Signed Red Robin

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Categories: Gen, M/M, F/F
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, DC Comics
Relationships: Tim Drake & Bruce Wayne, Tim Drake & Damian Wayne, Tim Drake &
Jason Todd, Tim Drake & Dick Grayson, Tim Drake & Alfred
Pennyworth, Stephanie Brown & Tim Drake, Cassandra Cain & Tim
Drake, Stephanie Brown/Cassandra Cain, Tim Drake & Duke Thomas,
Tim Drake/Kon-El | Conner Kent, Roy Harper/Jason Todd
Characters: Tim Drake, Bruce Wayne, Alfred Pennyworth, Jason Todd, Dick
Grayson, Barbara Gordon, Cassandra Cain, Stephanie Brown, Duke
Thomas, Damian Wayne
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miscommunication as a plot device, Canon-Typical Violence,
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(DCU), fear gas ruins everything, Angst
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Stats: Published: 2022-06-26 Completed: 2023-02-12 Words: 46,083 Chapters:
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 Signed Red Robin
by Xrea354

Summary

"Wordlessly, and slowly, Bruce takes one breath after another, composing himself. He hands
Jason the slightly crumpled sheet of paper. Jason reads it quickly. Quicker than Bruce, but he
reads it again and again and again. Finally snapping with panicked urgency, 'What the fuck is
this?'

Bruce, completely devoid of any inflection, forces himself to simply state the facts in front of
him. 'That is Red Robin’s two week notice.'"

Or

Tim really thought leaving would be a lot easier. Both figuratively and literally.

Notes

Please be gentle, I beg you.

(Thanks for all the support, y’all are really amazing.)

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 Chapter 1: Family Meeting
Chapter Notes

Oh I should mention. Yall have full permission to like. Create with this. Art, pod fics, go
crazy.

Batman is never surprised. It’s part of the whole Dark Knight shtick. He’s prepared for
anything and everything. Batman’s utility belt even has Bat-Shark Repellent™ inside it,
courtesy of a 12-year-old Dick Grayson who watched Jaws at a sleepover even after Bruce
told him not to and proceeded to fear that they would run into a shark during patrol. On the
streets. Of Gotham. But Dick thought it was necessary for their survival, and Bruce
encouraged making things that made Dick feel safe. His first child then proceeded to name it
Bat-Shark Repellent™ because he was twelve and dedicated to the bit.

“We have a theme, Bruce, and we have to stick to it!”

It’s been mostly useless over the many years since. Still, Dick loves to enthusiastically
remind everyone of the one time it saved Bruce’s life anytime a new family member
questions the strange addition when reviewing the inventory of Batman’s utility belt. And
while most days he can convince himself that he keeps it because that one time it did, in fact,
save his life, the actual reason is probably that he misses his eldest son. It’s probably the
same reason he carries a collapsible bo-staff and Stephanie’s favorite granola bars. A
glowstick in Duke’s signature yellow and the organic dog treats that Damian buys for Titus.
It’s why he still has the small divot on his armor’s right shoulder from where Jason used to
hold on when he got tired of swinging by the end of patrol all those years ago.

Jason had seen Cassandra latch on to it the last time an all-hands-on-deck situation required
every bat in Gotham’s attendance. Cass stepped up and took down double the number of
robots, but she was hurt at end of the night; a broken ankle. She had latched onto the shoulder
grip, and Jason had stopped the hurried walk towards his motorcycle so abruptly that Dick
walked right into his back, and they both toppled to the ground beside the bike. Even then,
Batman was prepared and pulled out the Bat-bandaids™ for Jason’s scraped cheek,
regardless of Jason’s startled scoff and quick dismissal of the slightly ridiculous themed
bandages. By the end of the night, Stephanie had bullied Jason into a plain patch over the cut
after Tim had meticulously cleaned it. All the while, Jason was grumbling about needing to
replace his helmet again. They really have to have a talk about how wearing explosives on
your head is not a good idea and will one day give Bruce a heart attack.

God, Bruce misses his kids, despite seeing them on patrol or fighting beside them during that
particular month’s big bad crisis. He misses movies and breakfast at the table after a late-
night patrol. Bruce misses dinners with his children and commiserating glances at stuffy
galas. He misses moments where they’re all together every minute that they are apart. Bruce
knows it’s because he’s lost too many of them too many times, but he also knows he’s the
luckiest father in the world because even when he loses them, he always seems to get them
back.

The point is that Batman is never surprised—he has the shark repellent to prove it, which is
probably exactly the reason why Tim waited until Bruce took off the cowl to render the older
vigilante completely speechless. Tim’s always been considerate of things like that.

Bruce doesn’t really know how long he’s been spaced out, but he knows it’s been a while.
Tim is still talking, though. He thinks he can safely blame the black folder clutched tightly in
his gloved grip for his lapse in conscious thought. The folder is open, and he freezes more
and more with each neatly typed and perfectly formatted line on that first document in the
small stack of paperwork contained in the ever-professional folder.

Tim finally stops talking when the papers flutter to the floor, and the folder slips from Bruce’s
slack grip. His face contorts to concern, concern for Bruce. He shouldn’t be concerned for
Bruce. Bruce is supposed to be the one taking care of Tim. He locks eyes with Tim for the
first time since the teenager handed him the envelope seconds, maybe minutes, maybe hours
ago—Bruce can’t tell.

“Bruce, are you alright?” Tim asks, casting his gaze from Bruce’s face to the papers that litter
the floor, “I—I can go get Alfred, just… stay here a moment”.

Tim turns to leave, but that sets alarm bells off in Bruce’s head that blare loud and fast and
all-consuming, and they scream louder than any logic he could hope for.

If he leaves, he’s not coming back.

Tim is only one quick step away, still dutifully concerned when Bruce bursts into action. The
knock-out gas retrieved from Batman’s utility belt is one of Tim’s own creations, and it is
taking effect just as quickly as Tim promised. Not quite quick enough for Bruce to avoid
Tim’s look of shock and betrayal before he slumps into the Bat Symbol on Bruce’s chest, but
quick enough that Bruce only feels the gut-wrenching stab of it for a couple of seconds
afterward. He catches Tim smoothly, dropping with his son to cradle him as he falls. Bruce
realizes about halfway to the ground that that was probably not the best way to deal with
either the situation at hand or his emotions about it. He elects to try and not think about it too
hard and carries his son over to the medical cots to lay him down for what should be at least a
couple of hours. The next thing he does is signal for an emergency meeting, immediately
calling all Bats back to the cave. He crosses the cave back to the stack of papers scattered
across the floor and drops to his knees to search for the one that started it all. It is not hard to
find.

Jason doesn’t like being the first to arrive in the cave. It’s just that he was already upstairs
with Alfred when they received the beacon. They were enjoying early morning tea together
when their phones and Jason’s comm went off shrilly, the sound code reporting the
emergency to be in the cave. More panicked than he expected, Jason lunges towards Bruce’s
office for quick access to the poles while Alfred hurries across the manor to the main
stairwell entrance. The second Robin distantly registers that his handprint still unlocks the
hidden sliding door, and he files it away to brood about later. It's the 19th thing that makes his
“brooding for later” list this week, and he knows he’s going to be spending more time than
usual with his favorite gargoyle come the weekend. He can’t focus on it now, though, because
Batman never calls for help. The stone in Jason’s stomach lurches with every second he takes
to slide down into the cave, and the only good thing about his stomach dropping so
completely is that it might speed up his descent into the manor’s depths. When he reaches the
bottom and bursts into the main floor, he sees Bruce on his knees by the computer.

Jason covers the 20 yards of distance in seconds before Bruce, cowl-less, looks up at him
from the floor, devastated. It’s so surprising Jason falls to his own knees, and they stare at
each other just like that.

He’s suddenly 13 all over again. Alive for the first time, and not the do-over—breathing with
lungs that haven’t been buried yet.

Batman and Robin just had a rough night, and his instincts scream to reach out and comfort
his father, but that is not who they are anymore. Jason's not Robin anymore, and too much
has happened for them to find ease in comforting one another. It feels like they just got to
something stable, good in a way that’s eluded them for too long but far too fragile to test. So
they just stare instead.

Jason is looking for an answer in Bruce’s face, and Bruce is just looking for answers. Bruce
is clutching a piece of paper in both hands, surrounded by strewn documents, and Jason is at
a complete loss—severely unused to Bruce looking so broken. His entire being exudes
failure, and it’s wrong, wrong, wrong.

“…B?…B, what’s going…” he trails off for a moment, wondering if Bruce is in a state to
answer any questions at all, “what’s going on?”

Wordlessly and slowly, Bruce takes one breath after another, composing himself. He hands
Jason the slightly crumpled sheet of paper. Jason reads it quickly. Quicker than Bruce, but he
reads it again and again and again. Finally, snapping with panicked urgency, “What the fuck
is this?”

Bruce, utterly devoid of any inflection, forces himself to simply state the facts in front of
him. “That is Red Robin’s two-week notice.”

An intake of breath behind them is what alerts the two vigilantes to Alfred’s presence, as well
as that he had heard at least the last part of their very stilted conversation. They both turn to
the Wayne family’s true patriarch, entirely at a loss. Alfred looks into the face of his son
because Bruce is his and has been since two gunshots took away two-thirds of Alfred’s entire
world. And then Alfred has to turn and look into the face of his grandson, who’s lost so
much, who’s even lost his own life, and he just sees a little boy terrified of losing even more.
They both look at Alfred like he has any answers when he knows that he doesn’t. That he’s
just as lost, scared, and confused as they are, and Alfred doesn’t know how to reassure his
two boys that everything will be alright when he may be losing yet another family member.

It’s a good thing Alfred Pennyworth is the very best of them, though. Because he may not
have the answers, but he can clean up this mess.
The first thing Alfred does is deposit both men before him into chairs at the Bat-round
Table™ that the group uses for meetings amongst the family. The second thing he does is
begin the task of gathering the documents strewn across the cave’s floor. He only worries for
a moment about finding the correct order when he realizes that Timothy had them numbered
neatly in both the top and bottom corners on the right-hand side. At the computer’s large
desktop, Alfred quickly orders the papers and feudally attempts not to read a single word on
any of the pages. There are too many graphs, and the Butler doesn’t understand why that
makes him as queasy as it does.

Once everything is correctly placed and stacked neatly, Alfred drops the entire stack in the
copier to make precisely three more paper copies for Jason, Cassandra, and himself, as he
knows they prefer to read physical files. Bruce may keep the original; he is the one who left
the boot marks on what looks like pages seven and sixteen, after all. Alfred also downloads
the information onto the file network for the digital copies to be accessed on the tablets he
sets around the table for the more digitally inclined family members.

When Alfred can finally take his seat at the table, Jason looks about ready to speak, in control
of his faculties at last. Alfred discreetly checks his eyes for Lazarus green but finds clear
blue, for now. He releases a breath. Jason is just opening his mouth when two of the cave
entrances burst open in a cacophony of panicked sounds. All three Batgirls and Duke screech
in on two bikes from the garage—fully costumed and seemingly ready for a fight, and the
stairwell entrance is nearly ripped off its hinges by Dick and Damian. They don’t close the
door behind them as they race down the stairs. Both groups stop to take deep, relieved
breaths at the lack of physical threat. Dick even lets out a light laugh. His joy finally breaks
Bruce out of the staring contest he’s been holding with his own cowl laid on the table in front
of him to look at the rest of his family arriving.

The relief in the air slowly recedes as the new arrivals begin to take in the scene before them
and the tense shoulders belonging to the three people already seated at the table.

