Thandolwami's dairy

Thandolwami's dairy

introduction

I remember my mother's last words she told me to

take care of myself I mast respect the world,I mast

choose a prefect guy for me,I I just nod not knowing it

was her last words I was 15 at that time doing my

grade 10,I passed my matric with flying colours but

couldn't study further because of my step mother my

dad never loved me anyway here I am with a guy I

dating more the 7 years,when I first met him he was

my prince charming he took care of me and made me

believe in love and if there's someone who still cares

about me,he took me in after my father raped me I

remember that day very well he told me"I deserve
your virginity"I begged him and begged him to let me
go it was painful but he didn't listen all he did was

groan and moan while I was in pain,he did it again on

the following day sometimes I even wonder if is he
my father?but here I am still breathing and

surviving,one thing I regret is giving this guy a

chance, allowing him to take care of me sipho his

name is sipho he abuse me every chance he

get,there nothing i can do since his the only family i

have,i have no way to go since my father made sure i

don't contact my mother's side,my name is

Thandolwami Zungu 23 years old last born to

Mhlonishwa Zungu and Ntombikayise

Zungu(Dlamini)this is my journey walk with me

insert 01

I woke and went to bath after bathing I wore my

cloths then went make breakfast,I know Sipho will
walk in anytime, speaking of the devil

Sipho:I'm not hungry

me:the food will get wasted

sipho:are you paying for it?

I kept quiet

sipho:just as I thought you will not tell me what to do

or not to do I'm a man here

he said walking towards me

sipho:am I clear
I nod

he pulled my hair roughly

me:you are hurting me I'm sorry

sipho:don't wait up for me

he took his car keys and walked out

I slid down and cried,I kept asking myself why is he

even keeping me if he don't love me anymore I just

wish my mom was still alive maybe I wouldn't be

living this hell of a life,I stood up wiped my face and

smiled and little I told myself everything gonna bs

okay I went to make my foon then went to watch TV,i

had door nock went to check who is it it was Linda

the girl I meet when I moved here at the flat I love

with Sipho me and her become friend she's kind,I

opened for her and she let herself in she was wearing

a black crop top with a jeans shd had heels

Linda: please do me a favour go bath a wear

something we are going out

me:ayibo why

Linda:come on Thando

me:okay okay fine

Linda:go(she was pushing me )

I went to bath went to my room wore my black jeans

with black crop top with a long high heel boots I did
my hair I let my afro loss I was done

Linda:oh wow look at you

I laughed
Linda: anyways I found you a job at jobe law firm you

will be a PA at some lawyer

I smiled

me: thank you

Linda:that what friends are for

me:I want look for a flat

Linda:change of plan let look for it now

we went to sit on the coach we found I decided to

move in today I paid with money Sipho always gives

me every month I think it time I leave his sorry ass

Linda:are you sure sipho will like this

me:I want to move on with my life

she nod we went to pack and went to his car I left a

not for sipho we drove to my new little home,while

we were still driving some fool nock our car we went
out

Linda:are you mad!

man1:don't talk to me like that

me:oh really
they took our their guns oh my god I can't die now

man:1 say that shit again

man3:guys
they put the guns down,gun 3 looked at me I feeling

uncomfortable,he gave Linda his business card

man3:I'll fix your box of a car

how dare him

they got into their car and drove of

me:what the hell

Linda: know what let go
we went back inside the car and drove off we arrived

at my flat it nothing much it just prefect oh we

brought groceries on our way
me:thank you Linda

Linda: anytime see you tomorrow at work

I smiled and nod,I sat down and prayed,for the very

first time I'm praying my phone rang

I answered

sipho:why did you leave me

me:we are done
sipho:I'm the one who is supposed to do the

dumping
me:save it sipho I'm tired of your ill treatment I'm so

done with you

I dropped the call I hate him so much I can't believe I

stayed with him I allowed him to abuse me

narrator pov

the Xulu brothers were sitting together having drinks

one of the xulu brothers fell for Thando that why they
didn't kill them or took them to be their slave sex

worker,yes they are gangster everyone is afraid of

them,

Lebo:I think I like that girl

Mpilo:which one

Lebo:dark skin
thapelo:she looks young
Lebo:I don't care make a research about her she

might the future Xulu wife

they all laughed, honestly Kwanele really like Thando

alot it like she's the pieces he was looking for

insert 02

i woke and went to bath my flat it not big like sipho's

it a 1 bedroom 1 bath room kitchen and lounge,

anyways I went to bath after bathing I went to my

room wore my black skirt with a white t-shirt I put
some lip gloss I tied my afro I looked simple but yet

beautiful anyway I took my apple walked out

requested bolt it take me to Jube's law firm,I arrive

and Linda was already waiting for me

Linda:look at at you are you trying to get a new man

I laughed
me:don't start
Linda:no I'm being serious here

me:let get inside

Linda:I'm sure you will leave here with a new man(

she said pushing me)

me:I don't need a man by the way

"good you are here go to lift touch 3 floor the second

door"
she said looking at me

Linda:see you
me:sure
I went to the floor and touched number 3 then I went

to the the second door I nocked the deep voice told

me to get in I did so,when I answered I couldn't

believe my eyes I almost fainted

Lebo pov

when I saw her I almost fell with my chair damn god

can suprise you sometimes I don't know why I'm

using the man above name while I'm evil but

anyways i got serious
me:you will be my PA from today

her:okay
me:what is your name

her: Thandolwami Zungu

me:nice to meet you now let get started

I told her all the rules she now knows how I work how
I hate other things being done I guess will work well

together and I'm not letting her go anywhere what of

I loss contract with as if i didn't do any research about

her, anyways it was nock off time I went home were I

found my brother sitting together

mpilo:you look happy

me:I found him bafo

Thapelo:found who

me:that girl
Mpilo:were?

me:she's my PA

Mpilo:lucky

me:she's beautiful and down to earth damn

Mpilo:do you think she will love you after what we did

me:I'll make her love me

Thapelo:what if he has a man

me:then he will die
they laughed at me

mpilo:you are whipped

we laughed

me:yey

mpilo:but bafo good luck I'll support you

me:let me go shower

Insert 03

Thandolwami's pov
after work me and Linda decided to KFC and eat I

was hungry it was one hell day

Linda:so how was your day

me:yey you won't believe it

Linda:what?

me: you remember does guys that nock your car

Linda:does dogs of course

me:the dark one with a scar on his month is my boss
Linda:ayi wena unamanga(you lie)

me:i'm telling you

Linda:yoh I work at Jobe's but I knew nothing about

him ayi

me:I was also shocked

Linda:did he say something maybe

me:no he didn't

our order came and we went to take eat we started

eating talking here and there,

"baby long time"

my heart almost stopped we looked behind us

Sipho:did you think I won't find you

me:good evening sipho

sipho:stop whatever you are doing let go

me:go where maybe?

