Ang, Kristianne Dominique A.
1AR-1
English 1 September 9, 2014
Recollection Reflection Paper
Recollection, a little getaway from reality. It is a time to reflect on what has
passed and to learn from it. So today, we had our recollection. I wasn’t really excited at
first because I already knew that this recollection will be the same as the other
recollections I participated in, but then I realized it was different. During the start of our
recollection, some students were standing on the stage, they called out some
volunteers in each class and then they taught us how to dance a simple song. I thought
that this recollection will be about talking about your problems, how to recollect all the
painful memories and all the negative things but then I saw all the people around me
looking happy. I was surprised so I went with the flow of the crowd and danced with
them. After that, our speaker talked about his life in high school and how he turned into
a successful professor. He simply just turned himself to God and let God lead the way,
simple as that but then I asked myself “Why can’t I do this simple thing?”. As I wonder
all throughout the recollection, I waited for the confession. During the confession, I told
the priest about my sins and asked him “Why can’t I turn myself to God and let him lead
the way?” the priest replied “You never opened yourself to God. You never let him in
your heart.” What the priest said was true, I never tried letting God in my heart because
I was too independent. I always kept my problems to myself, I never tried talking to
people because I don’t want to burden them with my problems. I always talked to God
about my problems, because I know he’ll understand me. I just wanted someone to
understand me but I never let people fix me, especially God. I learned a lot from my little
getaway from reality. I relaxed, reflected and responded.
As I go on to a renewed journey in life, I will now try to practice my religious
values, to not always keep my problems to myself and most importantly, open myself to
God. My life may be a little bit slanted, but I know in my heart that I will be okay as long
as I believe that I can be okay.