Dick and Bruce lock eyes, and instantly, the younger man knows that look. Something
emotional is going on—that’s bad, and Bruce undoubtedly doesn’t know how to handle it in a
positive way. He's probably even started to handle it incredibly poorly if Dick reads the
twitch in his father’s jaw.

Despite the recognition in their stare-down, Damian cuts to the core of the problem first.
Looking between Grayson, his father, and the surrounding family, Damian demands, in a tone
that could be contempt but is most likely just worry, “Where is Drake?… He always answers
the beacon's quickest.”

No one says anything for some time. Enough time for Alfred to retrieve a collapsible
wheelchair for Barbara. She takes his arm and sits gingerly, turning to Bruce in the silence
after Damian’s question. They all turn to Bruce after Barbara does, looking for the answers he
doesn’t want to give but knows he must.

“… He’s on a cot in the Medbay,” Bruce quietly confesses to the tabletop.

That doesn’t go over well.

A series of voices express their concerns, but it’s Dick who breaks through. Hand on the table
in front of him, white-knuckled; his fingers are as strained as his voice, “Why is he in the
Medbay, Bruce?”

Everyone stills at the question. Dick waits for bad news, a fight gone wrong, a lucky hit, a
run-in with no backup—why does Tim never call for backup? Bruce doesn’t answer, though,
and Dick realizes his father’s not Batman right now. He’s Bruce. He’s a dad right now. He’s
Tim’s dad. And while it’s probably good that he’s feeling emotions, what the family actually
needs is a report. He’s about to open his mouth, but Cass beats him to it. Cass, who saw it
before Dick because, of course she did. Cass, who’s been reading Bruce since they stepped in
the cave and has come to the correct conclusion just that bit faster. Dick is so very proud of
her.

Her voice is firm and demanding, but with an undercurrent of care, “Batman. Report.”

It does what it needs to do. Batman starts at the beginning of patrol. Tim had asked to be with
him on the main route. He doesn’t add his own feelings about the request into his words, but
there’s a collective intake of breath around the table. Red Robin hasn’t patrolled with Batman
in 3 years. Or Nightwing, for that matter. Dick feels the coils of jealousy wrap around him for
only a moment before he banishes them away. He has to listen now. Batman goes into the
events of the night. It’s good; they do good work. They do really good work. And then he
gets to the cave.

Batman stiffens slightly, unnoticeable to the untrained eye, but he trained all these eyes
himself, so he knows the change in his own demeanor is noted and cataloged by everyone in
the room. And so he tells them the rest. After writing up his initial report, he tells them about
the casual way Tim had called him from the Batcomputer. He tells them about the plastered
smile on Tim’s face and the words that Bruce still doesn’t understand, even now.

“I know this is overdue,” Tim had said, handing Bruce a black folder, the perfect size for the
neat stack of papers locked inside, “but I just needed to take the time to oversee the transition
smoothly.”

Bruce then tells them about the jumble of his thoughts as he opened the folder to see what
Tim had meant, only to freeze at the very first sheet.

He looks up to the rest of his children and his family and says, “After reading the first page of
Red Robin’s paperwork, I was compromised and did not hear the rest of his explanation.” He
breaks the formal tone of his report for the first time to add softly, “I am sorry.” Batman then
takes back over, his voice more sure, but his tone holds guilt. “Red Robin eventually noticed
my distress and attempted to leave the cave. I believe he meant to get Alfred, but I panicked.
Thinking if he left then, he wouldn’t return… I probably overreacted… I knocked him out
with the new gas capsule he created four days ago and carried him to the Medbay…. Then I
called you here for a meeting.”

Silence falls over the cave. Dick, Duke, and Stephanie take their seats heavily. Cass had sat
down next to Bruce during his report, and Barbara had rolled to his other side. Damian, on
the other hand, lunges for his tablet the second the report is over and seemingly mumbles
while he reads to confirm his father’s story with the file in front of him.
“This is completely unacceptable; I do not understand Drake’s—” he stops speaking for a
moment, cutting himself off. Damian stopps flipping through the files. He’s silent before,
“We need to know what he was saying to you.”

“I’m already in the feed.”

Thank God for Barbara Gordon. She spins her tablet to the center of the table and cleanly
taps the play button.

From the feed angle, the camera catches Tim quietly kneeling by Red-bird as he removes his
file from underneath the bike’s seat. The vigilante stares at the folder for an entire minute
while Batman types up the nightly report. Tim stands and purposefully places himself after a
couple of seconds of deliberation. He ends up leaning against the Batcomputer™ counter, his
posture over-casual, and he only moves once Batman finishes the report and tiredly takes off
his cowl.

“Hey Bruce, do you mind going over some paperwork I brought for filing.” They see Bruce
turn to look over with a tired smile.

“Of course.” Bruce reaches out his hand for the folder, and Tim neatly deposits it into his
grip.

“I know this is overdue, but I just needed to take the time to oversee the transition smoothly,”
Tim explains. It’s painfully manicured like Tim is justifying something. Bruce understands
now he was trying to say that he needed time to prepare Gotham for his permanent leave.
That Tim felt he needed to justify how long he’s stayed, despite what? Did he feel unwanted,
unappreciated—unloved? Bruce has the sudden crushing feeling of needing to know. Of
needing to fix it. So this time around, he refocuses and tries to take in what happened next.

On the feed, Bruce opens the file and freezes. Tim, not noticing the stiffness in favor of
further business, pulls a tablet from seemingly nowhere to have a copy of the files for
himself.

“So the paperwork at the top is really just for your filing system, document 1 is the bare
bones notice, and the next two pages outline the responsibilities and tasks I performed for the
Gotham vigilante scene for the six years I’ve been in active duty. The pages after those first
few are actually the more important ones. I’ve separated them by still active Gotham
vigilantes, who I’ve been integrating into the responsibilities I mentioned on pages two and
three over the past year and a half. You’ll find each section outlines the steps I’ve been taking
to train them to adopt the additional work into their schedules. The next two weeks will be
their final stages of transition. I’ve also—” Barbara pauses the feed, eyes wide as everyone at
the table takes in the last minute of video and sound.

Stephanie releases a sigh, “okay… we definitely need to finish watching this, but I just. I
need a minute” she gets up from the table and walks away. Muttering something about “a
year and a half” and “idiots in cowls.”

Cass shadows her; Steph always forgets to be careful when she’s overwhelmed. Cass can tell
that while Steph is definitely upset, sad, and confused, the thing she’s feeling most is anger. A
rage that is boiling just beneath the nail beds at her fingertips, begging for violent release.
When Steph stops her jerky pacing along one of the center training mats and lets out a growl
that ends with an attack on an unsuspecting punching bag, Cass takes her hands. Stills them
from their shaking at Stephanie’s side and mirrors them digit for digit, splayed out between
the two of them, openly. Steph’s hands are slightly larger than Cass’, and the blonde’s
fingertips curl over Cassandra’s black-clad ones tightly. They breathe together for a while,
sharing space. They try to get ready to go back to the video feed and the stack of mocking
paperwork that somehow is supposed to convince them to let go of Tim.

Back at the table, Damian sits very still. Over the last few years, he’s gotten more
comfortable in silence. Comfortable enough to develop habits like passing the time with
small and idle movements. He’ll tap tables with his fingers, bounce his feet, even wring his
hands if his mind wanders to something that may worry or confuse him. These small
movements show how much he’s grown while with his family, becoming comfortable in his
own body and feeling safe enough to take up space. His ability to grow habits that remind
him and everyone who loves him just how human a boy raised to be steel can be. But now
he’s still, and that’s not good. He’s so still that it rings strange, like he’s not at home—like he
doesn’t feel safe. He’s so still, and his expression is so blank, and Barbara doesn’t know what
to do.

Dick and Jason are lowly speaking away from the group, and the other girls left for the
training mats minutes ago. Duke is standing between Bruce and Alfred, lost but valiantly
giving them each a point of contact—his hands on either of their shoulders. But no one else is
noticing Damian’s stillness or what it must mean.

She decides to suck it up and interrupt the youngest bat’s train of thought. She doesn’t even
consider being subtle, rolling beside the 14-year-old, physically pulling him into her chair
with her, and hugging him very tightly. He still hasn’t hit a growth spurt, so it’s not very hard,
and he's surprised enough not to put up a fight. He’s stiff for so long. Long enough for
Barbara to second guess her decision, but when she loosens her grip, Damian surges into her
just a bit—panicked. So she tightens her arms again and moves his head to her shoulder with
her hand. He curls, lifting his feet to the armrest of her chair and finally wrapping his own
arms around her.

When everyone wanders back to the table, Damian doesn’t mention how he had to tap her
three times to get her to let go, and Barbara doesn’t mention the single tear she felt seep into
her blouse from her shoulder.

As everyone settles back in their chairs, Barbara once again plays the footage.

“I’ve also outlined an itinerary for the next two weeks that’s organized once again by current
vigilante in the same order as the more robust files detailing the work I’ve already done with
them, starting with Nightwing and ending with Robin. The next papers give a brief overview
of my upcoming prospects in San Francisco, Central, Metropolis, and Keystone, whereupon
I’ll assume a different alias so as not to confuse the Gotham brand and a no longer active
position with these new territories. The Young Justice team is currently coming up with new
pseudonyms that will better fit future branding with the team.”
“And the last papers include an itemized list of all the access codes and passwords I’ve been
granted while boarding in Gotham, so it will be pertinent to scramble that system as I’m
familiar with the current rotation and combination patterns.”

“Lucius will receive a similar file in a few hours detailing my withdrawal plan as Majority
Shareholder at Wayne Enterprises; you have a copy of that file upstairs in your study, as does
Dami—” Tim finally notices Bruce’s blank stare, watches as papers flutter to the floor, and
pauses quietly. His tongue clicks. The hum of the computer and chatter of the bats above are
the only noise breaking the resounding silence in the dark expanse around the two of them.
He slowly puts his tablet on the computer's counter, eyes never leaving his frozen mentor.

Gently, Tim reaches out—he’s so hesitant to touch, and seeing it from this perspective is eye-
opening. It’s hard to see just how distant Tim’s been when the young man is a master at
forcing perspective. But here, on the outside looking in, Bruce can tell that Tim doesn’t know
if a reassuring hand is welcome. It is, but his own son doesn’t know he can hold or be held, so
that too is probably Bruce’s fault.

Tim’s hand shakes, and he brings it back to himself before speaking, “Bruce, are you alright?
I—I can go get Alfred, just… stay here a moment, okay?” He turns away.

But Tim never leaves. Instead, he’s knocked out with a small gas capsule, just as Bruce had
told the group before. They watch Bruce catch Tim as he falls unconscious, and just as he
starts to carry him away, Barbara stops the feed.

No one says a word for a long while until Damian roughly shoves his chair back and throws
his tablet into the dark depths of the cave, smashing the bright screen as it tumbles violently
into darkness. The young teenager lets out a frustrated shout before storming away and
upstairs. A minute later, they know the youngest boy’s door has slammed harshly shut even
though they can’t hear it.

Bruce burrows his face in his hands as he lets out an exhausted sigh.

“Timothy should be awake in a couple of hours. I’ll wait here with him so you can all collect
your thoughts.” Alfred shoots Bruce a seething look, but Bruce can not see it with his face
obscured by his palms.

“This isn’t actually happening, right?” Duke asks warily—like he knows the answer and
doesn’t want to hear it voiced.