he pulled my hair roughly and slap me so hard

Linda:how dare you
sipho also slapped her she fell down

I saw Mr Xulu coming towards us he was looking

angry mind you Sipho was still pulling my hair

our of the blue Mr Xulu punched Sipho so hard he

stared throwing punches at him he took out his gun

he shot him at his leg and chest he was about to shot

him at his forehead

me:no please stop

Mr Xulu:try that shit again I'll kill you no one hit her or
hurt her and leave the till

he looked at me

mr Xulu:let go

I looked at Linda
mr Xulu:you and your friend

I was crying I wiped myself

me:Linda I'm so-

Linda:it okay
mr Xulu: I'll take her home

Linda nod

Lebo pov

I was angry as hell that son of a bitch touched my

women how dare he,even if it her boyfriend I don't

give a fuck no one will touch Thando and get away

with it,yes I haven't told how I feel but one thing for

sure I love her so deeply that I could kill for without

thinking twice about it,we were in my car I'm driving

to her flat I looked at her damn she beautiful

me:don't worry he won't touch you again I'll make

sure of it

Thando:boss there was no ne-

me:Thando please there was a need and please call

me Kwanele

she nod and looked outside the window,after 15

minutes we arrived at her place
me:will you be okay

Thando:yes and thank

me:sure
she looked

Thando:how did you know were I stay

me:I have my ways

Thando:okay

she took her beg and went inside the flat,I took out

my phone and called Thapelo

me:bafo there some rat that touched my women find

him I want to teach him a lesson

Thapelo:okay bafo

I dropped the call,I'll make sure that fool regret what

he did

insert 03
Thando's pov
when I walked inside the my flat i sat down and cried

why does Sipho always embarrass me,he always

gives me pain he's not different from my father,I just

wish my mom was still alive sometime I always ask

god why did he take her and why did he allow me to

go through pain that I went through,is it even normal

for one pain to get pain everytime?or is just me?am i

curse or what?

after some time of me crying I decided to go wash my

face and make something to eat,I'm scared to go to

work what if Mr Xulu told the office what happened

or what if he sees md differently

"Mr Sipho Nkonyane was found half dead Infront of

the hospital gate no one knows who brought him or

what happened we are outside of the hospital

waiting for feedback..sir do you know who will want

to kill Mr Nkonyane...does Mr Nkonyane have any
enemies sir do-"

I couldn't listen any longer oh my god did Mr Xulu try

to kill Sipho,I took my beg and phone rush outside

locked the door and called an Uber it arrived I told it

drive me the hospital if anything happen to sipho i

won't forgive myself mr xulu shot him because of me,I

called Linda and told her she told me she also

coming she also blames herself I arrived at hospital

and I found Linda outside

Linda:let go
we walked inside and the Nkonyane family was here

one thing about this family they hate to the core

sipho mom:what are you doing here?are you here to

see if Sipho is dead?

me:askis?

sipho's dad: please leave if you know what if good for

you
Linda:how can you just te-

me:no it's fine I don't know why am I even here you

know what Sipho deserves this

sipho's mom:ukhohlakele wena

me and Linda walked away how can they say it my

fault mxm
Linda:that family is crazy like famy and son

me:I still can't believe I stayed after what Sipho did

Linda:it over now girl

me:yeah neh I need a long hot bubble bath

Linda:that means I'll see you tomorrow then at work

me:okay thank you

Linda:that what friends for

she hugged then we went our separate way

insert 04
my alarm rang I knew it time for to wake up and go
bath,I'm so not ready to face Mr Xulu what if he

doesn't want me anymore because I'm a product of

abuse and he shot Sipho because of me,but let ms go

to work and face my fears,i went to take a quick

shower wore a black pant and a white t-shirt I'm a

slender by the way i need to do my hair, anyways I

took my bag and the apple walk out Linda was here

to pick me up,I went to her car and got in

Linda:what wrong
me:I'm scared

Linda: relax

I nod we drove to work we arrived there and Mr Xulu

was already here

Mr Xulu:follow me

I nod,and followed him to the office

Mr Xulu:when did you started dating I want every

detail how y'all met

me:I was 16 when I started dating him I was doing my
grade 11,he was my prince charming he loved me

more than anything he made me feel safe and loved

when I was doing my matric my dad....my...he raped

more then ones I told sipho and he suggested I come

to live with him after 4 years he became a monster he

made my life a living hell until few weeks ago I left

him and found myself a flat he was angry so I guess

that why he..he hit me yesterday

I was now crying thinking of how my dad raped me

when I asked him to stop but he didn't stop,I wonder

if he was gonna rap me if I stayed there my step

mother didn't do anything

he looked down and brushed his head

Mr Xulu:were was your mom

me:he died when I was 15 my step mother didn't do

anything she hate me for some reason

Mr Xulu got up and came to hug me
Mr Xulu:I'm sorry okay I promise nothing I mean no

one will ever hurt you again you hear me

I nod while crying

Lebo pov

I was so hurt when Thando told me what happened

to her when she was growing up one thing for sure

she won't go through that shit again and as for sipho I

will deal with him later I want him to see me and

Thando in love and his father he won't die yet he as

to bless our lobolo I'm serious about Thando she

makes me weak I love her more then anything

me:I'm sorry okay

she nod

me: take a day off

I also to my stuff and drove him I went to the gym and

punched the punching bag to take out all my anger

because I go on a killing spree I can't believe she
won't through that shit I wish I could change time

and fight for her the fact that she was crying that

means is still feels fresh once I make my move on her

she will be my only I'll protect her

insert 05

2 months later

Thando pov

me and Lebo we have become friends he's not that

bad like me and Linda thought,he offered to sponsor

me with varsity fees I was so happy, I'm study to be an

accountant, school is stressful yooh,I was waiting for

Lebo to come pick me up

he arrived and walk to his car he came out and

opened the door for me,I went inside he close the

door for
me:thanks
he started driving

me:you know I still can't believe it we get along

he laughed

Lebo:you know the first time I saw you I knew there

was something about you

me:yeah right

Lebo:I love you

I looked at him

Lebo:no I'm serious

me:Kwanele please

Lebo:I won't force you okay I'll give you time to think

about it if you reject me then it cool I'll try to live

I smiled

I didn't realise we arrived at my flat

Lebo: remember I won't force you I love you okay

I smiled and nod I opened the door and closed it and

walk inside in my flat,I unlocked the door went to the
Lough and sit down I called Linda

Linda:you do know I'm someone's wife

I rolled my eyes

me:oh please

she laughed

me:so Lebo ask me to his girl

Linda:you lie
me:I'm serious

Linda:what did you say I know you like him

me:I didn't say anything

Linda:what why

me:I don't know

Linda:ayi just tell him

me: should I?
Linda:yes

me:okay I will
Linda:now tell him now I'm dropping the call
I laughed and dropped the call okay I'm scared,I

looked for his number and found it I called it rang

yooh I'm so nervous and scared he answered on the

third ring

Lebo:hey are you okay

me:hmmm

I dropped the call okay I can't do this,my phone rang

it was him I ignored it and went send him a message

"I'm sorry for dropping the call I was nervous and

scared,okay I love you Lebo I also love you"I sent the

message damn!I stood and went to bath after bathing

I went to wear my PJ's I heard the food nock i went to

check,it was Kwanele

Lebo:open
I opened for him and he walked in side I closed the

door he came towards me and kissed me I kissed him

back
Lebo:I love you to and I promise I'll take care of you

I smiled and looked down

Lebo:why did you drop the call

me:I was nervous hawu

he laughed and pulled me for a hug

Lebo:mmm okay I love you neh

me:I love you too

insert 06

Thando's pov

Lebo is crazy shame,he said we mast go for the ice

cream date I mean we are not teenage to do those

stuff but he said we mast make lot of memories he

even bought a lollipop the big one and we took lot of

pictures ayibo bafethu this guy,me and Sipho we

never did such things I guess Kwanele want us to

spend much more time together, anyways last week I

got a call from my step mother telling me I should
come over because of some family cultural thing

