Module 1 Transcript
Module 1 Transcript
Robert: Thank you, Sherri. Hello, beautiful dreamers. I loved hearing all those his and
hellos and greetings from all over the world map. We're going to find, are we not,
we are creating a fabulous community for soul, for survival, for good spirits, for
lifting spirits, which we need to do right now. I'm getting shivers as I speak to you
because we are indeed in dark times, aren't we? Our world has stopped for so
many of us. So many are on the edge. So many are suffering unparalleled
challenges, social challenges, economic challenges, moral challenges, under very
questionable leadership. So it's time for us to dream our way through. I say with
great passionate belief that we can dream our way through. Dreaming can get us
through. It's in difficult times like these that dreaming is not some little option for
sort of some new-age pastime over an odd weekend. Dreaming is everyday
practice. You know already, I think, how deep your dreams can go. They can take
you to other worlds. They can help you to remember what the soul is. They can
revive your sense that there is meaning and purpose in life.
Dreams can connect you to the greater powers. That's very much where we're
going with this series because we're at a time when we must invite the friendship,
the alliance, the participation of greater powers in our affairs in this fragile
atmosphere between heaven and earth in which we survive contending too often
with other species. Dreams can connect us with other species. They can connect
us with our ancestors. We'll discover that too. This is about finding our way
through the practice of dreaming, a very advanced and powerful form of dreaming
through the underworld. It's about our individual journeys through the
underworld, and it's about our collective journey and how we can help each other
in these dark times. It's springtime if you're in the Northern Hemisphere. For some
of us going around behind facemask, it doesn't feel quite spring-like as we would
wish.
Our first class is dedicated to Brigid. Some of you know her well. Some of you are
privileged to live with her on her green land in Ireland. She is known, of course, to
all Celts. She is known to many others because she's not a goddess of a certain
department or a certain territory. She is a Great Goddess. She has a great mother
goddess. She's a goddess of nourishment. She's a goddess of life. In her, the life
force is tremendous. She is in the earth and with the earth, and yet she carries a
fire. We can borrow that fire from her that can rise to the highest. She's depicted
being born out of threshold. Her mother is coming or going with milk that is still
warm from the cow. There is Brigid. This is the Christian version of the story. There
are many versions. This is a Christian version of the story. Here's Brigid and here's
a pregnant mother. Her mother is carrying warm milk fresh from the cow. Brigid
is born and there's a red sunrise blazing. The light on her face, on her head, on her
baby head crowning coming out looks as if it's rising to heaven like a tremendous
candle flame.
There in that image from one of those endearing and indelible legends is part of
why we're starting with Brigid. She is a goddess of the threshold and many things,
but she is born out of threshold, a goddess and saint of a threshold. We are, all of
us, more than ever conscious. We are at a threshold. We're at a gateway in life.
This is a liminal space. It's a space of a challenge and also of immense opportunity.
We see in that image of the sun, the red sun blazing from her face and rising like
an immense candle flame towards heaven. We see the possibility of raising what
AE, the Irish poet, and patron and mystic, called the Candle of Vision. We're going
to light candles of vision in our lives, in our minds in this class. Why start with
Brigid? Well, I've given you a couple of reasons. Her feast is an Imbolc in the
contemporary calendar. It's on February the 1st. which we, of course, passed
because she brings spring early. She brings spring actually at the time when the
black thorn sinister with a somewhat sinister reputation, we'll talk about that
later, flowers before it bursts into leaf. The black thorn puts up its array of
blossoms before it comes into leaf. So she is a goddess.
As we come closer to Brigid, we might find in her stories, in her blessings, in her
resources. Ways of healing competition and conflict in our lives and in the
situations around us. Hopefully, that will be so. She has many aspects. She is a
patron of poets. Poets love her. She's a patron of healers. She has places of
healing. We're going to visit a place of healing like those associated with Brigid in
a journey in this class. She's associated with crafts people, particularly those who
work with metal, which is to say in all of this that she is also a dreamer and a patron
of dreams because, in the Celtic tradition, you see, nothing is prized more in life
than awen, inspiration. Where do you get inspiration? Where do you get creative
power from? You get it, Gerald of Wales traveling the Celtic lands many centuries
ago, you'll get it through dreams. The awenyddian, the Welsh word for the
inspired ones, the seers, the poets, the bards. The awenyddians that Gerald of
Wales mostly get their inspiration in dreams.