Bruce doesn’t know how to react. Looking at his ward—his son, he doesn’t want to fail
Duke. He doesn’t want to tell him he doesn’t have the answers, but he doesn’t want to lie to
him, either. Dick cuts in instead. He doesn’t have to lie because he’s always been optimistic
to a fault, “No, of course not. We’ll make sure.”

It’s quiet for a while, Dick seems so confident, but something rings wrong in that unwavering
conviction.

Alfred chooses to speak up then, his voice grave, and his accent gives a particular steel to his
words, “You can all certainly try to convince Master Timothy to stay and to tell him that he’ll
always have a place here, but he’s well past being able to make his own decisions. And we
will not be taking that autonomy away from him. If he stays, it will be his choice. And none
of you are to take that away from him when he has more than earned the right. Do we
understand?” He waits for their small nods. Alfred sighs then and takes on a much less stern
tone, “With that being said, we have a whole lot of convincing to do, so I suggest you all
head to your rooms to get some rest. I’ll call the schools in a couple of hours to notify them
of Duke and Damian’s absences, and then I’ll call Mr. Fox to relay that Timothy will not be
in the office today. I expect everyone to be back here in 4 hours. Go to your rooms.”

Alfred had left no room for argument, so they all followed instructions and made their way to
the manor upstairs. Half of them join Miss Gordon in the exposed elevator, but the others
make their way to the stone stairs for the journey to their rooms. Once all of the children
disappear, Alfred turns to Bruce and follows him to the medbay. He knows that this—this is
going to be a long morning and that there is very little chance that he’ll be able to get his son
to rest.

Alfred prepares a damp cloth and removes the hair and sweat from Timothy’s forehead. He
checks over the monitors and sits beside his boys. In two hours, he’ll need to start taking care
of business, but for now, he gets to sit with Timothy and take a breath.
 Chapter 2: Where the Story Starts
Chapter Summary

The day Tim decides to move away from Gotham.

Chapter Notes

Updates every two weeks! If I finish a chapter early, I'll post it early.

6 Chapters, unless I change my mind.

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One Year, Six Months, and four days ago.

It's been a bad day.

It starts with a meeting at 8 am at Wayne Enterprises. Being Tim Drake-Wayne is always

exhausting, and Tim doesn't particularly like to be in that persona so early in the morning
after a near sleepless night of patrol and detective work, but this is part of the job. Never let it
be said that Tim Drake is undedicated to the work.

He listens to old men attempt to cut corners on company systems and watches them badly
disguise their contempt when he gives solutions to issues that don't involve either firing half
the operations team or making products unaffordable for the average Gothamite. They
question his education(fair), age(fair, again), and attitude(fair, but hey!). Lucius has to come
to his rescue four times as if Tim was some injured cub in the woods in need of an adult to
pick him up by the scruff of the neck and drag him to safety.

In the end, he saves both jobs for employees and the affordable pricing for the new gas-mask
line the company is rolling out at the end of the month. It's at the cost of all the energy he has
from his morning caffeine dose, and he drinks two energy drinks to compensate as he
completes a monthly check-in on the R&D department excel charts.

In an even weirder turn of events, Music Meister, Riddler, and Bane attack the Gotham Zoo
in broad daylight around 1 pm. Meaning that Tim has to have Tam call out for him for the
rest of the day, which he'll have to pay for tomorrow if he reads the stony face she makes at
him while he suits up in his office's ensuite correctly. Tim doesn't even understand how the
three coordinate together so effectively. Gotham rogues working together usually ends with
betrayal on a large scale, but the three seem oddly united as they battle the Bats for hours.
Luckily no citizens are killed, but Tim has to treat a large number of wounds in between
getting slapped around by magic music notes and Bane's actual face-sized fists. Not to
mention that everyone expects him to solve the Riddler's puzzles when he was doing a
million other things as well. The family gets all the animals back in their enclosures and
waits for the GCPD to take the three rogues away a full eight hours later, to the dismay of
everyone present. Tim walks away with a strain in his shoulder, but he thinks he hides it well
as no one asks him about it.

The family decides to patrol together for the rest of the night. Well, within 25 blocks of each
other, making a clockwise sweep of Patrol Route 23A. By 11 pm, Tim really needs another
energy drink and makes use of stopping a convenience store robbery by buying an absolutely
toxic one. He pays for his drink and sits the would-be thief down in the alley a few feet away.
He slips some money into the kid's jacket pocket and takes the gun. The kid's hands were
shaking during the entire encounter; it had to be the first time he'd ever done something like
this. Tim grabs the facial recognition on the kid to look at any files in the Oracle network
later. He can probably get him signed up in the neon knights program in the next week or
two.

It's not creepy.

Okay, it may be creepy, but desperate kids making morally gray decisions remind him too
much of himself not too long ago, and he doesn't want kids to go through that.

When he cracks the drink sitting on a roof a minute later, he hears a small and well-known
scoff.

Damian.

"You would drink such dreck, Drake. It fits that you need an extra push to keep up with the
family."

Tim stares at Damian while he chugs the rest of the energy drink, crushes the can, and slips it
into a pouch on his chest to recycle later. Then he calmly steps off the roof's ledge to grapple
toward the group ahead. Damian follows a couple of seconds later. He lets the kid overtake
him and watches the smirk on Robin's face as he rockets further forward. Tim wished he
cared about Damian less than he does. Tim wished Damian could insult him without clearly
referring to Tim and the family as different entities, too. He already understood the kid's
opinion.

When he catches Jason taking a small break on one of the roofs up ahead of the central
sweep, he pulls out the gun from his usually empty back holster and hands it over, handle
first. He learned his gun safety just like the rest of the Bats last month when Jason and Alfred
made everyone sit down for a seminar after Dick accidentally shot Jason in the foot.

Usually, he'd drop the gun off at the station for Gordon in a Bat-evidence Baggie™, but for
some reason, the kid had a Beretta with red detailing, and he figured Jason would appreciate
it more than Jim would. It matches his aesthetic, after all.
Jason whistles appreciatively from his place sitting on the concrete roof and inspects the
chamber after fully disarming the firearm.

His helmet is off beside him, and the red domino mask doesn't hide his smile. It is a joyful
thing if a little hungry. Tim can't see them because of the white-out lenses, but Jason's eyes
are mostly blue with emerald specks floating around nowadays. The smile doesn't get to Tim
the way it did when everything about the other vigilante seemed to glow with some hue of
green. Jason's eyes change sometimes, but Tim can always tell, even when Jason has the
domino. Tim didn't want to freak out over a smile, so he was grateful that they weren't
glowing now. That they glow less ever since Tim fumbled Bruce back through the timeline.

When Jason looked up with the smile still in place for Tim, Red Robin almost smiled back
from under the cowl.

"Good for something after all, huh, Replacement."

He almost smiled back because it almost felt okay.

"Yeah, well. Don't tell Nightwing where you got it. I'm too tired for a lecture tonight."

Tim takes off towards the last length of the patrol route to the sound of Red Hood's small
snort. Tim hopes this last hour won't feel too long.

It feels very long.

He was just so tired. And the last energy drink wore off around the time he swung away from
Jason and Red Hood's new Beretta. Tim just wants to go to bed or finish that case Cassie
asked about last week.

Scratch that. He definitely wants to finish Cassie's case first and then go to bed. And maybe
work on Bart's Meta-metabolism Bars V 3.0. Yeah—Cassie's Case, Bart's Bars, and then
sleep. Maybe he'd call Kon, too. He could call Conner while working, though, so that
shouldn't take too much time. Kon will be excited by a wake-up call before he starts on
chores at the farm for Ma and Pa Kent. It's kind of nice that Tim goes to bed late enough that
he can be a part of Kon's morning routine on occasion. It was sweet.

Tim was still getting used to letting Conner be sweet and doing sweet things for him in turn.

He shouldn't have been planning and swinging at the same time, though; it's distracting.

You don't see bullets when you're thinking about your friends. Tim knows that, and he
should've known better. The first bullet tore through Red Robin's shoulder, and the grapple he
fired missed its mark thanks to the sudden tug on his arm. The second bullet hits his stomach.

He free falls.

Despite the bird-themed name, Red Robin can't actually fly(at least until the Glider was fixed
from Stephanie's ill-advised battle with Kite-Man). And well, he really shouldn't have been
falling from that high. It's bad for his health.
A sickening crunch comes from where his left ankle landed to break his fall, and the roll he
tucked into would have been perfect if not for the wall his head slams against at the end of it.
Hard. Tim thinks he sees a crack in it when he stands to check it over. He wants the cowl to
record it so he can look at the footage when he isn't see triple or falling to his knees after ten
seconds of standing in place due to what is hopefully a mild concussion. And two gunshot
wounds. Can't forget those.

Somewhere nearby, a fight was happening. It ends while Tim crawls to cover.

Three panicked voices are in his ear, telling him to stay where he is and to stop moving,
dammit. One of them screeches not to fall asleep when Red Robin finally stops. They're too
loud, especially the last one, and he just needs to rest his eyes for a minute.

Someone had screamed, "Robin!" just as his ankle broke, and he couldn't stop thinking about
it. The codename was hard to hear over the rushing blood in his head and sharp crunch of
bone below him. He thought that name meant him, but also not him. He drifted into blackness
with words ringing loudly around his head. If he were lucky, maybe he would get to hear a
bird song soon. He's always liked the way robins sounded.

Trying to be unconscious in the Batmobile was a losing game. Still, Tim was valiantly falling
in and out of wakefulness the entire ride as the car whipped around corners and pushed even
its own limits towards the cave where Leslie and Alfred were surely setting up a surgical
table. Tim hoped it didn't cause them too much trouble.

People are talking. To him and to each other, and they wouldn't stop. He thought he heard
Damian. His youngest brother's voice cracks on the word "imbecile," and Tim's gut curls and
rolls. He turns on his side and vomits on what might be Dick's sleek uniform shoes or Jason's
heavy combat boots. Tim can't tell, and when he lifts his head to try and check, he promptly
passes out for the rest of the ride. The sound of loud voices and panic ushers him into the
dark. He shouldn't worry them like this. He feels like such a burden even as he's engulfed in
the overwhelming darkness.

Tim Drake doesn't like the sound of heart monitors. He's heard too many flatlines in his
lifetime to be reassured by the incessant beeps. A heartbeat did almost nothing to calm him
these days. He hadn't been out for long, maybe a day. His tongue feels heavy in his mouth,
but it's not numb from disuse.

He starts to take stock of his injuries first. He remembers the zoo first, but he thought he
handled that okay. The two gunshot wounds he feels tell him that he most definitely did not
handle whatever came afterward. Then he remembers Patrol. Damian, Jason, a rooftop
rushing towards him and pain, pain, pain. He was shot. And he hit his head. Hard, if the way
he currently feels is any indication. He lets his senses take in his surroundings instead of his
own body now that he's taken stock of his injuries.
There are people in the med-bay. Talking. They aren't near Tim, so he opens his eyes. No one
else is set up in a cot—a good sign. He was the only one with a severe injury. He let himself
feel the relief and finally strained his hearing to the conversation that was occurring at the
other end of the med-bay in hushed tones.

"–don't understand what Ra's wants with him." Tim's blood goes cold at Dick's mention of
Ra's. The rest of the family doesn't really know the extent of everything that happened
between Tim and the League last year. He didn't make an effort to tell anyone, and no one
had asked.

"It's clearly a message." Tim recognized Bruce's voice.

"Okay. Sure. I get that a bullet with Ra's name on it is a message, but why Tim? Why not
Damian? Why not Jason? And why is it so weird?"