thing ey ayi I don't know but I have to be there since

I'm a Zungu I told Lebo and he said I'll go with his

sister Lulama and Linda,Linda said she was gonna go

with me anyway anyways we are parked outside the

gate and everyone was moving they are busy mxm i

hate it to be here
Lebo:will you be okay

me:yes I'm just scared though

he kissed my lips and forehead

Lebo:call me if anything happen

me:okay

Kwanele:I love

me:I love you too

Lebo:let take your stuff

we went to the boot and Linda and Lulama they were

already outside with their begs I took my begs and
some groceries we bought anyway we walk inside

the house

Lulama: Should I get ready to fight

we laughed at her

Linda:she has the right to ask

me:yes but relax

Lulama:I hope so
I rolled my eyes

we walk inside the house I saw my father I wanted to

cry

stepmom:mmm you are back you hoe

Lulama:the hoe that is educated and working at a law

firm as a PA I'm sure you don't know all that

me:Lulama
she kept

father:you know your room

we walked to my room
me:ay girl ngiyakuvuma

we all laughed

Linda:you were ready to attack her

me:did you see monster step mother went quiet

Lulama:I was gonna mop her face on the floor

we laughed,one thing about Lulama she's not scared

of anyone that why Lebo said we mast come with her

Lulama:phela wena umfazi waka Xulu I can't let any

cheep wore talk shit on you

me:yeah right

dad walked inside the room

dad: please excuse us

Linda: no I think we are okay here

dad:is this your father's house

Lulama:it not but we can't leave her with you,you

want to rap her again

dad looked at me and laughed
dad:so you told them

me:yes I did,I'm wondering why didn't I arrest you

dad:oh do you have proof

Lulama:hey listen here you sick man this may be your

house but we will walk on it as it ours now get the

fuck out of here and go do what you best on

Linda:to rap young girls mxm

me: now get out!

dad looked at me one last time and left

me:Lulama I think you have anger issues

Linda:yeah I think so too

we laughed and went to help outside

Mhlonishwa Zungu pov

I was so angry that Thando can now talk back and I

can the people she's friend with are dangerous the

guys that dropped them looked so powerful,but the
fact that she now talks back enger the shit out of me

how dare she,she used to scared of me,and yes I

don't regret taking her virginity or rapping her the

plan was to sleep with her but I see her friends song

leave her side but one thing for sure she's gonna pay

talking like that to me

insert 07

we woke up very early went to clean the

house,cooked breakfast and wash the dishes ayi

these people I'm sure they making us work on

purpose,everyone woke up and the aunties dish up

for them we also eat and went to bath when I was

about to come out my dad was standing Infront of

the door

me:can you please move

dad:oh you can talk now

he looked at me up and done
dad:I missed you

me:should I scream

dad:don't worry I'll have your body soon

then he left,what did he mean,I rushed to my room

and called kwanele

me:I want to leave I'm not safe

Lebo:what did you mean you are not safe give

Lulama the phone

I gave Lulama the phone I was crying Linda was

asking me what wrong and th calm down

Lulama:she went to bath and came back crying I

don't know what wrong

........

Lulama:I'm sorry bhuti I'll keep an eye on her but I

swear she went to bath and came back crying

.........
Lulama:okay Bhuti
she dropped the call and came next to me

Lulama:what happened

me:dad said he will get my body soon

Lulama:what!

she stood

Linda:that won't happen you know what pack your

begs let go
I wore my long pink dress and pack our things we

walked out

uncle:and then were are you going

Lulama:how is that your problem are you maybe out

husbands

stepmom: I'm sick and tried of this girl

Linda:we are sick and tired of your ugly faces

me:let go guys we don't have time for them

dad:oh you are running away again

Lulama: no she's not you want to rap her like how you
did

Linda:I wonder what kind of father are you

Lulama:I wish you die along with your ugly witch

stepmom:who are you calling a witch

Lulama:am I talking to you or your sick of a husband

mxm let go girls

we went out and called an Uber wow okay

Lulama:I should have slapped her ugly face

me:ayi wena you need to see a doctor

Lulama:there is no doctor to see but I need mop that

witch face on the floor

Linda:and I'll kindly help you

we laughed ayi these to are cray shame

Lebo pov

I angry I want that old man to die already he can't be

hurting my wife like this,I called my brother's they are

all here
mpilo:I say let kill this old man

Thapelo:but we need for the lobolo

me:ayy let teach him and good lesson

mpilo:I sent the boys to take him to the warehouse

we need to deal with him carefully

me:we won't kill him but he will regret every single

thing he did to my wife

after 3 hours the boys told us the old fool is at the

warehouse I'm sure gonna make him pay,we all went

to our car we were all black with had our weapons

with us I want him to beg to let him go because when

I'm done with him he will regret hurting my wife like

how he did ever since my mother in law died,we

arrived at the warehouse damn the boys had fun with

me first I'm impressed

me:wow boy well done

them:sure boss
me:now well well isn't this Thando's father

he looked at me

him:what do you want

me:wait I'm still introducing myself well I'm your son

in law and you are my father in law nice meeting you

farther in law(I smiled with the evil smile)

he looked shit scared

him:what do you want I didn't do anything

me:oh really bafo he says he didn't do anything

Mpilo:just kill bafo already

me: should I bafo

mpilo:yes bafo

we looked at Him and laughed

me:you remember when my wife asked you to not

rap her to let her go she's hurting huh?do you

remember you went and raped her while she hasn't
healed do you fuckin son of the bitch

I slapped him so hard I'm sure he saw stars

me:you gonna regret hurting my wife

narrator pov
Mhlonishwa was shit scared he didn't know Thando

was dating a gangster so now he knows he made a

mistake by touching Thando and commenting about

her body today morning now he sure knows he

gonna die

Lebo:why

him:she's not my daughter her mother cheated with

Jason I had to rap her whenever I look at her I see her

mother so I get angry so had to do my revenge

Lebo:who's Jenson

him:a rich basted from US

me:now you will die

him: please man I'm sorry it was the devil

Lebo:well that between you and god

he took the knife and stabbed him on his forehead

and he pulled it down down to the month

Kwanele:say hello to the devil for me

that he shot him all over the his body and cut his dick

Lebo: clean this mass and take the body to the

zungu's residence

Mpilo: you are the son of the devil I'm telling you
Lebo:he touched my wife hawu

they laughed and went the their cars and drove off

insert 08

Thando's pov

we were at my flat it Lulama and Linda we are waiting

for Lebo and his brother's to come I still don't like his

brother's I haven't forgotten what they said to us but

anyways for peace I'll let it pass,they arrived walking

with plastic with them they even bought 2 boxes of

pizza good I was damn hungry

Linda:yooh guys y'all are life saver

me:you can say that again

we started eating,my so called step mother called
called I looked at everyone I put the phone in loud

speak
her:they killed him your father is dead

me:wa..what do you
her:you bitch have bad luck ever since you came

back(she stared to cry)

me:what did I do
her:don't set your foot her we don't want you

I started to cry I have never been so hurt why did they

kill him before he could apologise

Linda:calm down
me:he was supposed to apologise first and tell me
why he did what ever he did he was supposed to

apologise
Lulama:I know god is not fair

me:he was supposed to apologise

Lebo came to and hugged me I cried I still believe he
was supposed to apologise first before

insert 09
I woke the following day with Lebo's hands on me,I
tried to wake up but he tightened the grip between

us
me:I need to use the toilet

he let go of me and kissed my forehead,I went to the

bathroom did my business washed my hand and face

I still can't believe that he's gone but

yet again whoever killed him for sure he made him
pay for all the bad things he did I pray to god that he
also punish him wherever he is
he felt hands pulling me close I looked behind me

and smiled
me:hey

Lebo:how are you feeling

me:I'll be okay I guess
he looked and me and I sighed

me:I just wished he told me why he what he did to me

but I guess I'll never know

Lebo pulled my chin to look at him

Lebo:I love you okay but don't worry one you will find

out
I laughed a little thinking that is not possible
me:I know that won't happen

he looked
me:but I'll let everything pass

Lebo:I love you

me:I love you too
he pulled me close we kissed and he picked me up

rest is history.....