They wake with a taste of honey or milk or meat on their tongues or sometimes
feeling that they have eaten a manuscript, eaten a scroll. Brigid is associated with
dreams. In one of the stories, her druid father dreamed her name. He dreamed
the three priests. Apparently, Christian priests came to him and said her name is
Brigid. That is her name. So her story in that version begins with a dream, with a
dream of a druid, and from it comes a goddess who is also a saint. So this is a very
interesting person for us to dream within this first class. All right, I'm going to give
you, extending this monologue and making it a trilogy, which is a very Celtic thing
to do because three is a Celtic number. I'm going to give you three of my personal
experiences through which I feel blessed in announcing Brigid as a mentor and
patron of this class. I hope that you will feel the blessing coming through to you.
I'm going to ask Sherri to put up an icon of Brigid, a well-known one from Ireland.
It's a church icon. I want to tell you a story about it. So here is a religious version
of Brigid from the Christian tradition.
She plucked the sword that in icon is under her feet, up from under her feet. She
held it aloft, and it became a sword of light. She held it up. She said, "Robert, I do
not stand on this sword only to deny it to the killers. I stand on this sword to be
ready to give the sword of light to the warriors of light who will be required in our
world." I have to say that I had goosebumps would be the understatement of the
year. I carried that energy. I got shivers now, and perhaps you have some shivers
too. I carried that radiant aura of Brigid with me. I carried it into a three-day in-
person training at Howth, north of Dublin, called Dreaming in the Celtic Soul Back
Home. Her light was with us through all of those days. I'm going to read you the
poem that I wrote to honor this particular encounter. It's called Brigid's Flame.
So with those words, I hope you will accept something of the blessing of Brigid or
at least my efforts to convey her blessing to you and your loved ones. I mentioned
six particular gifts in that poem because that's what I was asked to do. I was asked
to explain six particular gifts. That was the number two times three. I'm going to
ask Sherri to put up a second image, which is one of my drawings. It is a recent
drawing. It's from the last week. I haven't shown it to anybody except three Irish
women so far. So you're the first to see this. The drawing is called Maire. There
she is. It came from a vision before dawn last week, and already perhaps I should
speak a little bit about a practice I'm going to encourage you to pursue in this
course. When we talk about dreams, whether or not we understand that dreaming
is about more than what happens during sleep, we often make an association
between dream and sleep. A dream is something that happens during sleep, right?
Well, yeah, dreams come in sleep, but dreams come in many ways. One of the
most creative places to dream is that liminal space between sleep and awake. Do
you know what I'm talking about? You're not awake, you not asleep, you're
drifting.
The great guide to that space is actually Tinker Bell from the Hollywood movie of
Peter Pan. Do you remember? When Peter's sad because Tink is going away, he's
going to lose his fairy friend, Tink says something like, "Look for me in the place
between sleep and awake. There I will always love you. There you will always find
me." The place between sleep and awake. Well, I was in that place before dawn
last week. Suddenly I've sensed a presence, and it takes form as this Irish woman,
I know she's Irish, with very fair milky skin, I would say, milky skin and streams,
cascades of red hair. Her light looks like a light summer shift or dress. Later on in
the vision, as she begins to show some of her authority, she's holding something
like a staff and something like a triskelion, the triple spiral, which is one of the
symbols of Brigid and one of the symbols of Celtic spirituality. We have a
conversation. She tells me her name.
Her name sounds like Moira, but it's spelt M-A-I-R-E, which is the Irish version of
Maria or Mary. So that's her name. She's come to tell me things about Brigid, and
to give me keys to the understanding of Brigid. I'll postpone talking about them in
detail until we get a bit deeper into the class. But since this appearance, this
apparition is a very happy one, not only do I feel blessed; I felt mobilized. I tracked
down the leads. I went through my library and other people's libraries for Celtic
stuff. I talked to three women in Ireland who live very close to Brigid, very close
to her landscapes, her wells, her fire, carry her flames, the mounds, the holy
places. As we get deeper into the class, I will use and invite you to use keys given
to me in this direct intervention, benign intervention by someone I will call a
priestess Brigid.