"... I admit I've never seen him take such an approach before. My best guess would be that he
wanted me to know it was him." Ra's name carved on the bullets Tim was shot with makes
him want to disappear into the cot, but he needs to know if this conversation can give him
any more information, so he strains his hearing to try and listen more clearly. His head
swims, but he manages alright, considering everything.

"But if it's about you, why did he go after Tim and not anyone else?" That makes Tim pause.
Nightwing's never been so Blunt about Tim's worth being less than the other Gotham
vigilantes before. But he was the one who fired Tim in the first place, so maybe it isn't as
surprising as Tim wanted it to be.

"I don't know, Dick." Huh, he doesn't know why he thought Bruce would argue.

"Okay. But what if it's not about you? What if it's about Tim?"

"Why would it be about Tim?"

Dick pauses. Tim hears him take a cautious breath.

"…You didn't see him while you were lost, Bruce. It was bad. He went radio silent for nearly
all year. And when he did show up, he was different. Violent. Angry. Itching to pick a fight. I
don't even know what he did that year other than look for you, but Ra's was involved
somehow, and now we find out he doesn't even have a spleen anymore? Come on?! That's
weird!" Tim wished he could pay closer attention, but his head still hurt.

"...hmm… I'm aware he had trouble while I was away."

"Bruce, you weren't away; we thought you were dead."

"He didn't."

"That doesn't mean he made good deci—"

Dick was cut off by Damian coming into the room and demanding, "Is Drake awake?"
"...not yet, bud."

"I need to talk to him about why he didn't have his Glider. It's an unacceptable oversight that
a Bat should have been prepared for. And I need to hear from him about why Grandfather is
so occupied with his demise. What could Drake have possibly done to insight his ire?"

"Dami… Tim does a lot that we don't know about…."

At that, Damian seems to get even angrier. In a rush, he hisses, "If he doesn't want to keep us
informed, he shouldn't be going out with us!" Tim winces and hears his small footfalls stomp
away. And well, even through the pain of what turned out to be a severe concussion, a
shattered ankle, and two gunshot wounds, Tim saw his point. He's almost embarrassed that it
took so long to figure out that he didn't exactly belong anymore, if he ever did.

Tim laid in the silence that Damian left behind as both older vigilantes followed him out of
the med-bay.

Alone, concussed, and in pain, Red Robin spirals.

He's ashamed that he forgot he was temporary somewhere between standing in the Batcave
for the first time all those years ago and free-falling from the Gotham skyline yesterday. Over
the last five years, he's always had a job to do. He stopped Batman from going over the edge
after Jason's death. He painstakingly helped Bruce and Dick start talking to each other again.
He was instrumental in integrating Jason into the family even after the multiple attempts on
his life. He fully pulled Bruce out of the Time stream. But the job's over. It's been done, and
he hasn't been given a new one—Jason's back. Damian's grown. Tim's just lingering now.
The Robin mantle isn't his, and it never really was now that he thinks about it.

His job has been done for a year. He's just being a vigilante at this point, as if he forgot that
he was only supposed to do that in the interim. A long-term, inconvenient, sometimes live-in
temp. At least he's had the Nest these last two years; he doesn't want to think about how
pathetic he'd feel if he'd had this revelation while still living in Wayne Manor.

He never expected to be so bitter about having to leave when he started. Because he does
have to leave, now that he's not oblivious to what was probably obvious to everyone else.
Everyone else knowing and not saying anything fills him with a great deal of shame, and his
concussion turns that shame into a violent migraine. He shouldn't be thinking about that
anyway. He knows now. That's all that matters. He can make a plan now that he knows.

He doesn't want to give up saving people, and his first thought goes to his team on the coast
—maybe even operating in his friend's home cities with them. They could probably use a
Robin, most likely under a different name, but being Batman trained would certainly open
doors for him, even without any powers.

He'll put together a Resume. He's done a lot for the Batfamily and Gotham over the years. He
could be an asset to another city easily. Inferiority's never been his particular brand of
insecurity. Tim knows he's capable just as much as he knows he's unwanted.

But that begs the question, how does he leave when he still has so many responsibilities?
 He runs Wayne Enterprises with Lucius. Lucius Fox could run the company by himself, Tim's
sure, but he shouldn't have to. He's currently the only Wayne child to do interviews—even
Bruce has slowed down since his return. Without news about the Wayne's coming out
organically, agencies and magazines start digging. The last time anyone but he or Bruce went
to a Gala was before they knew about Damian. And he's managed the family's philanthropy
endeavors since blowing up all of Ra's Al Ghul's bases. His patrol route covers 14 blocks that
no one else regularly swings by, and Tim's pretty sure he's the only bat sans Barbara to update
the Oracle network regularly. All of those are things he can't just up and leave.

So Tim Drake buckles down, and he does what he's always done best. He starts thinking
about a plan in that hospital bed, and when Alfred allows him to move to his room for the
remainder of his recovery, he gets down to business and makes a timeline. The schedule he
comes up with only needs a year and a half to smoothly transition the company and his
vigilante responsibilities onto everyone. Given his workload, he thinks he's done a perfectly
adequate job with the preparation. And if he's given himself a month or two of buffer, he
doesn't think about it too hard. A few more weeks than necessary with people he genuinely
loves won't wound his pride any more than it's already been wounded. He thinks he can admit
that after all his service, he deserves some time to enjoy his last 18 months in Gotham with a
family that he loves, even if he's not truly been a part of it. It is, after all, the closest he's
gotten to one.

Two weeks later, when he's healed enough to convince everyone he's fully recovered, he
starts to transition the rest of his gear to the Nest and begins to implement the first stages of
Operation: Flying the Nest.

Chapter End Notes

I read the comics, but please don't point out inaccuracies. This is fiction based on fiction,
let's go easy on me. I get to make stuff up if I want to.

Just to be clear. I think there's a lot of love in the Batfamily. And I'm writing this so I'm
going to have them make up. Also, almost everything Tim hears here he takes out of
context, and not in the way that his family meant it. That doesn't mean it didn't hurt him,
though. And that is something they'll have to work through.
 Chapter 3: The Stake-out
Chapter Summary

Tim takes Damian on a stake-out.

Chapter Notes

So I added two more chapters bc I have truly no idea how long this will be but I knew
halfway through writing this chapter, that it would probably be longer than 6.

Also, I edited chapters 1 and 2. Nothing really changed, but now there are commas in
the correct spaces and the Grammar is better so you are welcome.

And just fair warning, I make a very stupid and dumb dick joke near the beginning of
the fic and it is not good writing, but I genuinely loved making it, so it stays in.

See the end of the chapter for more notes

Tim starts with what he assumes will take the longest amount of time.

He starts with Damian. Obviously, he starts with Damian.

The kid's only thirteen, but Tim wants him to take over his position in the company as
Majority Shareholder. Mostly. He wants to leave Damian in charge but with a stronger
support system. He thinks Bruce can be something like a safety net and take back some of his
responsibilities from before he got lost in the time stream. He also thinks Damian will get
along with the Foxes once they spend a little time together. Tam will love the brat, even if she
won't admit it at first. Tim believes it will be good for Damian. Lucius, too; Tim's the only
"Wayne kid" Lucius gets to see regularly, and Tim knows that he views them as family, too.
Even if some of them don't make a point to visit the office. And maybe Tim thinks it'll be
good for the world too, sue him. He's a little proud already, and they haven't even started.

His Calendar in the Nest is updated and ready for the upcoming 18 months. Color-coded and
not digital. He and Barbara share a digital calendar. She would definitely find it weird if he
started a separate, private one when they'd just made a key to differentiate the nuances
between a "dick appointment," a "Dick appointment," and sometimes, in Barbara's case, a
"D/dick appointment." It was simultaneously one of his life's best and worst moments
because they laughed together for hours. Yet, they had to explain the situation to Batman
when they couldn't stop laughing over comms the entire night, which was obviously
humiliating. They were comfortable putting up Barbara's physical therapy check-ins, Tim's
prescription pick-ups, and even more embarrassing nonsense. Barbara knows he calls
missions with Young Justice "Hot Bitch Hours." Tim knows Barbara abbreviates seeing
Black Canary as "Dinah Legs." It would probably raise a red flag if he suddenly had an entire
"secret calendar" for "personal" dates. Almost all of Operation: Fly the Nest must be hard
copy until about a month before the final two weeks, or Oracle will find out about it.

He can also probably still use the Oracle network when he's away. He usually does
maintenance on it with Barbara on Tuesdays, and really, he can kind of do that from
anywhere. Also, she still follows leads for Dinah, and Black Canary has operated in Star with
the arrows for years. He'll probably be less involved, but that doesn't mean he has to give up
the friendship they cultivated over the years. Tech geniuses have to stick together and all that.

His calendar at the office is also updated. It's bird-themed because, of course, it is—a gift for
the new year from Steph. He loves it.

That calendar is more focused than the main one back at the Nest. This one is almost entirely
about Phase One. Integrating Damian into the business side of Wayne Enterprises. Damian
will turn fifteen on the last day of the plan. On that day, Tim will pass off the Majority
Shareholder position to his little brother in its entirety. Tim subtitles the first phase, "Office
Gremlin." Mostly because he thinks it's funny. A little to distract him from the fact that he'll
be giving up one of the things he genuinely likes and is good at. He's glad he's at least giving
it to Damian. As much as he hates to admit it. Damian's going to be good at this. He'll even
be better than Tim when Tim finally finishes training him. The kid's going to be amazing, and
Tim smiles at the thought. It almost makes Tim content about finally taking the first steps
toward leaving.

When he rides into the cave the next night, right before patrol, he leaves his civilian bag on
the bench by the training mats. He needs an excuse to return to the Manor tonight if this next
part doesn't pan out the way he wants. He starts doing casework on the computer to seem
casual when Batman and Robin are finished changing into uniform. He leaves his bike in
easy view, as Red-Bird is a large part of the plan—basically the selling point for Damian's
involvement. In the few minutes before Bruce and Damian come out of the lockers, Tim
actually makes some headway on one of Dick's Bludhaven cases. He makes sure to flag his
contributions clearly so Dick can easily pick up the work with the new information. When
Bruce greets him, Tim can tell he's surprised Tim is in the cave. He's probably surprised
because Tim's not supposed to be in costume for three more weeks. Tim turns around with a
smile, cowl pushed back, open but not overdoing it. He's got this.

Batman smiles tentatively back at Red Robin, "Tim, I didn't know you were here?" He
frowns briefly, "You're not supposed to be going out."

"That's actually something I wanted to talk to you about real quick!" With his smile still in
place, Tim thinks he might be able to pull this off.

Stubbornly, Batman supplies, "No. You are not patrolling on a broken ankle."

"Come on, the ankle's barely fractured at this point, B," Tim minimizes, "And I never said I
wanted to patrol."
That seems to surprise the man. Tim's got him dead to rights now. "Oh? What it is then? Are
you okay?"

"I'm doing great!" Tim produces a folder from seemingly nowhere, black, sleek, and
professional. He hands it to Bruce with the air of someone who's already won the discussion,
"A stake-out. And before you argue with me, look at the file. Low-risk, but important.
Penguin's up to something that we'll need to stop, but he's not gonna make a move until after
that big socialite party at the Iceberg next week. He needs that relatively clean revenue for the
lounge. I can get easy intel from the western rooftop of the Fenderson Tower without it being
the kind of time-sensitive stuff we have to move on immediately. Plus, I rigged a new zoom
lens for my camera that might be able to get faces from way farther away that I've been dying
to test. It'll beef up our case file with no risk of aggravating my injuries. It's exactly the kind
of work I can do while the ankle finishes healing this week". He doesn't mention that the
ankle should take three more weeks to heal, not one. Still, he knows he's said it confidently
enough to minimize Bruce's perceived danger of Tim's predicament. He'll be patrolling by
next weekend if this plays out right.

