Back To December By Taylor Swift
I'm so glad you made time to see me So this is me swallowin' my pride
How's life? Tell me, how's your family? Standin' in front of you, sayin' I'm sorry for that night
I haven't seen them in a while And I go back to December all the time
You've been good, busier than ever It turns out freedom ain't nothin' but missin' you
We small talk, work and the weather Wishin' I'd realized what I had when you were mine
Your guard is up and I know why I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own
mind
Because the last time you saw me I go back to December all the time
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
So this is me swallowin' my pride And how you held me in your arms that September night
Standin' in front of you, sayin' I'm sorry for that night The first time you ever saw me cry
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothin' but missin' you Maybe this is wishful thinkin'
Wishin' I'd realized what I had when you were mine Probably mindless dreamin'
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right
I go back to December all the time I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
These days, I haven't been sleepin' So if the chain is on your door, I understand
Stayin' up playin' back myself leavin' But this is me swallowin' my pride
When your birthday passed and I didn't call Standin' in front of you, sayin' I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December
Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughin' from the passenger side and It turns out freedom ain't nothin' but missin' you
Realized I loved you in the fall Wishin' I'd realized what I had when you were mine
And then the cold came, the dark days I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright
When fear crept into my mind I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye mind
I go back to December all the time