Brigid herself is called, if you go to Scotland, for some of us and some of the old
poems, she who comes out of the mound at Imbolc at early spring as a snake might
come out at the mound. So Brigid might be, amongst other things, a bit of a snake,
a bit of a serpent goddess. I was pleased by the visitation of the green-gold
serpent. For those of us who look at all the cross-cultural swathe of healing
traditions, we go to Asclepius perhaps, his divine family, we go to other places,
but this is Celtic stuff. The green-gold serpent was my third image. I hope as I
mentioned that to you, that perhaps it will play a positive role in your visioning
because we're going to learn in this course how to do imaginal healing. My
goodness, my goddess, don't we need it now? Don't we need scripts that work for
our imaginal healing for ourselves and others? All right, I'm going to give the
universal invocation of the gatekeeper to get us going. Just before I do that, I hope
I've got you excited and whipped up a bit.
As we embark on this journey into healing and transformation, this journey into
resurrection in our lives, this journey into the realm of the goddesses of life and
death and rebirth, this journey into the power of dreaming, may our doors and
gates and paths be open and our doors and gates and paths between the worlds,
and may the doors and gates and paths of any who wish to do us or those we love
any harm be closed. May it be so. All right, we're going to do two minutes of
drumming. Just two minutes of drumming. I'm going to ask Sherri to pull up the
image of Brigid, the statue of Brigid at her well, Brigid statues at her well in Kildare,
just so you have something going on on the screen other than me for two minutes
when we start the drumming. The initial drumming, if you're new to this, is simply
to invite a dream or image to come to you, something that you might want to
explore. We'll do a little bit of Dreamwork, a little bit of quick-footed Dreamwork.
For three people who are ready in a little while to call in and share, it will have to
be brief, and share a brief report of a dream or image or vision that is with you. It
could be something new that comes to you during the drumming. It could be a
dream from way back. It could be something from a journey or meditation. It could
be something that you experienced on the roads of ordinary life that is like a
dream, has symbolic meaning for you. We need to take dreams more literally and
the events of waking life more symbolically. Any of those things might do. You got
the idea? So two minutes of drumming. You're just going to get your body, your
gorgeous body in a comfortable relaxed position, yes. You're going to be ready to
find out what story wants to play with you, big or small, related or unrelated, to
the stated themes of this course. You might be surprised. Be ready to be surprised.
Got it?
Sherri: I'm not sure I can read them as quickly as they're coming in. Shake Road, Brigid's
Rainbow Body Merging with a Rainbow Flame.
Sherri: Serpent Energy Rising Upwards, Natural Stone Hearth, Meeting the Wave,
Listening to Nature Spirits and Understanding Their Messages, Create Your
Creations.
Robert: Maybe.
Sherri: Face in Profile in Helmet, White to Rainbow Snake Wrapping Around Brigid and
Her Energy.
Participant: Hello.
Participant: I have really bad news this morning. My uncle passed away with the coronavirus.
Participant: Thank you. Unfortunately, we can't say goodbye to him or anything. I just went
today time of his death because I just want to make sure he’s ok, and he’s not lost.
I saw him looking at himself, and thinking, am I dead? He went outside in the hole.
I think he's gone. I could feel some presence. I couldn't see anything else.
Hopefully, I can explore later.
Robert: I'm so sorry, [Participant]. May his doors be open. There are transitional periods.
They vary with different individuals, different traditions. But I would expect that
part of him will be around this earth for a while. Part of him may quite frankly
want to visit the family members he was not able to see. You might find that you
have a visitation from him or that he turns up in your dreams, or you have the
possibility of finding him. I'm getting shivers now, [Participant] Maybe even now
through one of the journeys we will make in this class; you might find your way to
have some kind of contact with him or with a guide who can help him on his
journey. That is the other thing. I'm getting shivers of recognition that this work.
This approach is so important for all of us now who want loving contact with those
in our families.