after our love making we went take an innocent

shower and came back to dress up

Lebo:I think you must move in with

me:kwanele please I have an bad experience with

moving in
Kwanele:okay fine but baby we need time to spend
together

me: Lebo please there no need to argue about this

okay

he sighed and hugged me and kissed my cheek

Lebo:don't worry soon you will move in with I'll give

you to process whatever you are processing

me:yeah right
he laughed and walked out
honestly speaking I'm not ready to move in with him
it to still early plus I don't want to go through what I

went through when I was still with Sipho so it alot he

will have to wait for to be ready

insert 10

Lebo pov
I told Thando I'll see her this afternoon I drove to the

J.T attorney I'm meeting up with Jason I asked to

meet with him,I know it will be hard for Thando
accept him since she was abused when her mother

died but she has to know her real father so she can
get the love that she always wanted anyways I

packed my car,got off and locked it I hope this

meeting will go well anyways I went inside and told

the receptionist I'm here foe mr Theory he made a call

then she told me to go the lift 7th floor 4th office I
nocked and I was told to get in,i got in damn this
office is big
me:Mr Xulu

him:Mr Theory come take the sit

I went and set down,I took my phone and opened the

picture of Thando's mom I stole it at her phone

me:do you know her
he took it looked at it

him:what do you want

me:you made her pregnant and left

him:and who are you

me:Kwanele Xulu I'm dating your daughter

he looked down
him: he's husband won't allow me to her her and her
daughter

me: Thando's mom died when she want 15 and her

father raped her when she was 17

he looked down and up he's eyes was red and his

face changed
him:do you know where he lives

me:he's died
him:mmm I want to meet my daughter

me:I can arrange that

him: update me
good now Thando will meet his father I hope she will

be okay with it

Thando's pov

Lebocalled me and told me he wants us to me at the

restaurant,I agreed but I'm so nervous I don't why but

I have a bad feeling what if he wants to dump me or

something that will hurt me but let me go hear what

he wants to say I arrived at the restaurant and walked

in side I looked around I saw Lebo with some
coloured man he was around his early 40s kwanele
came to me,he hugged me and kissed my cheeks
Lebo:let go

we walked to were this man was,we sat down

him:you look like your mom

okay how does he know my mom

him:I'm Jenson Theory
me: Thandolwami Zungu

Lebo:babe this is your real father

wait what?

insert 11
I don't know if I'm dreaming or is Lebo pulling my leg

but how can this man be my father

me:Lebo my father just died and here you are lying

about something serious how dare you!

him:he is not lying
me:shut the fuck up
Lebo:look
he took out pictures it was mom and this man and

their young age even when mom was pregnant and

when I was born this man was there no this can't be

true where was he all this year 21 years

me:where were you all this years!
he tried to touch me

me:don't,don't touch me,you know what I went

through all these years without you do you know

what my dad(stepdad)did to me do you!

he looked down

me:and you come back here and say you are my

father fuck that
I took my stuff and walked out Lebo called out my

name,I raised my hand for him to stop I don't want to

talk to any of them,I went to the Uber that I found

outside I drove away I went back to my flat I just went

straight to my room locked it and cried I cried so hard
why did he leave me does he know what I went

through without him and mom does he know what

Mhlonishwa did to me,I'm here crying thinking that

he was my father and i loved him after he raped me

and jeson come back and tell me that shit

I heard a nock on the door I went to check when

opened it my so called father

me:can I help you
him:can I come in

I looked at him
him: please

me:sure
we walked in,I showed him where to sit

him:I know you hate me

I looked at him
him:your step father took you and your mom and ran
away that why I lost contact with y'all
me:dad wasn't that evil

him:I guess you didn't know but you should because

he abused you

me:you were not there to protect me

him:I tried to find you
me: please leave Mr Theory

he looked at me
me: please leave how you did you 22 years ago

him:I will leave but please believe I tried to look for

you

then he walked out,I sat down and cried how I was

abused by my father(stepfather)how I wished I was
loved by a father

insert 12
I woke up went to the bathroom I bath and went to
wear my green dress it was short but not to short I
didn't tie my braids,I took my beg and walked out I'm

not gonna eat I don't feel like to,I think i mast ask Mr
Theory to come this evening I'm ready to start a father

and daughter relationship since I didn't have that

relationship with my father(stepdad),I just wonder
why did mom allow dad to take me if she knew after

her death what i went through, anyways i went to

university did what kwanele is paying for after my

classes I'm done now I'm going where me and dad

gonna meet I'm nervous but I have to try and make a

relationship between us anyway I walked inside the

restaurant I looked for dad I saw him I walked to
where my father is,he opened the chair for me then I

set down
him:thanks for coming

me:hmm I want to say I want us to try the father and

sister relationship
him:wait are you sure

me:yes
he stood up and hugged me

him:I love you princess

me:thanks
him:I told my family about you and they said they

want to meet you

me:but I'm black

him:I'm also half black

I looked at him

him:why don't you move in with me

I looked down and played with my hands
me:I don't what if your wife

him:relax she said she want to see you

me:eshi

him:I'll come tonight

me:eyi okay
him:let go

eyi I don't know about moving in thing what if they

don't like me and he just told me he's half black,I

know black people have drama what if he makes

drama eshi I'm just scared I hope they ain't that bad

insert 13
I called Linda and Lulama I'm too nervous and scared
what if my step mother and step siblings hate me for

some reason
Lulama:would you relax

Linda:even I I'm starting to have a headache now

me:y'all don't understand

Lulama:there is nothing to understand just come

down
me:eshi I'll try
Linda: I'm done with packing just check if everything
is there

I checked and everything was there ashi I hope my

step mother will love me anyway we heard a food bell

I went to check it was my dad and some guy who

looks like him it's like it's his younger vision of him
anyways I hugged my dad

dad:are you ready

I breath heavily

yes:yes
dad:this is your brother Jayden

me:hi
him:lil Sis
I smiled and walked back inside to my bags and they

helped me with my bag I looked at Lulama

me:here are the keys it yours now

Lulama: really
me:yes
she smiled and hugged me

me:I'll call y'all

Linda:when I you get there

me:okay
we did a group hug me and my dad and Jayden who
are suppose is my step brother we walked to the car I

got in so and dad and Jayden after putting my things

on the boot,we drove off while we were driving I was

thinking about lot of things what if my step mother

hate with her children I wonder why dad came early I

wish mom told me the truth before she died

"we are here"
I looked up and gosh the house was big yesis it a

triple story house is there even a triple story anyways

it big I wonder how rich they are dad parked the car

we got out he said they will bring the begs inside

later anyways we walked in inside 3 girls older then I
believe and 2 boys one looks order the jay other