Bruce looks at Tim and the file and fruitlessly sighs, "You were shot. Twice."

Tim seals the deal precisely with how he predicted he would get Bruce, who Tim can tell is
already tempted to let him do this, agreeing wholeheartedly. "I wanna bring the kid, too"; he
looks straight at Bruce but nods at Damian. "That way, I'll have company, and Robin can get
some experience with some of the more boring but necessary casework."

From the look on Bruce's face, Tim's won. The happy surprise at Tim offering to spend time
with Damian momentarily overshadows Tim's recent run-in with a concrete roof. It helps that
Tim knows precisely how to act healed and healthy. He's effectively convinced Bruce that he
presented a course of action that is reasonable for his temporary limits, helpful toward an
ongoing case, and informative for Damian's training. There was no way he wasn't going to
win this.

There is the small problem of Damian, though. Damian's head shot up at Tim, mentioning
taking Robin on a stake-out. And then turns quickly to Bruce, looking for his father to deny
such an out-of-turn request. Drake was just injured, and he shouldn't be out as Red Robin for
three more weeks at least, and he shouldn't be taking Robin with him. Red Hood, Nightwing,
or even Spoiler would all have an easier time taking care of him in an emergency. The entire
plot is complete nonsense.

A gruff "Check-ins every hour." comes from Batman.

"Done." is Red Robin's quick reply.

"WHAT? You were just concussed!" Damian argues incredulously, "Father! He was just on
BEDRE—"

"I'll let you drive my bike."

Damian pauses and looks at Drake as if he's grown four extra arms. His eyes squint behind
the mask. "You don't let anyone drive Red-Bird."
"Wanna be the first?"

A pause, "...this is a bad idea". Tim throws him the keys anyway, and Damian catches them
reflexively. He looks from Drake to the bike before slumping his shoulders and grumbling.
"Someone competent should be at the stake-out lest you fall over the side of a building and
die horribly." Tim laughs, and it feels real for a moment. He can't even feel any malice in the
statement, and it's nice.

There's a small grin on Damian's face when he starts the bike, and Tim feels like this might
be fun, even if it is part of the plan. Damian's a quick study, and Tim only really has to teach
him how to drive the bike for the first few blocks, hand on the kid's shoulder as he whoops
and grins. They effortlessly weave through Gotham towards the Fenderson Tower.

Tim lets the mission play out how he knows it will when they get to the tower. Quietly
observing the Iceberg Lounge's back entrance is exactly as dull as it sounds. But he fills the
silence by teaching Damian how to take stake-out photos that can be used to identify people,
vehicles, and products. The camera is an expensive beast that started out as a high-end
Olympus before Tim rigged it up with vigilante tech. Tim also takes Damian through the
procedure of emergencies with the camera. If you can pack it away, do it. It takes about seven
seconds to secure in the backpack. However, if in danger, eject the SD card via the yellow
button on the camera's side, and destroy the body. That will only take one second.

Damian may not like Tim very much, but Tim knows he loves to learn, and the kid takes to
Tim's teaching style exceptionally well during the stake-out. He's an attentive student;
sometimes, his pride gets in the way of asking for more information. Luckily, Tim's been
around Batman enough to know when someone needs help but won't admit it. They work
together well, and Red Robin feels he's accomplished a lot in the four hours they crouch at
the base of Fenderson Tower's southwest-facing gargoyle. They are able to identify the
players in Cobblepot's upcoming scheme and get photos of a few illegal trades of what Red
Robin thinks are knock-off Cheerdrops.

He also has gathered pertinent information on how Damian learns new information and reacts
to Tim being the one teaching it to him. It's far easier than Tim predicted, and he starts to
rearrange and add ideas to what he wants Damian to learn over the next year and a half.

As they pack up the camera and other supplies, Tim puts a hand on Damian's shoulder, the
pressure telling him to sit for a few more minutes. He does.

Tim waits almost too long before clearing his throat awkwardly, "Ra's doesn't want me dead."

Damian's head snaps up, but he stays silent, staring.

"The other week, in the medbay... you asked why he wanted me dead. He didn't—doesn't."

"...you were awake for that?"

"Kind of. The point is your grandfather doesn't want me dead. He just... he just wants to
make sure I can't forget him, is all."
"Oh." It's a small, little thing. And Tim remembers suddenly a child raised by Ra's Al Ghul.
Violent, entitled, angry. He remembers a fall, his body broken, blinking in and out of
consciousness. Staring at the far-away jaws of a T-Rex and the 10-year-old who pushed him
from it. God, the things Damian must have gone through. He knows now, after being fully
acquainted with the League. He takes a breath and reminds himself that that kid is here.
Breathing, smiling, better.

"Yeah."

"...I'm sorry."

"Yeah... me too."

Damian sits for a minute, but Tim can tell he wants to mention something else, so he waits
until Damian is ready.

"About what you overheard the other night...." Damian says slowly, as though he doesn't
quite know how to go on.

"It's okay. I get it." Tim reassures the younger boy. He does get it. And it is okay. Tim's fixing
it right now.

"...okay." Damian's quiet still, but he's more comfortable. Tim counts the conversation as a
success and stands from their perch. He offers Damian a hand to pull him up, and they
simultaneously fire off their grapples toward Red-Bird. Tim hides the wince from what may
or may not be the stitches in his shoulder wound straining.

When they return to the cave, they start typing their report on the bat computer and updating
the current Penguin case file. Silences between them are usually tense and charged with
caution and negativity. Tim can feel that this one is different. It's calm, companionable—he
likes it.

They work together well, and when Bruce returns, he seems cautious but asks how it went
anyway.

"Red Robin and I retrieved enough evidence to solidly stop the Penguin's newest inane plot
and send him to Blackgate for the foreseeable future."

"The full report for the night is in the Patrol Folder, and the case file has been updated with
all the information we found. Robin's new skills include prolonged periods of surveillance
with supervision, drug identification, use of the field camera, and for once," Tim takes a
breath and smiles fully at Damian, "keeping his tiny mouth shut"

He lets out a bright laugh as Damian lunges for him with a shout of, "Drake!"

"Nuh-uh, I'm INJURED Demon Child! My poor bullet wounds," Tim screeches through
laughter.

Damian huffs and punches Tim anyway. In the good arm. Lightly. Tim is surprised but so
very proud of him.
Alfred must be, too, if the old man's grin is anything to go by, "May I suggest that the young
Masters head upstairs for a small meal and some rest. You both have early wake-up calls.
And Timothy, it is much too late to return to the apartment, and you have a far too neglected
room here that I expect you to use when you come home after 3 am."

Bruce seems to think that's a fantastic idea by his grin, "I think that's a great idea, Alf. You
two head upstairs; I'll see you both for breakfast in the morning?" The last part is clearly a
question for Tim.

"Yeah, I'll stick around for breakfast. My first meeting isn't until nine."

Bruce smiles and nods, dismissing both proteges as he turns back to the computer to finish
typing his own report. Damian heads upstairs directly after changing, but Tim lingers to take
a shower, resting his head against the cool tile. He feels a little sick to his stomach and needs
to get a grip. It's going well. Better than he planned; in fact, it's going perfectly. He should be
happy about it, and he is. He's happy that the start of everything went smoothly. He's happy
that these next few months mentoring Damian look like they might just be a good time. It's
just that it's starting to hit him that he's going to have to leave. Funny that it didn't hit until
then.

Tim takes a deep breath and fills his lungs with steam and the faint smell of pineapple from
his shampoo. He centers himself, compartmentalizes the emotions, and tucks them away.
He'll feel them later. After.

On the way back up to the Manor, he grabs his civilian messenger bag and flings it over his
shoulder. He heads to his room and passes out, politely denying the offer of a post-patrol
snack.

He sleeps for 3 whole hours before his alarm brings him back into the waking world. He
dreamed of nothing at all, and it was blissful compared to most nights back at the apartment.
He tries not to overanalyze why that might be. Tries not to think about how utterly empty the
Nest is and how Wayne Manor feels full of life even in its vastness. Tries not to think about
why that seems to matter to him.

He heads into his bathroom to meticulously take care of his morning routine. He brushes and
flosses his teeth, completes a skincare regime, checks his stitches, and re-waps his ankle
before placing it in its boot. He quickly dresses in a relaxed suit, fit for April's casual fashion
season. He heads down to breakfast with this messenger bag—his laptop and tablet ready to
help fulfill the plan's next steps.

He gets downstairs before Damian and Bruce, and Alfred smiles warmly at him, plating up
pancakes and passing Tim the cherry syrup and whipped cream. Even after all this time,
Alfred still remembers how he used to like his pancakes, and it makes Tim want to cry. He
smiles softly instead and mumbles a thank you before starting up a pot of coffee for himself
and probably Bruce.

When the machine finishes the coffee, Tim fills a plain white mug with black coffee and
downs the first cup right there at the counter. He fills his second cup, sits with his food, and
opens his laptop and tablet. Getting to work on renewing, approving, or denying contracts for
the upcoming Summer Quarter. He's done this already, but he goes over it a second time to
ensure it's ready for Damian to look over. There are 23 new contracts that he thinks should be
approved, 42 that should be renewed, and 17 that should be denied or terminated. The
remaining 12 need to be renegotiated but ultimately approved by the start of June. He's
purposefully made exactly two mistakes.

Damian shuffles in at seven, Bruce not far behind. Tim was right that Bruce goes straight for
the pot of coffee while Alfred serves Damian pancakes with blackberries and maple syrup.
The berries make a smiley face, and Tim smirks at Damian's small smile before the younger
boy starts to cut into his food.

Duke, who moved in just last month, also shuffles into the kitchen with a yawn. Cass is the
final addition, silently appearing at the table and spooking everyone but Alfred.

Small talk starts just as Bruce finishes his first cup of coffee. The table discusses school,
work, and patrol mostly. Questions about everyone's week due to the upcoming weekend, and
Tim enjoys it. He basks in how full the kitchen feels and lets himself have these few minutes
before worrying about the plan. Damian finishes breakfast first, which is the perfect
opportunity for Tim to segue without suspicion.

"Damian, once you put your plate away, can you help with something. I think I need a fresh
pair of eyes on this contract I have to approve or deny."

Four heads snap up to him when he asks for Damian's input. Tim knows for a fact that had he
not taken Damian out for the stake-out last night, the plan would have imploded right then at
the Breakfast Table. He knows because Cass and Duke look extremely confused, but Alfred
and Bruce only seem slightly surprised. Both their faces betray a tentative happiness at how
Tim is reaching out. Damian looks suspicious of Tim for a moment before letting his
curiosity take over. The youngest of the group nods sharply and walks over to Tim's side.

Once Damian looks at the screen, Tim clicks on the spreadsheet link from the laptop, and the
contract's digital copy opens on the tablet's display.

"You can read the summary and notes here at the top of the page."

While Damian reads, everyone turns back to their food, clearly waiting for the conversation
to start again. Tim focuses on finishing his coffee and eating cherry syrup-soaked pancakes.
Damian speaks just as Tim gets up to pour his third cup of coffee.

"What are the established pros and cons that make the decision difficult? I assume the answer
would be to deny a contract with Lexcorp."