Robert: Thank you. That was very brave of [Participant] to speak like that. It immediately
takes us to the depth of the need for dreaming as we recognize it. Dreaming, as
we practice it in the fusion of shamanism and dreamwork that I call Active
Dreaming, it's all about soul. It's about remembering what the soul needs. It's
about finding ways to bring the soul to the right place. We could take a second
sharing if someone's ready, Sherri.
Participant: I have Red-Haired Lady Visits Old God Tree as the title. In my dream, the red-haired
woman is walking in a blue-hooded cape through a lush green landscape. She
comes upon an old growth tree. She stands in reverence before the tree with her
arms down and open, kneels before the tree, places her head to the earth in a
bowed position. Then she lies on her back beneath. She is looking up at the leaves
of the tree with a light shining through and sees a spider spinning her web. She's
watching the spider spin her web, and then we came back.
Robert: What a beautiful image. Was all of this playing out during the two minutes of
drumming?
Participant: Yes.
Robert: Well, you might find you'll be able to go on with it. We're going to make three
journeys in this class. I've got to watch the time a bit. Any one of them might be a
portal to carry on with that beautiful vision. Certainly, you'll find trees available in
all three of the journeys. The oak tree, as you know, is a huge importance in this
tradition, the Celtic tradition. People say that the oak beyond other trees is Brigid's
tree. Well, it's the druids' tree, of course. Some people think the word druid is
derived from the oak. Strict etymologists aren't convinced about that, but we
Robert: All right, great. By the way, a quick word about practice. One of the core practices
of the shamanic dreaming that I teach and operate by is we learn to take a
personal image, that's a very good example, and stay with it or go on with it, get
more of it. Use it as a doorway to a further experience. We might need to do this
with a night dream or the sleep dream for all sorts of reasons. We're scared of
something we run away. Well, that's no good. You run away from something in
your dreams they'll bite you in the rear end or somewhere else in waking life. No,
you need to go back. Face it on its own ground and deal with it. That will become
one of the themes of the classes that lie ahead. You might need to go back because
you met someone that you know, and you'd like to have a longer conversation,
maybe a departed loved one. That's going to become very, very important in these
times. It might be an image of another kind. It might be an image that came to you
with the short drumming, and you want more so you go on with it. We call this
dream reentry. It is learning learning, learning, that the most potent portals for a
shamanic journey come from your own imagination, your own direct experience.
You know, if it's come to you in a dream, for example, it's timely, it has a certain
objectivity. All right, because three is a Celtic number, let's see if we can take a
third brief sharing if someone's ready, Sherri.
Participant: Hi.
Robert: Okay.
Participant: Oh, my goodness. My dream connected to dreams that I've had, the first dream
that I had seven years ago when my husband passed away. In the dream, I've had
many, many times. It calls me out of an old oak tree. I’m living in this huge tree,
which I later through research discovered is the angel oak here in the United
Robert: You're giving me chicken skin too, my dear. There is, in Celtic tradition, this thing
of singing the soul back down from a tree where it's perched. I think of a story
from Welsh tradition, the Welsh Gwydion, of a trickster sometimes. There's soul
that is up in a tree, and it's a soul that needs to get back on this earth and back in
the body because it's sort of gone away, and it's not doing well up there in the
trees. It needs to be back on this earth. So he sings. Here comes the power of the
Celtic eloquence, the bardic skill, the goodly speech. He sings for the soul to come
down from the tree. That's not your story, of course, but my mythic mind takes
me there. If it's my story, I'm thinking about that. Because the oak was my tree of
vision and still is, to some extent, my tree of vision beyond all others personally, I
think what it meant for me to dream with the oak and then to come down and
find my way of walking on this good earth. May you be blessed in that. Brigid is a
great patron. Let me say this as clearly as I can.
Brigid is a great patron for those of us who need to remember to put one foot in
front of the other on this good earth because her gifts are blessings most often
conveyed in homely, practical ways. She multiplies the food available. She creates
larger supplies of beer. She produces a lake of beer for God in the Christian telling.
Some of us like that idea. She allows the cows to give plenty of milk. She loves
butter and cheese. If you want to honor her, you put out some butter or cheese
with Brigid in mind, thinking back to the titles we shared earlier. She's also the
goddess of the half fire of the kitchen, of a central place in the family, of stability,
of love. All right, we can get a little too wordy. Even I can confess to getting a little
too wordy sometimes though we must have good words to go Celtic because
eloquence is the great Celtic gift.