maybe around my age,old woman and a women

around her 40's i believe it's my step mother

dad:this is your family princess

I looked down what if they hate me?
my own family treatment like shit

stepmom:hey come here

I went to her and looked down she pulled my chin up

and pulled me to her

stepmom:I'm your mom

I looked at her and smiled

me:you accept me
she nod and smiled

girl:I'm Othadwayo I'm your big sister I guess,this is

Lira your big sister too and those to jerks are you big

brothers Siya and Tero

I smiled
me:I'm Thandolwami in short Thando

lira:I guess welcome home Thando

Siya:I hope there are no boys

I laughed
me: relax
dad:now that all said let go to eat I'm hungry

mom:I cooked for Thando the most

I looked at her,I can there is lots of love in her her

eyes says it all I'm so happy

dad:hey why are you crying

I didn't even realise I was crying

me: nothing let go
they lead the way to the sitting room I followed

behind them I guess this is my new chapter

insert 13
my sister's decided to take me out and have a girls
night out I said okay since i want to get know them

and I don't wanna like we are getting and it's funny

that I thought they will hate me and all but look now

they love more then anything especially

mom(stepmother)she treat me as a egg I'll forever
grateful you know anyways we were now shopping

we all went our way but me and lira we went to the

shoe section I saw heels they were above me I tried to

get them then someone took them

"here"

I looked behind me
me:thank you
it was a tall white guy he looked coloured or

American I don't know but he looked hot

him:I'm Lisebo

me:Thando and this is Lira

him:nice to meet you
me:like wise,and thank you again

lira:let go pay
him:mind sharing your number

me:not happening but again thank you

he smiled
him:I'll get your numbers don't worry

then he walked away

I looked at Lira

me:and then
Lira:sis I also don't know

me:ayy let go pay

that guy is crazy Kwanele will skin him alive if he
thinks he'll go after me

Lesebo pov
Thando is different they way she talked and her
attitude damn she made me feel things I have never
felt before I don't if she's dating anyone or married or

about to marry but she will be me I'll make sure of

it,but let me introduce myself my name is Lisebo

Amkelothando smith the son of kagiso and

Lisakhanya Smith the rich and well known business
partners mom is is well known and famous lawyer I'm

just proud of how she worked hard for herself I have

two sons and I want a daughter but not now I want a

daughter from that Thando girl I want her to look like

because she's so beautiful with her natural face with

dimples and i want my daughter to work hard like my

mom but anyways I'm a lawyer and have shares both
at Magaduzela law firm and Smith Law firm I'm also

on the underworld my dad is a gang leader I'll be

taking after him but watch how i get my wife
insert 14

Thando's pov
me and my sisters we went to Fish aways when I got

there I saw Lulama I was so happy I missed her so

much
Lulama:owalahlekayo kanti usaphila

me:bengizobulalwa yini
Lulama:ngazi ngani mlahleki

I laughed mxm she's crazy this one

we shared a hug

me:this is Lira and Othadwayo my sister's from my

dad's side and guys this is Lulama my friend
Lulama: point of correction I'm her best friend and

saviour
me:my saviour

Lulama:for peace sake just agree with me

me:you know what I give up with you
Othandwayo:I think me and you will get along

me:why
Lira: because they are the same

me:oh okay
Lulama:ask her my number girl I have a devil to sort
out

me:what devil
Lulama:so bitch ask my man to be his boyfriend

ayibo imagine uzishelela umfana

us:what!

Lulama:I want to show her who I am

I laughed because I know she will beat the day out of
that girl

me:you should send me a video

Othandwayo:no need for a video will fight all of us

lira:ayi
me:count me out
Lulama:to bad y'all are already in

me:no not happening

I said that walking to take my order

Lulama:don't run away it happening

I just ignored her and laughed she's crazy same as
Othandwayo I can't believe I have to deal with both of

them but yet again I'm glad they get along and I hope
they will love Linda but I'm sure they will get along

anyways after our catch up and eating we went back

home I miss Lebo it's been day I looked at

Othadwayo
me:I want to go my boyfriends house please cover for
me

othandwayo:how much
I looked at her like really

othandwayo:there is nothing for mahala here

I rolled my eyes
me:R100

she got up and pulled me

othandwayo:let go

we went to her car and drove off I gave her directions

to Lebo house the guard know me so he let us in
anyways we parked the car and got of she looked at

me
othandwayo:what?I want to see the person got your

heart
me:ay I give up with you,stay here to check if there

anyone inside
I walked inside the house what I saw I was
traumazing how can he do this to me,I just saw a girl

ride Lebo and he was enjoying it

me:Lebo

they both looked at me

her:are you also joining us
he quickly pushed that girl down I hold my chest

since it was painful I was also crying by now how

could he

I ran outside
othandwayo:Thando what's wrong what happened
why are you crying

Lebo:baby wait let me explain

he followed with a short only that girl was now with

her dress
Lebo:Tiny go back inside

othandwayo:oh hell no!how dare you cheat at her

me:let leave othandwayo
othandwayo:give me 5 minutes with him

Lebo:baby please
othandwayo went to the car I looked at Lebo

me:we done you hear me

I looked behind ready to enter the car, othandwayo
came out with a gun wtf is she's mad

me: othandwayo put that thing down

othandwayo:how dare he Thando he cheated at you

she shot him at his leg and arm and went to him
othandwayo:if you ever again hurt my sister I'll rip
your heart with my bare hands

I was just standing looking shocked did she just shot

Lebo like nobody's business she came towards me

and pulled me to the car damn she's crazy this one

me:did you just?

Othandwayo: he's lucky I didn't kill the shit out of

burn his sorry ass
me:yoh!

yoh was the only thing came out my month

Lebo pov
I missed you big I missed up I know Thando will
never forgive me Tiny came out

Tiny:oh my god what happened

me:shut the fuck up and leave

Tiny:bu-
me:leave
she went inside and after time came out and left I

called my brother's they all came and took me inside

mpilo is a doctor so he took the bullets out and fix me

by putting badgers
Thapelo:so what now

me:I can't lose her

mpilo:you have already lost her
me:fuck no I won't let her leave I rather kill her and

myself
mpilo:you are fucked up
me:trust me she attempts to leave I'll kill her and
myself

narrator pov
both Othandwayo and Thando when they got home

they got home they found the police the both looked
at each

Thando:so he called the police on me

othandwayo:he needs another bullet
they got out and found mpilo

mpilo:here is she
police:both of y'all are under arrest for shooting Mr

Xulu
we both looked at each other,and put their arms out

ready to be arrested
Thando:oh and Lebo I want nothing to do with him
othandwayo:oh and batter tell that brother of yours
I'm done with
Mpilo:I'll make sure both of y'all suffer

Thando:mxm pussy
Jenson:Jay go to the police I'll be there I need to

make phone calls

Lira:my daughter can't be in jail so as Thando
janson went to his office made a phone call to a

minster of police
Janson:my daughter's are arrested why?