"Yeah, I know. It's a little complicated though. The major con is obviously Luthor and the
undeniable corruption throughout his company. Also, he's tried to kill like five of our closest
friends countless times. But the pros are more on the lines of Lex has an exclusive contract
with the only company mining these rare metals out of the Western United States, and our
scientists really, really want them. Right now, the only way to get them is through this
contract with Lexcorp."
"tt." Damian huffs. "I see. Is there any way to try and negotiate with this mining company?"

"Not for the next year, while their contract with Luthor is still valid."

Damian thinks for a minute, and Tim lets him, swirling the last of his third coffee cup.
"Approve it for the year, and reach out to this company in the meantime. Marcus Mining?"
Tim nods, so Damian continues. "You can most likely offer them a much better contract than
Luthor next year. Then Wayne Enterprises would have access to these minerals without
worrying about using Luthor as a middle-man. And this dealing with Lexcorp only has to last
a year."

"That's good thinking; Lucius and I have already been trying to phase out our other Lexcorp
contracts over the last ten months. Sealing a deal with Marcus Mining will probably give the
board of directors enough confidence for us to terminate the rest. And keep those metals
away from Luthor." Tim waits a beat, then says, "Thanks, kid."

Damian bristles, "Don't call me a child! I'm more capable than you will ever hope to be."

"Capable, but still only thirteen, kid," Tim says through a smirk.

Damian all but screeches, "A kid who you asked for help!"

"Yeah, yeah, and you did great. I already thanked you."

Damian quiets for a minute as Tim closes the contract tab. Damian is still looking at the
spreadsheet open on the laptop, intrigued, and Tim internally smiles at how well these first
steps are going.

"I would let you look over the other ones, but I think you gotta leave for school in a couple of
minutes." Damian seemingly deflates but nods his head as if remembering that yes, he does,
in fact, have school. Tim waits long enough for Damian to turn away before awkwardly
asking, "Hey... do you actually like this stuff?"

"tt. I think it's overcomplicated drivel, just made to waste important people's time." Damian
lies right through his teeth. Robin's good, but everyone at the table can tell it's not entirely
true.

"Okay, that's fair... but this meeting where I present the decisions to the board isn't until
Monday... so if you wanted to look it over this weekend, you could." Tim points out
conversationally.

Damian's pause is significant and lengthy. Everyone at the table is waiting for his answer, but
only Tim is looking at him.

"You probably need all the help you can get. And we can't have you embarrassing the family
with sub-par work."

Tim genuinely chuckles, "Alright then, I'll send you access to the spreadsheet. It'll go to your
company e-mail; that's the one where you get invitations to charity galas and company
events." And then, just because he thinks he can get away with it, he adds with just the right
amount of hesitance, "...If you actually want to learn about this stuff, I can teach you a few
things."

Damian nods once, and Tim takes that as his cue to stand and stretch. "I left some paperwork
at the apartment, so I'm headed out to get it before driving to the office. I'm gonna be on
coms tonight with Babs, so I'll probably talk to everyone tonight. See you guys later."

He starts to leave the kitchen after giving Bruce a pat on the shoulder and side-hugging
Alfred as the man sets aside plates and glasses to put in the dishwasher. Just as he passes
through the door, Damian speaks up haltingly.

"Drake," he says, unsure and awkward—like he's not used to the taste of the words in his
mouth, "Thank you."

Tim blanks for a moment; he didn't expect that. Stiltedly, he ends the conversation with,
"Well...It's not a problem. Spreadsheet by Patrol on Sunday."

They both meet eyes for a couple more seconds and then Tim turns in the doorway again and
leaves the kitchen toward the garage. He can't take Red-Bird; that's Red Robin's bike. But he
can take Jason's old Davidson that's been in the garage the last week, and that's pretty cool
once Tim thinks about it.

He's feeling confident when he gets back to the Nest, so the first thing he does is call Jason.
He wants to start making a precedent for some of the other vigilantes to begin covering his
patrol routes in his absence. The Red Hood picks up on the fifth ring.

"This better be good, Replacement."

It's early, so Tim cuts to the chase, "I need you to pick up my patrol from Caulfield to
Starway. Black Bat's been doing it, but she's just got a case that falls in the narrows, and that's
too far for her to keep picking up my route while I'm injured. It's just for the next week."

"No."

"Jason."

"...Fine, but I want something," Tim makes a noise of assent that means something like, go
on, so Jason does, "Panic buttons—for Roy and Lian. The Bat™ kind."

"...Why not ask Bruce?"

"Old man would’ve asked too many questions. Don't make me regret asking you."

"Okay, done. Roy can have one of the watches, but I'll have to make Lian's special. Did you
have something in mind?"

"A keychain...for her backpack...and a bracelet, for when she doesn't have the bag."

"Sounds good. What kind of keychain would work with the bag?"
 There's a heavy pause before Jason sighs in defeat, "It's... It's a Batman bag." Tim bursts into
laughter, and Jason groans, "Come on, Timbo, stop fucking laughing at my misery." He
doesn’t stop. At least not for a couple of moments.

Tim catches his breath, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry... I'll stop. I have something in mind for the
keychain now, so thanks. What about the bracelet, you want that superhero-themed, too?"

"Nah, um... she likes that turtle show a lot... almost all of her clothes are about that right
now."

"Ninja Turtles?"

"The one and only."

"I can work with that. It'll be ready on Monday. You want these to send out a signal to the
whole family?”

"Yeah, I kind of want the cavalry to show... just in case, you know?"

"...Yeah, I get it. And you’re sure you can add the extra section to your patrol for the next
week?"

"I already said yes, Timmy, just take it. Also, you should know you can't bullshit me, kid. I'm
taking the route for the next two weeks, at least. Even though I'm pretty sure it's supposed to
be three."

"I only need the one," Tim states in a challenge.

"Yeah, no dice, Replacement, you have a broken ankle. Both weeks or nothing. You're lucky
I'm choosing to forget the third."

"...fine. I hate you, by the way."

"Get in line, dumbass," he pauses, and then, "Fucking get better, or whatever," and with those
very encouraging parting words, Jason Todd hangs up the phone.

Tim updates the digital calendar by adding Tech Project for Jason on the upcoming labels for
Saturday and Sunday. After that, he shoots a text to the Young Justice group chat, asking
what kind of pizza they want for tomorrow's Saturday meeting. They decided to take a day
off with Tim because he couldn't fight baddies this weekend. The whole team is on call, just
in case, but they're planning on staying in the tower and binging Wendy the Werewolf
Stalker™. It's on the calendar and everything.

Finally, he grabs his files, shoves them in his messenger bag, and heads off to work. He has a
meeting on the blueprints for the newest Wayne Medical™ prosthetic at 9 am that he’s
actually excited about.

Chapter End Notes

Thanks for all the feedback everyone. It means a lot.
 Chapter 4: Interlude with Young Justice
Chapter Summary

Tim tells his team about his plan to move away.

Chapter Notes

This chapter is shorter than the rest because it's really just one scene. I'm also not used to
writing for those characters so this was very new for me. I just had the idea for the scene
and needed to get it out, so here! Have an interlude before the next chapter of Batfamily
Shenanigans.

“Why does this always happen when we plan something nice?” Cassie grunts as she struggles
to yank her fist out of a depowered robot’s sternum.

“Because Toyman probably has a mole in Young Justice. Hey Rob, you cheating on me with
an older man?” Kon tries to joke, but he has to stop every two words when he’s inevitably
tackled mid-air by Toyman’s newest Krypton-inspired creations.

Tim laughs anyway from the comms he’s manning back at the Tower, “Oh yeah, I’m actually
really into disgraced geniuses with a doll kink, now. Sorry to tell you like this,” Tim quips
back before turning his attention to Bart. “Impulse, you can limit the perimeter by 5 blocks in
all directions, looks like Wonder Girl and Superboy made enough noise to bring in the
stragglers.”

“On it, Captain Rob-Man! Hey, is it just me, or is it totally super weird these bots look like
Kon’s kind-of dad?” Bart asks the group.

Tim and Cassie both say, “definitely super weird,” just as Kon huffs, “Superman’s not my
dad.”

Bart doesn’t let up on Kon, though, “You’ve lived with him for two years and call Jon your
little brother. Plus, I only called him your “kind-of dad” listen more closely, my dude. Also,
Rob, can I please please please do the tornado thing now that I cleared the streets of civs?”

Kon sighs in defeat but doesn’t answer. Focusing more fully on the robots swarming him and
Cassie. After a loaded pause, Tim replies, “I don’t want any property picked up in the wind,
so keep it controlled, Impulse.”
The cheer Bart lets out vibrates through the comms, and his good mood is as contagious as its
always been, “yes yes yes yes yes yes yes, awesome!”

It only takes about 15 more minutes to get everything under control and Toyman into custody
after Bart joins the main fight. Tim, who was at the dining table surrounded by at least four
collapsable monitors, returns to the living room to wait for the original young justice
members to return. He sinks into the couch and turns the tv back on to find where the group
stopped in their Wendy the Werewolf Stalker™ marathon. Just as he loads up the episode, he
hears his friends boisterously enter the living area, already changed back into civvies. Bart
even has a fresh bowl of popcorn, thanks to the wonders of super speed.

“Start it up, Boy Wonder,” Cassie calls as she vaults onto the seat by his left. Tim moves
closer to her, so Kon and Bart have room to sit on the right side of the couch. It’s a tight fit to
get four heroes on only one of the living room couches, but they’ve never been a fan of
spreading out to the other sitting areas around the tv. Cassie’s arm is reaching out across the
back of the couch, keeping her in contact with Tim and Kon, and Bart’s rested his legs so that
his feet pool in Cassie’s lap all the way from the other end of the sofa. Tim presses play on
the second season premiere of Wendy™ and relaxes into the embrace of his closest friends as
they watch their favorite show.

It’s just about to start getting late when Tim suggests they pack it in for the night.

“Timborine, it’s only like, 8 pm?!” Bart complains loudly.

Tim lets out a little sigh, “Yeah, I know… I just wanted to talk to you guys about something
before I head back. Is that okay?”

Three concerned gazes turn to each other and then to him. They nod. Cassie touches his good
shoulder and says, “Of course, Tim.”

“...okay, um. It’ll be a little while, but…” he sounds unsure until he takes a breath. The next
words are stronger, fuller, without the hesitance of how he started, “I’m moving out of
Gotham. Gonna do something else, I think, something more me, less Batman.” At the end of
the sentence, he nods once and looks up to see three very concerned and confused faces.

The silence is heavy, and Tim doesn’t quite understand why. He looks, really looks at each of
them, and wonders why they seem so shocked. Until Kon speaks up, “Tim, are you quitting
being Robin?”

“I’m not Robin.”

“What do you mean you’re not Robin?”

“Damian’s Robin.”

“Oh my god, Red Robin, Robin–it’s the same. Are you quitting?”

Tim’s confused, “It’s just… I was Robin, right? I had the job, and I did it. And then I wasn’t
Robin, you know? But I still had a job. I had to get Bruce back. So I became Red Robin, and
I did the job again. But like… the job’s done, now. Mission accomplished. Batman saved,
family back together, all that. I’m just kind of…residual now, no? So, Yeah. What if I get to
be something else? Wouldn’t that be better than staying where I’m not needed? I could be
with you guys, maybe. Out here. If that’s okay….” He trails off and doesn’t look them in the
eyes until he feels their hands on him. Cassie’s by his shoulder, Bart by his knee on the
ground, and Kon fitting his hand into Tim’s and gripping tight.

Cassie says, hesitant, “You’re not residual or whatever. We need you, like every day. I’m sure
the Bats do too, hon.”