To get you ready for what I'm going to ask you to do as you make a journey to the
well of healing and memory, that's what we'll call it, the well of healing and
memory, I want to read you what a true priestess of Brigid, a wonderful Irish
woman who has done programs with me in Ireland, said to me when I asked her
about her experience with the wells in relation to Brigid. Listen to this. I'm quoting
her. "Every time I drove through Kildare," this is from years and years ago, "my
interest was always pulled in a certain direction. One day I followed it and found
Brigid's well garden outside of Kildare town." Yes, I've been there too. We saw a
photo earlier on. Then she says, "When I touched the water in Brigid's well, my
hands buzzed, and I was guided to walk in the water and felt what I can only
describe as electricity passed through me. I was suddenly alive in a way I could not
yet describe." Doesn't that sound good? She also said, reflecting on it all, because
she calls herself a sommelier of wells, isn't that beautiful?
She goes from well to well. She gathers water. She sometimes mixes it in particular
proportions for particular people and purposes. She goes and drums at the wells
of Brigid around Ireland. We're going to use some water music this time, but she
does drumming. She also says, this priestess of Brigid, "To me, wells are feminine.
They've been a place of worship for thousands of years. Life force sprang from the
ground in the form of wells as the female life springs forth in partnership with the
male." A lot going on there. Are you willing to chance the outcome if you simply
make it your intention in a gentle journey with the sound of bubbling spring water,
if you make it your intention to go to a well, a pool, a bubbling spring, something
in that range, of watery experiences with the idea you do a couple of things? You'll
find healing for yourself and others at this place of sacred water. You might find
yourself at an ancient well with maybe stones laid by human hands or natural
stones, or at a healing pool or a hot spring. A thermal spring of the kind where
goddesses have been respected and healing has been sought. It doesn't have to
be in any particular landscape.
You're going to have the sounds of bubbling spring water. Your intention is to go
to a place of healing. It might be a place of memory in the sense that you might
feel drawn to look deep into the well or the sacred pool. You might be drawn to
immerse yourself in the well or the sacred pool. You might find that when you do
that, you are drawn into a place of the ancestors, a place of a deeper world, a
place of the lower world, not in a sinister aspect but in a benign aspect where
earth energies and earth healing and, maybe, the embrace of the Great Goddess
herself are waiting for you. Maybe you will find that the well, beyond anything I've
said, is the entry point, the doorway to Brigid herself as the mother of the land,
the nourisher, the nurturer. Maybe you'll find yourself journeying into her realm,
into her embrace. That will not be a bad thing, would it? At the end of the
drumming, you will rise from the water or rise beside the water shining bright. You
will connect, if you haven't already, with a tree near the well.
You'll see what you want to do with the tree or what the tree has for you. You'll
see other things. No doubt animals and birds will appear. They might be ones that
you already know. They might be new ones, they might be all the Celtic landscape,
but they might be from somewhere else because we're not confined in our
shamanic adventures to a particular geography, though I think it is very important
to connect with the specific spirits of a land that we envision. All right, you're
ready. Get your gorgeous body in a comfortable, relaxed position. You're going to
have five minutes of bubbling spring water. You're going to go to the well of
healing and memory. You're seeking healing for yourself and others. If any
gatekeeper appears, if anyone asks you in so many words or mind to mind, "What
are you doing?" you are to say, "I am here for healing for myself and others," or "I
ask for healing for myself and others." Just ask in that simple, respectful way. Let's
see what you get. Here we go. I'm going to stop talking, and the water sounds are
going to start right now. [Bubbling Spring Water]
Brigid is a goddess of water. She's a goddess of fire. We're going to do the fire bit
in a moment. But certainly, rituals with water, personal rituals with water, as
simple as how you approach taking a bath, or taking a shower, or washing your
hands, which we're all doing so much, or drinking water. Any act with water done
with respect and reverence connects you with Brigid. Yes, it's lovely if you have
access to the water from her wells. Maybe that's not possible, and probably it
doesn't travel very well outside Ireland, even within our island, mobility might be
difficult. But I would say to you that anything you do with respect becomes a ritual,
anything involving water. Sweet water, fresh water connects you with the
province of Brigid. I want to ask Sherri to put my drawing of Maire, as I call her,
back on the screen for a moment because I want to talk about the clues or keys
she gave me in that vision of last week, which I've turned into part of this class.