him:Mr Theory I didn't even know

Janson:get this straight if anything happen to them

I'll make sure I expose your dirty work I hope I make

things clear
him: I'll fix this I'll ma-

me:fuck off and fix things

he turned of the phone

Siya:I need a meet up with Xulu brothers

me: Lebo's father I have some secret he knows he will
go down if I expose it I need a meet up with

they all smiled

insert 15
Thando's pov

I'm in Jain ayibo guys who would have imagined that

one day I'll ever be here ayibo life will humble you

indeed
othandwayo:heh if I get out I'll chop all his pieces
from head to toe

me:you do know we are in Jain you want to return her

again

Othandwayo:I don't mind I'll start with his brother

me:mpilo

othandwayo:yes whatever he's name I'll chop all his

pieces I swear
I just laughed and shook my head
"othandwayo and Thandolwami Smith you are lucky
come out"

othandwayo smiled
othandwayo:my dad knows how to make things

happen Mr you are lucky that you still have your job
what does she mean?
we went out and signed some papers anyways after

that signing I went out and found dad and Stepmom

and some man looks exactly like Lebo

me:and the?
him:I apologise what my son's did

me:I want to go home I'm tired

othandwayo:oh tell your two sons better pray we
never cross paths because hell will break loss

stepmom: othandwayo go go!

we went to the car

me:can you stop fighting

she looked at me like I'm crazy
me:you know what I'm fade up with you

narrator pov
at the xulu household

Lebo:dad what do you mean you let them go Thando

was gonna come back to her sense and fix things

with me!
Mr Xulu:her father is dangerous and he has
something against me if he let it out we are going

down
Thapelo:let kill him

mpilo:as we always do
Mr Xulu:it not easy as it's looks like,what I'm trying to

say is he is more dangerous than us he the one who

is in charge at the underworld
Mpilo:fuck damn
Mr Xulu:and you just broke her daughter's heart and
mpilo you sent them to jail hell is about to break he

won't let this slide

Thapelo:we need to pay them a visit and make peace

we can't go down because of Lebo's foolishness

Mr Xulu:he will find a way to fix this mass
Mr Xulu knows very well he can't mass with Smith

well let say Mr Xulu has the position at the

underworld but he killed so couple of people and

stole million at some people he knows if it comes out

he will go down and now Lebo made a huge mistake

hurting Thando the last born he just found so he

won't let this pass up

insert 16
Thando's pov
2 months later
after bathing I went downstairs I found my family
me:family

mom:you up
me:yeah I'm tired the exams are draining

dad:you need to keep up and get that degree

mom:and you will join your dad's company
me:I still have a long way to go

"Mr Theory"
dad:oh Mr smith you are here

i looked behind what the? what's is he doing here

dad:let me go take portfolio

dad got up
mom:I'll be back
Lisebo:we meet again

me:are you stalking me

Lisebo:and what if I am

me:then I guess you have to stop

Lisebo:well miss I can't now can I have your number
miss Theory

me:no and bye

I walked away

Lisebo:Thando
I looked back
Lisebo:you will be my I swear

me:I know it's nice day dreaming keep on dreaming

Mr smith

he laughed and looked down

I also laughed and walked away this guy will be the

death of me

Lisebo pov

Thando Thando nah?that girl is something else I

didn't know she's one of Theory daughters but I still
love her anyway,me and her father have some
business together so this means I'll see more of her
anyways after the meeting with her father I went

home my dad's and mom house my twin

sister(Mona)was here and I can see her kids are not

here you see my dad raised me and my twin for about

18 years because apparently my mom died because
of the car bomb but she came here after 18 years with

new face for her revenge but she finally came out but
anyways I parked my car and went inside the house

me:family
mom:oh wow you finally missed us

me:were are the two drama queens

mom:they went to the mall with your grandmother
me:ohh okay

mom:why are you here

me:ayibo ha ke khone ho Bo(I can't be here)

mom:I didn't say that

me:I wanted advise from dad
mom:why

me:fumanehile ngoananyana(I found a girl)and I

want her

she looked at me and smiled she drank her wine

me:wait for you dad indeed
mind you she's 50 something yet she looks young

and beautiful I wonder if she's really that old anyways

I'll wait for dad

mona:I hope you won't play her

me:shut up

mona:what?

insert 17
Thando's pov

I have been getting called from Lebo he's telling I

can't leave him because he will kill me and himself I
think he is crazy how can he force me to date him he
cheated on me now I must say "no baby it's I forgive
you can cheat again if you want to"ayibo no I'm not

that girl I was when Sipho used to hit me and talk shit
on me and my dad paid Lebo all the money he paid

for my school fees anyways I told him to fuck off I

won't be shaken by him anyways I went downstairs
to eat and go to my class yessis law is draining I'm

telling anyways I found all my family there

Siya:why didn't you tell us that boy is giving you

problems
me:I didn't want to bother y'all plus I have sorted it

out
Tero:by him telling you he will you and himself
me:I'm sure he didn't mean it

Siya:you are our little sister and we'll always protect

you

I looked down because I never had big brothers or

siblings want to protect me even othandwayo
showed how much she cares about me

dad: we'll fix this

othandwayo:I guess my bullet didn't send any

message to him

mom:ayi othandwayo!

me:I think I'll be late for school

lira:I'll go with you I also have a class

me:okay let go

Siya:Thando

I looked at him
Siya:we won't ever bother you again you will see

I nod and walked out me and Lira

we arrived at the campus Lira went to her class

because she was late while I got out and locked my

car someone pulled me roughly I looked behind I got

the shock of my life how did he find me?
me:s..[Link]

sipho:hey baby I see you are rich now

me:what do you want

sipho:you

me: what

sipho:we will never break up

me:my brother's will kill you

sipho:oh I heard you find your "real family"nice

me:leave me
"you heard her leave her"

wait is Lisebo stalking me but I'm glad he is here

sipho:and you are?

me:Sipho please
Lisebo:I don't like to repeat myself

sipho:oh what?

he said that pulling me

Lisebo pulled out his gun and shot sipho's leg omg
Lisebo pulled me inside the university

Lisebo:I will deal with him don't worry

I nod and walked inside

Lisebo pov
I called one of my boys to take this fucker to the

warehouse my dad told me he's already there so I'm

driving to the warehouse it's outside Gauteng I was

so angry I tried to to kill that fool in front on my wife

anyways I just arrived there and walked inside he was

tied outside down half naked I took out my gun and

went to sit Infront of him I looked at him with so much

anger

dad: are will killing him

me:no yet

I turned and looked at him

me:now tell me what do you want from my wife
him:the last time I checked she's not married

I punched them blood came out

me: Thando is my and my only that fact that you

made her cry I'm sure gonna make you

him:mxm

me:boys show him he's suprise

they brought a small boy he was crying

me:say I hi daddy

him:don't you dare

me:you made my wife cry

I took out my gun and shot his son the the forehead

me:now back at you

he now crying
me:I want you to stay far way from wife or else this

will be your entire family I might burn themselves

while you watching them bury you alive

dad:I'm sure he made himself clear because that my
daughter in law got know

he was busy crying

me:boys from now have fun with him oh Remember

far away from wife

I walked out

Thando's pov

how can Sipho come back from nowhere the last I

checked he was in hospital now he's back trying to

abuse like how he use to I'm scared to even come out

of class what if he's still there but I'm sure he left I

mean Lisebo almost killed him yoh I'm so grateful to

him I wonder what would have happened to me,

somehow I'm still scared of him I still remember when

he first time he slapped me I thought it was mistake i

mean he also said it was mistake sometimes i still

wonder if did he ever love me like he assumed he
does anyway my class is over I went home and my

brothers were walking up and down out of nowhere

Sipho came and hugged me

sipho: didn't I tell you to tell me or call if you have

problems

mom:baby I hope you are okay

me:mom I'm okay Lisebo saved me

mom:okay come here

she pulled me and set me down

mom:Tira bring the glass of water right here

me:mom relax

mom:no I will not from now on Jay will take you to

school
me:okay

dad: Saturday it your welcome ceremony

me:I'm tried can I go to sleep

mom:okay baby
insert 18

I'm done bathing now I want sleep after the drama

that happened because of Sipho ay I do t understand

why life doesn't want me to have peace I have to deal

with Lebo now it's Sipho to make things worse I was

dealing with Sipho all these years now he's from I

don't know where I'm sure life doesn't want me to

have a happy ending I'm telling you.i was now

putting lotion on body and wore my track pants with

oversized t-shirt my rang ah why doesn't people give

me space
I answered it

me: hello

"baby girl"
"Lisebo where did you get my number?"