Tim shakes his head, “Do you remember what it was like when I first became Robin?”
There’s a silence because, yes, they do.

They remember a Batman who was different than he is now. Who taught Tim like he was a
soldier, not a mentee. Who Tim brought back tooth and nail from the edge after Jason’s death.
They remember a Robin who wasn’t Batman’s son and was reminded of that every day. By
the ghost of Jason Todd, by the very alive Nightwing, by Batman himself, and the sterile,
empty rooms of Drake Manor that he returned to at the end of every night. Alone, alone,
alone.

They always knew that the first year was hard. That being Robin cost Tim a lot of himself.
That it didn’t really work out for him after that, either. Stephanie dead–or fake dead, or
whatever. Both his parents dead, no matter who they were or what they did. Jason Todd alive
again, only to nearly slit Tim’s throat at the Tower they’re sitting in right now.

Tim continues, “As hard as it was, I loved the job. I still love the work. I’m good at it. But
I’m not Robin anymore. And like, even when I was, Robin wasn’t mine, you know? I…I
want something to be mine, I think. And like, whatever I’m doing right now, it’s just… I’m
not needed there. Like all the roles are full, and I’m just trying to squeeze into a place that
doesn’t even exist. So like. I have a plan to leave. It’ll take 18 months to tie up all my loose
ends and pass off my responsibilities, but these are the next steps. And um. I’d like to know if
those next steps could maybe include you guys.”

Cassie grabs his face and looks into his eyes intensely. She’s crying. Tim reaches out to touch
her arm. He didn’t want to make her cry.

She makes him look at her, and though some tears fall gracefully down her cheeks and to her
chin, she sounds so sure, so confident, and so unflinching when she says, “Tim Drake, I will
always need you. No matter where you are or what you call yourself. I have followed you to
the end of the universe and would do it again. Batman affiliated or not, you are my leader, my
friend, and my family. If you don’t want to dress up like a demented traffic light anymore,
then I will do nothing but support you through that growth. You fit here, with us. You always
have, and you always will.” Bart and Kon both tighten their grips and nod when Tim turns to
them, all of them silently allowing tears to well and fall.

“Keystone and Central would be lucky to have you if you wanted,” Bart says before climbing
back on the couch and hugging Tim around the middle. Cassie joins Bart while Connor
repositions to kneel in front of the group nestled on the couch together, grabbing both of
Tim’s hands in his.
Connor smiles something small and sad before, “I uh. I know Metropolis isn’t Gotham…but
um. Metropolis does have, like, a metric ton of rogues that carry a bunch of kryptonite. So…
you would be very helpful to everyone there…needed and everything.” He pauses. “I just…if
this is what you want, then I want you to have it. I need you to be sure, though. Sometimes,
people love differently, you know? Or maybe they’re bad at it and need a kick in the pants
like Clark did. Maybe you fit there and just can’t see it because sometimes you think too
hard...." Kon bites his lip before the last thing he needs to say, "Tim, you love them. Do you
think that you can leave and still be okay?”

Tim swallows around the lump in his throat because Kon is right. He loves them all so much.
He loves Gotham. He loves saving people, running rooftops, and fooling around with Steph
and Cass. He loves so much, but he feels wrong-footed, even on rooftops. Out of place, even
with the people he thought of as family. He feels empty and sick and so, so very tired. He
doesn’t want to feel like that, anymore. He doesn’t want shame crawling under his skin every
time he thinks about everyone else having a place when he doesn’t, knowing he should have
seen it so much sooner, and done everyone the courtesy of leaving before it became a
problem. He needs to move on for himself and for the people he loves. So he looks at Kon
and tells him the only truth he has left.

“I think I need to.”

And Kon joins the group hug on the couch, wrapping his arms around all three of them, and
says, “Okay, then.”

They talk more after that. About where Tim would stay, they throw out alias’ he could be
called––all horrible. They talk about the future because Tim is more open about his plans
than his past. And when Tim says he should be getting back, they hug for another 15 minutes
for the goodbye before Superboy offers to fly him home instead of taking the teleporter. The
flight would take an hour, and it was half-past nine already. Tim agrees anyway; he’s on
comms tonight, so he can afford to be a little late.

When Kon sets him down in the Nest, he rests his forehead on Tim’s. “I need you to hear this,
okay?” Tim nods against Connor’s head, and Kon says, “I know how you get with plans. It’s
like… it’s like once you decide to do something, you just do it until it’s done. And I admire
you for that. It’s one of your best qualities. But this time. I need you to let yourself feel
things. Change things if you need to. I want you...I want you to be able to change your mind
if something doesn’t feel right. Does that make sense?”

Tim stares. He tries his best to parse through the words, but he doesn’t understand, not really.
He does change and adjust plans—all the time. He uses data, analyses risks, and adapts the
plans he makes for the best results. He doesn’t get what Connor’s trying to get him to do. Tim
wishes he could tell Connor that he doesn’t get it, but he can’t bring himself to. He doesn’t
want to disappoint him. Kon’s only asking Tim to do one thing here, after all, so he nods
anyway. He promises himself that he’ll try and understand what Kon tried to explain later.

Kon smiles softly and kisses him. It’s nice. He has to leave so Tim can get to work, but it was
nice.
Tim fills a cup of coffee, sets himself down by his computer bay, and activates his comm
unit. “What did I miss?” He asks the open air, ready for anything.

Stephanie lets out a joyful laugh, “Red! I’ve been waiting for you all night. Guess who
faceplanted outside a Subway Sandwich Shop 15 minutes into patrol? Please guess so I can
tell you!”
 Chapter 5: The Phone Call
Chapter Summary

Tim and Damian talk.

Other things happen too.

Chapter Notes

Started writing it. Had a break-down. Bon appétit.

In all seriousness though during this chapter I had the realization the the story was going
to be much longer than I originally thought. So I had to re-outline the entire thing and
refocus on what I wanted to say with it. It took me a while, but I think I'm finally happy
with the direction I'm heading in. Thanks for being patient.

See the end of the chapter for more notes

Tim makes Lian’s keychain and bracelet in a binge that lasts from 4 am to 1 pm on Sunday.
He promptly passes out for three hours and wakes up to an email notification from Damian’s
Wayne Enterprises account. He’s confused for a groggy few seconds before he remembers
the spreadsheet and bolts upright.

Tim immediately opens the document to review it before patrol. He’ll be on comms again,
but he’ll try to talk to Robin a little more this time. Managing the tech has been good these
past few weeks during recovery, and he knows Babs appreciates the help. He might take a
couple nights in with her before all this is over.

In the email, Damian has attached a second file of detailed notes written so that they coincide
with the spreadsheet Tim had shared. It’s a sound system, highly organized; Tim can see it
working in the future. The actual spreadsheet is only changed by the addition of a second
“action” column indicating Damian’s view on the contracts using the key Tim had previously
established for the actions to approve, deny, renew, cancel, or negotiate. Nearly all of
Damian’s decisions match Tim’s own, with a few exceptions. Both contracts Tim had
mismarked were changed in Damian’s column. Notably, there is one that Tim didn’t think
had problems, but will double-check it now that Damian has questioned the first decision.
Tim goes to read the comments on the attached document to get some context and stops short
for a minute. Something pangs in his chest when he realizes that Damian has written the
comments directly addressing him, and he doesn’t really know why that affects him the way
it does.
Most of the comments are quick and professional. They detail why Damian agreed with
Tim’s choices for nearly all the decisions, and a few of them state supporting arguments to
bring up if the board disagrees with some of the more philanthropic choices. The contracts
that Damian had dissented on got more dedication from the kid, though. There are paragraphs
outlining certain decisions that Damian backs up with Tim’s own set precedents; it’s really
good work. Tim can help it get better, but it’s already some of the best he’s seen.

However, the questions sprinkled throughout the attachment are even more interesting; they
ask Tim directly for information.

Drake, why does the R&D department seek business with Kord industries over the
Transhumeral and Transfemoral prosthesis lines but not the Transradial or Transtibial
designs?

Is this the company belonging to the woman whose son claimed father was “dumb enough to
lose his hands” at last year’s Queen Consolidated Charity Gala?

Timothy, the renegotiation for the contracts involving providing lab machinery to state
facilities should stipulate the adherence to Wayne Enterprises’ policies on animal testing.

The email is promising. Tim can use these conversations as a reason to bring up the next
steps he wants to start working on this summer.

He’s excited to talk to Damian about the disagreements and congratulate him on a job well
done. No doubt, Damian will be insufferable about it, but Tim thinks the kid will be silently
pleased. He likes to do good. Tim can tell because he can recognize himself in it from when
he was Damian’s age—fighting Bruce at every turn to even take him on as an apprentice.
Different in so many ways, but so very similar, too.

He thinks it has something to do with how they grew up in those early years. Bruce shares
that with Dick and Jason. All three of the original team grew up angry. They each harbored a
unique rage fueled by grief, revenge, and bitterness. It took hold of them young and spit them
out on Gotham’s criminals without remorse. Tim used to feel like the lack of that boiling
anger made him lesser, somehow worse at the job—not dedicated enough—too clinical. He
doesn’t anymore—because he sees the same thing in the newest Robin. It’s funny how
Damian helped assuage that feeling of inadequacy without even trying. It’s funny because the
kid would probably be mad at himself for helping Tim at all.

The rest of the family likes to call Damian the angriest so far, but that’s not exactly right.
They’re good detectives, but they’re missing the mark. They always have when it comes to
each other. Their mistake is conflating anger with the kid’s ingrained dependence on violence
when that comparison is far too simplifying. Those brutal habits were learned by necessity,
and Damian’s doing a valiant job of unlearning each and every one of them. What no one else
seems to recognize, even Robin himself, is that Damian—just like Tim—grew up lonely. It’s
why Tim still gets it, even with the multiple murder attempts, the vicious vocabulary, and the
unearned entitlement. He gets why Damian makes the decisions he makes. He understands
why Damian goes to violent extremes just to try and prove himself. Tim has never found it
hard to sympathize with him; he just wished that the kid could see it too.
Damian is trying very hard not to be suspicious of Drake. He is. It’s just very hard because he
doesn’t understand what the hell is going on with him. Drake should hate him. Drake does
hate him, and Damian knows that Drake has every right to continue to hate him. After
everything Damian’s done, Robin assumed that whatever thing resembling a ceasefire they
had going on was the best relationship he’d get to have with his predecessor. So yeah, none
of this makes any sense at all, and none of it should be happening.

But….

But it’s nice, is the thing. And nice things have the habit of blowing up in Robin’s face no
matter which brat wears the mask. It’s not Damian’s fault for needing to be cautious, but he’s
also just started to learn enough to not want to be.

Red Robin is still on comms tonight, focusing on Batman, Robin, and Red Hood, while
Oracle handles the Batgirls and Nightwing. Even though Damian knows Drake prefers
fieldwork, he’s incredible at the job. He wouldn’t lie to everyone about recovering faster if he
wasn’t itching to get back to the rooftops—back in the fight.

Drake’s making more of an effort to talk over the line than he usually does. Bruce is
indulging Tim for now. Damian catches his father smiling more than usual at the incessant
rambling. Robin can tell that Batman thinks Red Robin is talking because he’s bored. Damian
thinks it’s because he’s vibrating with nervous energy, anxious every time one or all of them
so much as throw a punch, knowing that the family has one less form of backup than they’re
used to. It’s setting Damian on edge too, which is a new and unfortunate development.