There is Maire again if you look at the right of my picture, there is a thorn. She
gave me three words: thorn, apple, wick. Well, we all know about apples. Wick, I
assume, was candlewick because we associate Brigid with a candle. If you want to
talk to Brigid, you light a candle, Brigid's eternal flame. Thorn, I thought about this.
What is this about? Is it about change, and the need to get through something
uncomfortable? My strongest association with the thorn was with the hedge of
protection. There are thorn trees that make a formidable barrier, formidable
protection. They were used to fence off property when the enclosures came,
which is not a very happy historical story. But in our lives, in our psychic lives, in
terms of our need to protect ourselves, boost our immune system, raise our
resistance to things we don't want invading our space: space of our bodies, space
of our lives. The idea of raising a hedge of thorn is not a bad one. My friend Kate
in Ireland pointed out the gorse is gloriously in bloom right now, but it has wicked
thorns. She thought about gorse as a hedge. Well, that's pretty.
Okay, let's take the fearsome black thorn away for a moment. Maybe that's a bit
too scary, but though my mind does go to a Celtic story about some people who
are fleeing from giants, and one of them thought to throw a twig or a sprig, just a
tiny bit of black thorn on the ground behind them, and suddenly an impenetrable
barrier of black thorn rose, and the giants could not get through it. So there's
mythic authority for thinking that black thorn makes a good magical line of
protection, but maybe you would like something gentler. The theme of thorn
coming from Maire did get me thinking about our need for psychic protection,
stronger psychic boundaries, imaginal, magical boundaries in our times to shut out
infection, to shut out intrusive energies. My mind went to the simplest thing I
know which, is simply to picture yourself carrying a sword of light or something
like a lantern or something like a candle, a beeswax candle in your mind, walking
a circle around the space that you want to defend.
Imagining that the light surrounds you and those you wish to protect in all
directions and grows until it is a sphere of light, protecting and surrounding you
and those who love in all directions. That sphere of light becomes a consuming
fire to those who come upon you without good intentions. It mirrors back any evil
intention. It shields you and protects you. So creating a shield of light like that is a
gentler reflection on the possible meaning of thorn. It's not a thorny reflection.
Maybe it's one you want to think about. Apple, well, the apple is the passport to
the other world in so many Celtic stories. My favorite story about apples in Celtic
tradition, and there are so many, is of Merlin. Remember Merlin there are many
Merlins. There's a Merlin who has a magic apple orchard that goes with him
everywhere. If you're lucky enough to be invited in and you bite into one of the
apples, you get a story. The story streams through you, and it turns up your body,
and it gives you energy and joy and juice. It's the story that you need right now.
If that happens, you say, remember, "I'm here for the story I need right now. I'm
here for the story I need right now. I'm here for the story I need right now." The
Celtic bards understand, the awenyddian, inspired ones, understand if you have
the right story, it can save you. It can get you through, and through you, it can help
other people. So let's make a journey to the magic apple orchard. We're going for
a story, not just a story that we hear in some on again, off again way while looking
at the text or the iPad or something, no. A story you're going to bite into, that is
going to stream through you and move in your vitals, move in your bloodstream,
and give you some power and energy for healing and for going forward in life right
now. Are you ready? Get your body in a comfortable, relaxed position. You're
going to the apple orchard. You're going to find a story you need right now. Let's
go. [Drumming] Okay, let's come back from that short journey. Write down a title
for the story. You don't think you've got a story, write down a phrase anyway,
something that comes to you. You probably do have a story. You might have many.
You went there to eat the apple of story, to jump into the apple story, find the
juice of story. Where's the juice? Where's the juice? Give a name to the story that
might have that power of juicing your life and might, as you learn more about
becoming a word doctor, which is a very Celtic thing, carrying the power of the
story to someone who needs one. It might be something for others. We are in a
time when we need better stories. We need to grow better stories. We need
imaginal healing, which is applying the power of imagination, which our body
believes. Our body believes the imagination to cope with all the things that weigh
upon us physically, medically, socially, economically. We need to use our
imagination, grow our imagination, in concert with higher powers, with greater
powers.
