear that had been gnawing at him. Steve’s heart pounded in his chest, his need for
Manna’s touch, Manna’s presence, consuming him. He didn’t care about the pain in
his side, didn’t care about the blood or the war outside. All he cared about was
Manna, the way his fingers traced the line of Steve’s cheekbone, the way his breath
lingered in the space between them.
“Manna…” Steve’s voice trembled, his fingers reaching up to grasp Manna’s wrist,
holding him close. “I love you. I can’t do this without you.”
Manna’s eyes softened at the confession, and for a moment, Steve thought he saw the
hint of a smile tug at the corners of his lips. It was so rare to see Manna smile,
but when he did, it lit up the room in a way that made Steve’s chest ache with
longing.
“You won’t have to,” Manna whispered, his voice so quiet it was almost lost in the
crackle of the fire. He leaned in closer, their foreheads pressing together, and
for the first time in what felt like forever, Steve felt truly safe. Manna’s lips
brushed against his cheek, the kiss so soft it was like the flutter of a
butterfly’s wings, and then he pulled back just enough to look into Steve’s eyes.
“I love you too,” Manna murmured, the words barely a breath, but they carried all
the weight of the emotions he had kept hidden for so long. His hands moved to
Steve’s hair, his fingers threading through the dark strands as he held him close,
their bodies pressed together in the warm glow of the firelight.
Steve’s breath hitched as Manna’s lips brushed against his again, this time a
little firmer, a little more desperate. The kiss was slow, tender, filled with all
the love they had been holding back, all the fear and relief and need. Steve’s
hands found their way to Manna’s waist, pulling him closer, feeling the warmth of
his body against his.
For a moment, the world outside ceased to exist. The war, the pain, the cold—it all
faded away as they lost themselves in each other. Manna’s lips moved against
Steve’s with a gentle urgency, as though he was afraid this moment might slip
through his fingers if he didn’t hold on tight enough. And Steve kissed him back
with everything he had, his heart pounding in his chest as he clung to Manna like
he was the only thing keeping him tethered to the world.
When they finally pulled away, their breaths mingling in the cold air, Steve rested
his forehead against Manna’s, his hands still gripping his waist as though he was
afraid to let go. “I need you,” Steve whispered, his voice thick with emotion.
“I’m not going anywhere,” Manna promised, his fingers tracing the line of Steve’s
jaw, his eyes filled with a quiet intensity that made Steve’s heart swell.
Outside, the snow continued to fall, blanketing the world in silence, but inside,
the warmth between them was all-consuming. They stayed there, wrapped in each
other’s arms, finding solace in the quiet moments between words, in the softness of
each touch. And in that small cabin, tucked away from the war and the chaos, they
found a kind of peace that neither of them had thought possible.
It was just the two of them, against the world—and that was all they needed.