"relax will you I told you I'll find it either way anyways

are you good"

"yes I'm good and thank for saving me"

"no problem he won't trouble you again"

I don't know about that I know Sipho

"I don't know ab-"

"can I see you I'm outside"

"what outside?!"
"yes now come before I come and get you"

I rolled my eyes

"as if you will,I'm coming"

I dropped the call

yeah right now Lisebo is bossing me around ayi

I took my phone and I went out I told my mom I'll be

back and walked out I see his car three Houses away
from home mmm the same person who said"yes now

come before I come and get you"I laughed at he's

silly statement
he came out and opened the door for me ncoo he is
such a gentleman of only he's like things with

everything not bossing me around

Lisebo:hi

me:what do you want I agree you helped me but you

can't boss me around you know

Lisebo:come will you yooh ayi you like to shout

me:you are stressing me

Lisebo:how?

me:look I understand you helped me and all but ayi

you can't boss me around you are such a bully

Lisbon:tell you what let go out tomorrow as friends

can we be friends

me:if you promise to stop bossing me around

Lisebo:okay
we spend the rest of the 3 hours talking I got the

chance to know him he grow up without his mother

because apparently she went missing and all then

she came back after 18 years because she was killed

or almost killed by his ex in law and ex husband and

mother you can imagine he told he has two children

he left the mother because he was still a fool but he

regret it but at the same he's happy because he

doesn't love her he told alot about his life he asked

about my I told what I want him to know not the part

of my dad rapping me and sipho's abusive but he's a

good guy in glad we are friends and this its a great

start of our friendship speaking of friendship I need to

meet up with my girls i miss them we need to catch

up

Lisebo pov
have you ever fell in love with someone to the point

where you think you are losing it well that me I know

it's funny who would have thought that I'll ever fell in
love Thando is different from all the women I have

slept with she's so beautiful and unique you know

when she started shouting at me I wanted to kiss her

yesis she's something else I'm meet with my friend

Lebo we have been friend since grade 4

Lebo:so you are telling she's likes shouting

me yes she's something else

Lebo:my ex girlfriend used to shout(then he

laughed)I remember when we first meant she

shouted at us even pointing a gun at her

me:she's so much like my wife can you believe she

said I'm bossing her around

Lebo:I miss her

me:try to fix things with her

Lisebo:no she won't forgive me I'll let her be

me:okay bra if you say so,let me go call her

Lisebo: whipped already

i laughed at got up

2 weeks

Thando's pov

I'm with Linda and Lulama I missed them so much we

need alot to talk about

Lulama:hmm I found a guy

we looked at her

Lulama:he's name is Siya he's a business man

me:omg I'm so happy for you

Linda:I'm still happy with my husband

we laughed they are 2 years married

me:I'm not dating anyone but I'm friends with some

guy called Lisebo

Lulama: I feel love in the eye(she said singing)

I rolled my eyes
me:we don't love each other but we are good friends

he has been there for me

I smiled thinking how he has been a good friend at

me
Linda:I know that not the case I'm sure he wants he's

luck

me:ah come on maybe not

Lulama:I'm glad you found someone to spend time

with who knows maybe y'all might even date

me:ayi I don't think I'll ever date Sipho and Lebo

showed me flames
we are laughed

Lulama:my brother takes the cup

Linda: ayibo what about Sipho clearly you don't

know him

me:let just say he's the worse

Linda:well girl Lisebo might be the one

me: please don't start with

Lulama:what?she's telling the truth

me:shut!

they both laughed at me

I don't see myself dating Lisebo imagine,Lisebo is too

full of himself plus dad would skin me alive if I ever

date him since they are working together

I don't want to die yet,yes I knew my dad this year but

I know him very well he's very strict and hard headed
I know hell will break loose if I dad Lisebo I don't want

that plus I don't like Lisebo he's not the guy I could

ever date honestly

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3 months later

it been the worst 3 months school work is giving me

hard time I haven't slept my full 8 hours because of

school ayibo who would have known that law would

be this hard ayi mina I can't anymore but daddy made

me realise I need to be independent anyway,I'm with

Lisebo he driving to school we have become friends

and it's save to say he is a good friend,we just arrived

uh I want to be done with law

Lisebo:can I take you out

me:hmm yeah why not I'll needs something to keep

my head busy

Lisebo:great I'll be right here then when you are done

I smiled on thought of that

me:okay thanks

I got out I looked behind he is waiting for to get

inside then drive off that how he always does

narrator pov
luyanda:why is your brother with that girl?you said he
loves me what is this now Mona?

Mona:the last I checked he was I don't know what

wrong with him I'm sure she's just a pass time

luyanda:I have to go to this girl Lisebo is my and my

only ah he's stressing me

mona:let wait for her here she almost done with

whatever she's studying for

mona:she's just a bitch she's after Lisebo's money I'm

telling you
luyanda:well she got another thing coming Lisebo is

my

mona:y'all even have a child together so she mast

back off
they waited till they come out she saw Thando comes

out with 2 girls it's Liyema and Tira so they got out off

the car and went to them

mona:which one is Thando here?
Thando:me why

luyanda: listen girly stay far away from Lisebo he's my

Tira: did she call Lisebo to follow her

mona:hey you skinny bitch shut the whole of yours

my brother doesn't deserve this thing(she looked at

Thandwa up and down)

Luyanda: sometimes I don't understand Lisbon

Thando got angry and left

mona:yes run you gold-digger

Thandolwami's pov

I'm angry right now how can they insult me like

this,I'm not even dating Lisebo we are just friends

nothing more or less ah I'm just angry he tried ringing

call me but I'm too angry his baby mama made a

huge drama
othandwayo:who are they where do they live I want
them here

me:there no need
Liyema:what?are you mad

othandwayo:I'll find them and kill them

my phone rang

me:uh I don't want to talk to him

Liyema answered my phone

Liyema:you fool you such a fool my best friend just

had a fit with your baby mama and sister they call my
girl a gold digger I wi-

"hey listen here tell you sister she mast pray we don't

pass paths together because I will mop the floor with

her face and cut that month of hers

me:how will you do that and please drop the call

she dropped the call

me:you will cut her mouth really?

Liyema: anything is possible for me trust me
I laughed this one is crazy

othandwayo:found them let go

me:ah where?