So suppose you're making your way as a pilgrim, hoping for a direct encounter
with the Great Goddess, hoping for the fire of vision and inspiration, hoping for
healing, hoping for transformation, hoping that you too can rise in consciousness
like a candle flame. Suppose you are traveling to this place, and you are carrying a
candle, not yet lit, an unlit candle, preferably beeswax because Brigid also has an
association with the bees. You want these to produce. You want more honey you
ask Brigid. You do. So she's also, in some respects, a bee goddess. Buzz, buzz, buzz.
By the way, someone told me, it's a very wise priestess of the old ways told me
that "Robert, don't you realize, the buzz or the humming of the bees is a voice. It's
a voice of the Great Goddess. This is one of the ways that she speaks." I'm a slow
learner. I guess I didn't quite understand that till she said it to me. Certainly,
there's something going on with that buzz, with that humming. Some of us hear
something like that as we shift consciousness into what can be called a shamanic
state of consciousness, or a state of conscious dreaming.
Anyway, back to the meditation. You're carrying a candle, and you are going to
light your candle at the eternal flame. But you're not going to do that until the end
of the experience we're about to have, because you're going on a journey for a
vision and then you'll picture yourself coming back to your ordinary situation,
carrying the flame, carrying the fire. So you're not going to rush in there and light
your candle right away. You're going to have your candle ready to light at the end
of the journey meditation. I'm calling it a journey meditation because it's very,
very gentle, really, although it involves fine. It doesn't have lots of complicated
instructions. I want you to do this. I want you to picture yourself right now picking
up a candle, unlit, holding it in your hand. Make it your intention right now to go
to the fire temple of Brigid. You might find it where its ruins can still be visited in
Kildare, just outside the church, just outside of stone church. You might find
yourself going to that ancient fire pit as I have done, pouring rain when I was there.
You might picture yourself there at that fire pit, and it's all alive. You folded time,
and it's all the way it used to be.
Go to the sacred fire temple. Carry your candle. Put it down, humbly. You're
showing you're ready to serve. You're showing you're ready to act. Your act of
homage will be to light the candle at the end of the journey and return to the place
where you live with your candle. Let's make it five minutes instead of 12. That will
give us a little time to talk about the takeaways, how we apply all of this in life,
how we tend Brigid's flame on a daily basis, and to do a little bit of our Celtic
blessing way. So your body, I hope, is in a relaxed, comfortable position. You're
going to the sacred fire temple. If anyone asks you what you're doing here, you're
going to say something like, "I come with humility and respect to honor the
goddess of fire and light my candle of vision." All right, here we go with five
minutes of drumming. [Drumming] Okay, let's come back. Picture yourself as you
come back holding a lighted candle. If you have a candle in your house and you
want to go further with these reflections and meditations, use the candle. I'm
sitting with a candle. I lit it when we started. I talked to Brigid, and I want a candle
burning because that's part of her way.
So doing a little candle magic and picturing not only the physical candle flame but
that flame going up to the highest might be part of your meditation, part of your
connection with Brigid. So think about that. Write a few things down. Three things
would be good. What are three things you experienced? Or maybe still hope for
from that journey. Because of time constraints, we're just doing five-minute
journey sessions. We'll try to do longer in some of the coming classes. But you can
carry on. You can carry on in that state of horizontal meditation between sleep
and awake, which I recommend. That's where a lot of the good stuff happens for
me, spontaneous or intended. That's where I go on with some of my own visions.
That's where I go back into dreams. That is where missionaries, I'll say it,
missionaries. I don’t mean Christian missionaries, emissaries, ambassadors like
Maire, the thorn and the apple and the wick. That's where they appear to me, and
that's where they're likely to appear to you.
Well, there was no real boundary between this part of Scotland and Ireland back
then. As you probably know, people and ideas and gods and spirits went back and
forth all the time. Although these are from Scotland, Scotland is also Brigid's
domain. I want to quote a little bit from a famous invocation in the Carmina
Gadelica called the Invocation of the Graces. Brigid only features in it as one of a
number of names of the Divine Feminine that is in the first book of the Carmina
Gadelica. But in Volume 3 of the original edition, Brigid is named as the creator of
this whole blessing, the grace placed by Brigid, maiden of graces, in the daughter
of the king. So Brigid seems to be the author, the attributed author of these soul
words; these are word souls. They're soul words. I mean by that, they're words of
power in the sense that each word, each phrase in itself conveys a power. Do you
get it? Each of these words, each of these phrases, when spoken right, with feeling
and intent and the right lilt perhaps, conveys a power, conveys a gift of healing, of
protection, of blessing, each line.
So it's called the Invocation of the Graces. It's number three in the arrangement
of the Carmina Gadelica if you want to go looking for the complete text. I'm going
to give you a composite version. I fooled around with Alexander Carmichael's
translation a bit. It's still heavily reliant on him, but I've changed a few things. I've
changed some really inexplicable phrases. I put it in slightly more colloquial
speech. I will read just two sections. The first section is really the preparation to
receive the blessing. Let me slow down. Before you receive this blessing in this
blessing way, this is a Celtic blessing way, before you're ready to receive it, you go
through ritual purification by fire and water, and you make offerings. All of this is
conjured up in these first lines. Listen to this. Imagine that Brigid is leaning over
you in her milk of kindness. Golden is honey. Generous is that great cow whose
gifts are unending, mothering, radiant.
I placed the nine pure graces in your beloved face: the grace of form, the grace of
voice, the grace of fortune, the grace of goodness, grace of wisdom, the grace of
charity, the grace of beauty, the grace of whole-souled loveliness, the grace of
goodly speech. You are shade in the heat. You are shelter in the cold. You are sight
to the blind, a staff to the pilgrim, an island at sea, a fortress on land, a well in the
desert. There's even more. I was considering stopping there, but I don't want to.
Let's give you a bit more. Are you ready? You're already a fortress on land. We
need some of that in our current conditions, don't we? Here's a little more. Ready?
You are the joy of all joyous things. You are the light of the sun. You are the guiding
star. You are the speed of the deer on the hills. You are the grace of the swimming
swan. The best hour of the day be yours. The best day of the week be yours. The
best week of the year be yours. The best of all years be yours. How's that? Receive
it if you like. Go find it.
I guess we could post my version of this. We'll send it out and send it out, maybe
with our homeplay assignments, our deepening practice. We're approaching that
time when we have to tie the knot, close the bag, as the Mohawk Indians say,
approaching time to tie up the bag. What do you do with this? Well, we're going
to develop your own blessing way. Think of things that you have experienced,
remembered, seen, things that have touched you in this one class, power of water,
power of fire, the juice of the apple of story, the sacred tree, the blessing of Brigid
herself. Write your own little blessing statement, and imagine that you could
supply it to someone else and certainly to yourself. I give you the juice of the apple
of story. I bathe you in the healing waters. I light the candle of vision, or may the
little candle of vision in you be lit. You see what I'm saying? I'm not going to write
it for you. I'm suggesting that in this one class, which has taken us deep and wide,
hasn't it, and we felt the blessing of Brigid herself. I believe, it's come with chicken
skin, it's come with goosebumps. There's a science in shivers, and we feel it at
work here, yes? I feel it. I trust you do too. Write your own blessing or your own
statement about transfiguration. I am the fire. I am the water. I am the juice of the
apple of story. I am the stone. I am the goddess. You could do it that way.
All right, I'm going to send you some suggestions for deepening practice. I'm going
to send you some texts. Think about the threshold every time you go through a
doorway between the inner and the outer. Think of Brigid, who is a goddess of the
threshold. Whenever you receive nourishment or food, particularly butter or
cheese, think of Brigid. These are in her gift, so is wine, so is beer, so is meat. She's
not opposed to these things. The Celts understand that spirits come in at least two
forms. Remember that this Great Goddess appreciates the simple pleasures of the
fire and the hearth and the kitchen, homely things. She heals and blesses through
practical things. If you're staying on for the breakout groups, perhaps you still need
to learn how those operate, you have many experts, veteran dreamers amongst
you who can guide you in learning our four-step Lightning Dreamwork process.