Liyema pulled me to the car we drove to some big

house they were outside the gate they both got out

and went to hit them then some skinny girl came out

to help does to ladies I went out to pull that girl I slap

her so hard then I punched her and pulled her hair

pushed her down ayibo I can fight?me fight ayi who

would have known police came and drag us to the

van again again I looked at Othandwayo

othandwayo:thank me later they won't bother you

gain

me:I fade up with you

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Lisbon pov.
my sister's and luyanda are arrested because of
fighting they were fighting with Thando her sister

and friend I don't understand what Mona and

Luyanda's problem Mona is even married with a baby

girl what will her daughter say when she hears her

mother was fighting what about,Thando?I expected

more to her and as for Antile to fight without knowing

what the reason worse part with old people ah this is

too much to take in anyways I arrived at the police

station they told it R5k bail and the Theory was also
here they bailed Liyema,Thando and Othandwayo

othandwayo came to me

othandwayo: Listen here tell that bitch if yours and

sister to stay far away from my sister or I'll do worse

than I did

me:I will

I looked at Thando she click her tongue and left

I looked at Luyanda Atile and Luyanda
me:luyanda me and you broke yo right?

luyanda:yes

Luyanda:stay far away from my wife that goes to you

too Mina just because you are my twin doesn't mean

I'll let you go

Mona:mxm she doesn't deserve you

me:ah fuck you mona!and you(pointing at Atile)Mom

will know about this and you Mona you are still a

naive girl that you were when you left Alwande just

that he doesn't see he will see when it's to late

mona:how dare you!

I left them to my car they will find their way

Thando's pov

mom:why were y'all fighting and Liyema you want to

mother to make a big drama with us

dad:Thando I expected more from you
me:I'm sorry dad

othandwayo:no dad she wasn't gonna fight at the

first place she saw that skinny thing coming to help

her sister so she also came

me: othandwayo please

she kept quiet and looked aside

mom:from now on stay from fights

me:tell Othadwayo and Liyema they will be the death

of these two
mom:I'm also fade up with Othadwayo

I got up and went upstairs to take a shower when will

drama in my life end if it's not Lebo it's Sipho but

when it's not Sipho it's my sister and her getto

attitude I'm just tired to talk nor fight I'm gonna end

things with Lisebo I don't want drama in my life don't

get me wrong he's a good guy and I appreciate him

but he comes with lots of drama so me and him can't
be friends again my phone rang oh speaking of a

devil I answered it

"please listen I'm outside please come"

"I don't know Lisebo I think we should st"

"no or I'll come inside I'm sure you don't want another

drama"

"fine I'm coming"

I walked downstairs and my mom was where I

wonder were is everyone else

me:mom I'll be back

mom:okay baby be safe

me:okay mom

I walked out and saw his car he surly want to die I

walk to his car and get inside

me:you want to die

Lisebo:at least I'll die knowing it because of you

me: because of me?

Lisebo:yes why don't you answer my calls

me:are you really asking me that

Lisebo:okay look I'm sorry what my sister and baby

momma did I talked to them and I made sure they

won't do it

me:look I don't care if you did something I want

nothing to do with you,this friendship wed had is ov-

he pulled me close to him and kissed me wait did he

just kiss me?I pushed him

me:are out if your mind

Lisebo:look in tired of this hide and seek I want you I

love you it's been months

me: please don't play with me

Lisebo:I'm not okay I'm being serious here

me:I'm also serious you come with lots of drama now

imagine if we date
Lisebo:I know and I have sorted that please give me a
chance

me:I don't know I mean not after what my ex's did

he looked down and brushed his head

Lisebo:I'm not them

me:I'm sorry we can't be together

I walked out and ran inside,I might sound foolish or

selfish but I can't go through what I went through I'm

still scared to date someone I have to stay far way

from Lisebo from now on

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it's been 3 weeks Lisebo not talking to me it's not like

I'm complaining well it's a good thing you know

it for peace sake he comes with lots of drama plus I'm

not ready for a relationship yet again I miss his

company so much he used to call me before I sleep

and wake up but I guess it's for the best that we are
separated
"hey what are you thinking about"

me: nothing I'm just wondering how is Lisebo

Linda:the last time I checked you pushed him away

me:no I didn't I just said we can't date

Othadwayo:were is the difference

me:there is huge difference

Linda:you are just mad

Liyema:do what makes you happy girl

me:I miss him

Linda:or you want him?

me:huh?

Linda:come on you love him just suck it up and call

him tell him you love him

othandwayo:let me call him

he took my phone and called Lisebo he answered on

the 2nd rang

"what did you want I thought you want nothing to do
with me?"

I looked at Othandwayo

"mxm let me drop this call"

me:no wait hmm I'm sorry no wait that not what I was
supposed to say I love you no what

I took the phone from othandwayo and dropped the

call
I looked down what just happened?

othandwayo:are you okay up stairs

Linda:here drunk water

my phone rang u jumped a bit and looked at it oh

god what have I done he's calling me Lisebo is

calling

me:I'm scared to answer

Liyema:answer it so you can rest in peace

us:rest in peace?
Lisebo pov

Thando just called me and told me he loves me she

was nervous,fuck! she said she loves people I

decided to call her back she answered after the 3rd

ring

me:Thando
"Lisebo"

me:you meant what you said

"yes I did and I'm sorry for pushing you away"

yes!

me:I forgive you I'm coming there

"well I'm not at home I'll tell when I get home"

me:were you at?

"Linda's house "

me:send the address

"okay"
me:I love you
she kept quiet

"I love you too"

I smiled and dropped the call finally she's my and my

alone I'll kill anyone that try to get in our way or

between us anyways I packed everything on my

office and drove to the location she sent me she was

already waiting for with her short red dress I just

horny by just looking at her I drove to a quit please

and told to sit at the back so as i was now hold her

me:you meant what you said?

Thando:yes
me:no breaking up

Thando:if you cheat I'll leave your sorry ass

I laughed
me: don't worry

I kissed her and made her sit on top of me I pulled her

dress up and travelled my hand all the way to her butt

cheeks I squeezed tight while bringing my body

close to hers she opened my pants zip fuck she

pulled my already hard dick out and played with this

girl will kill me

me:fuck baby I love

Thando:fuck me
me:wait baby

Thando:baby I want you

fuck what is she doing to me I smashed my lips in

hers we kissed Hungrily I grabbed her breast I turned

her around and layed her down I tried to push my

dick on her pussy After 3 times if failed I entered her

age moaned out load

Thando:Li..se ah

me:fuck you are so warm and tight

I pulled her leg up

rest is history
Thando's pov

I woke up on top of Lisebo I remember the event took

place I looked at the time on my phone shit it's

21:39pm dad will kill me I looked at Lisebo and

shaked him

me:baby wake

Lisebo:mmm
me:I need to go it's late dad will kill me

Lisebo:okay

he kissed my forehead

I got and got dressed,he was was also dressing up so

our first sex was in the car wow okay

me:I'm done

Lisbon:okay let go
we went the front seats and he drove of I called our

Othandwayo

othandwayo:relax I told dad you are with Liyema and

Linda I was just not feeling well that why I came back

me:you are such an Angel

othandwayo:R150 will do plus you will tell what you

were doing

me:ayibo in case you don't know I'm still at school I'm

not working
othandwayo:then I'm telling dad

me:mxm you such a devil

she laughed and dropped the call

Lisebo:I love you okay

me:I love you too

we arrived at home I got out and went inside the

house and went to my room othandwayo was already

there I passed her to the toilet I took a quick shower

then went back to my room to lotion my body

othandwayo:so y'all did the deed

me:no
othandwayo:you walk is saying something else
I looked at her and smiled

othandwayo:omg tell me everything what happened

when and where

me:that not important but my man has a huge thing

between he's legs

othandwayo screamed and thrown a pillow on me

othandwayo:you are not innocent after all

me:my mouth is shut

othandwayo:let me tell Liyema and Linda we need to

know
I laughed and shook my head

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