Damian never noticed when Red Robin wasn’t on patrol with them in the past. He barely
talked on the main comms, he kept to himself, and Damian can’t remember the last time he
asked for help. There is absolutely no reason to feel his absence now; even so, it’s not like
he’s really missing. Red Robin hasn’t stopped talking for nearly the entire night.

He’s still chattering with the Red Hood about the abysmal state of the Gotham rogue’s safe
situation and how easy they have become to crack, “Hood, I’m telling you it’s like they aren’t
even trying anymore. They’ve been moving over to locks with numerical or alphabetic codes.
I can unlock those from here, you know? There’s no skill involved in safe-cracking
anymore.”

“You know, Red,” Hood postures, “Most people would consider that development a good
thing.”

Tim responds, “I would expect more appreciation for the finer elements of breaking and
entering from you.”

“Listen, I’m not saying I don’t miss a good dial combination. I’m just pointing out that easy
might be considered better when we’re dealing with psychopaths, you get me?” Jason asks
him with an air of amusement to his tone.
Tim huffs a breath and states, “I just think sensitive information should be safeguarded with
something slightly more secure than a child-gate. Anyone could’ve swiped those files from
Riddler.”

“Hey! That was hard work, Smurfette .”

“Uh-huh, that’s why it took less than 10 minutes.”

They drone on, trading barbs and continued thoughts on the state of Gotham’s current villain
gallery. They eventually begin to argue over whether or not certain rogues are actually
villains, it’s inane chatter, and Robin focuses on his work instead of their bickering. That is
until the end of the patrol when Red Robin addresses Damian directly, asking to move to a
personal line once the vigilantes make it back to the cave. Damian agrees after a slight pause,
allowing Tim to switch his comm’s frequency.

Tim wastes no time on small talk; Damian appreciates this. “Your notes were well-done.”

It’s surprisingly blunt praise, and the younger teen doesn’t know how to answer. He doesn’t
seem to have to, though, as Tim continues a moment later, “I’d like the address some of your
notations and ask for clarification on a few points if that’s alright with you.”

Damian falters. Drake is asking him if he wants to continue the conversation—voluntarily

relinquishing all control over the situation to Damian. Damian could refuse. He could deny
the request and leave Drake licking the wounds of embarrassment and disrespect that Tim
had all but opened himself up to. Damian could say nothing at all, just go and make Timothy
feel as irrelevant as Damian’s always insinuated he was in the past.

There’s an insult sitting on the tip of his tongue, but when he opens his mouth, all that comes
out is a small, “okay.”

They talk. They discuss the contracts that Damian disagreed on. Tim answers the questions
Damian had all but scrawled on a note-taking document. He treats every single comment
methodically and with care—even the ones that were clearly just written for Damian to keep
track of his own thoughts while reading over the spreadsheet. He asks Damian questions that
make him feel increasingly off-kilter, but also something else, something warmer. Tim listens
when Damian elaborates on his points. He changes two of the contract statuses after they
discuss them and promises to look at and add a final clause to another after Damian raises
concerns about animal testing. And at the end of it all, Drake thanks Damian. As if Tim
wasn’t the one who just spent the last hour teaching Damian about business and company
politics, patiently answering and asking questions without any hint of annoyance, even when
Damian himself became short or heated or embarrassed at times. It throws the younger boy
thoroughly, and his body sings with suspicion, but he pushes it down, aside, and away, for
now at least. Instead, he lets himself feel pride; it’s different from his pride in the field or in
public with his father or Grayson. It’s quieter, but he likes it all the same.

When Drake offers to send him the meeting minutes to go over once they’re available and
written, Damian readily agrees. He’s surprised at himself for how invested he’s become in
what is essentially busywork, but he knows it’s important. And it’s for the company, and the
company means something. Wayne Enterprises is a big deal; their father entrusted it to
Timothy, and however small the task is, Timothy entrusts it to Damian.

The meeting goes well…. Tim gets most of what he wanted, at least. It’s not without the
usual hiccups, but that was always to be expected.

Rina, who truly missed her calling as a court stenographer, types meeting minutes word for
word, and she doesn’t pull punches. Tim debates editing some of the more pointed attacks
from Mr. Gauthiery and Thompson but decides against it in the end. Two meaningless
businessmen can’t really lower Damian’s opinion of him anymore. He does preface the
document with a clear paragraph in the email, though.

Damian,

The board’s meeting minutes are attached. Rina was taking them today, so they are extremely
thorough. This much detail is only presented when she is behind the keyboard, so some
meetings will undoubtedly be less documented. She also does not sugar-coat certain
language, and I have not edited the document. I do not want what some board members say
about your father to surprise you; please remember that to them, Bruce Wayne is a fortunate
rich kid who is irresponsible with his money and is loose with his morals.

The meeting lasted two and a half hours, but the reading time should be much faster. Thanks
for all the help.

Timothy Drake.

Majority Shareholder, WE

Damian calls Tim precisely 3 hours after Gotham Academy lets out for the day. He should be
eating dinner. Tim is still in the office, filing a backlog of R&D documents for Lucius. Tim
isn’t expecting a phone call, but he can’t say that Damian finishing going over the minutes so
efficiently surprises him. Damian has always been blunt—not one to waste any time. Tim
appreciates that work ethic right up until his younger brother speaks heatedly into the phone
on the other side of the line.

“Aiden Gauthiery should be immediately terminated from his position on the board.”

Tim is silent for too long, and there’s no way Damian doesn’t pick up on the tension, even
from over the phone. Eventually, though, Tim softly says, “Mr. Gauthiery owns 8% of the
current WE shares. I do not have the authority to remove him from his position. I know some
of the things he said about Bruce were—”

Tim doesn’t get the chance to finish his statement before Damian barrels over his words
unceremoniously, “Father puts forth a public image designed to manipulate people into
forming those opinions about him. I’m talking about how that moronic excuse for a man
talked to you .”

And with that, Tim is rendered silent once again, but for a different reason entirely. Tim is
speechless this time because, for the first time in a long time, he doesn’t actually understand
what’s happening. This doesn’t seem to deter Damian on the other side of the phone; he
couldn’t see Tim’s face go slack, after all.

“It’s unacceptable and unprofessional to disregard the Majority Shareholder’s work so

completely, for no substantial reason. He talked to you like you didn’t deserve to be there
when all he’s ever done in his life is inherit money and take over his wife’s shares of Wayne
Enterprises.”

Tim finally seems to escape from his stupor when he hears Damian take a shaky breath,
probably to breathe in enough air to rant more about how much he dislikes Aiden Gauthiery.
Tim tries to calm him down with reason, “Damian… you have to take into account that from
his perspective, I’ve done nothing with my life but inherit money and take over my
guardian’s shares of Wayne Enterprises.” If he’s being honest with himself, Tim definitely
should have realized that throwing Damian’s words back at the kid wouldn’t help settle down
the heated emotions.

“He implied you were incompetent and uneducated!” Damian’s voice rushes out like he’s
bursting. Tim doesn’t quite understand where the anger is coming from.

Tim sighs and tries to explain, “I’m a high school drop-out, Damian.”

“You have a GED and were offered 3 honorary business degrees that you turned down last
year,” Damian argues, pushing forward a conversation Tim still doesn’t know why they
started.

Tim startles and demands, “How do you know about the honorary degrees?”

“TT,” Damian huffs, “Cat Grant wrote a very popular article about your refusal to accept
them at the start of the year. Which is yet another reason this imbecile has no right to
question your decisions in front of the board! Lucius had to step in no fewer than four times
to remind him about acceptable workplace disagreement practices. He is unprofessional and
incompetent, and I hate him.” Damian finishes—there’s an acid in his tone—vitriolic.

Tim grimaces before sucking in a small breath, “Dami… I can’t fire everyone who doesn’t
respect me. And I don’t have the power to, either. Gauthiery stays.” Tim tries to sound firm,
but the kid still doesn’t relent, and all Tim can think about is how much he doesn’t want to be
having this conversation.

Damian viciously tries to demand, “So he just gets to insult the family like that, then?” And
now, now Tim’s kind of getting annoyed.

“He’s not insulting the family. He’s insulting a snot-nosed 18-year-old kid who doesn’t
deserve the power given to him through what is commonly viewed as one of the most
infamous cases of nepotism in modern world hi—”.
Damian cuts him off again, nearly screeching, “If he’s insulting you, he’s insulting t—.” And
surprising even himself, too tired of being interrupted, Tim snaps.

“Robin!” Tim barks down the phone. Tim is floored that it worked. Damian is silent, and the
tension on the line is palpable. Tim knows deep in his chest that Damian will view the
following words as the command that they are. And he can also tell that for the first time in
their shared history, Damian will listen without pause, “You will drop this, and you will hear
me. Is that understood?”

Robin’s reply is short and clipped, if slightly subdued, “Yes.”

Tim breathes, adjusts his voice to be less commanding, and tries to explain now that he has
the floor, “This is not an outlier. Bruce had to deal with it when he was more involved in the
company, and I have dealt with it for over a year.” Tim pauses, debating whether or not this is
showing too many of his cards at once, before getting tired of his own bullshit and just biting
the bullet, “You will have to deal with it when you start coming with me to certain meetings
over the summer.”

The line is quiet but for breaths. Damian is putting the pieces together in his head.

“You want me to participate in an internship over the summer.”

It’s not a question, but Damian states it like it is. He’s tentative and soft and so unlike what
Tim is used to at that moment. He’s much more familiar with the boy who was just screaming
into Tim’s ear about a man he doesn’t like. Tim answers anyway because this is what he
prepared for, not the argument earlier. This is just getting everything back on track.

“If you want it, I developed a summer intern position that could teach you about the
company. There’s a project there that I’d want you to complete.” Tim waits for a beat, “It’s
only if you want to do it, though.”

Damian answers quickly, his voice picking up again to its regular timber, “I want it.”

Tim grins and warns him, “I think it’ll be good for you, but I can’t show too much favoritism.
You’ll probably have to do boring intern stuff like get Lucius coffee and file late-night
paperwork.”

And now the kid’s even quicker on the uptake, and he firmly says, “I still want it.”

Tim relaxes, “Okay, then. We’ll talk about it more over Sunday brunch at the manor. Are you
good?”

He can feel that Damian has something to say, but he must decide against voicing it because
he simply says, “Yeah… all good”, into the phone before hanging up.

Tim’s not exactly proud that it’s such a relief that Damian hangs up the phone, but that
doesn’t make it any less of one.

Tim has to drop off the panic buttons to Jason in half an hour and finds himself looking
forward to it. He walks over to the brown box he placed the three beacons in when he
grabbed them from his desk at the nest and opens it, checking it over one last time before he
leaves the office. The watch sits garishly in the corner, calling attention to itself with its
bright red band and over-large face. Roy’s going to love it, but it’ll no doubt annoy the hell
out of Jason. The Ninja Turtle bracelet is a true work of art; it’s Michaelangelo themed upon
Jason’s request—apparently Lian’s favorite. The keychain for the backpack is his favorite,
though. A miniature red-chrome version of the Red Hood helmet and a bright red quiver
dangle together off a silver jump ring. Tim smiles softly and packs it away before heading
toward Jason’s current apartment.

The second he ends the call with Drake, Damian wants to scream, but he won’t. He’s an Al
Ghul—a Wayne. He’s Robin, and this isn’t going to get to him. The whiplash the
conversation left in its wake is still hollowing out his chest cavity, but if he just thinks about
it for a minute, it’ll be fine. His chest can’t be hollow because his lungs expand and contract
with his breath. His heart is beating solidly at the pulse-point on his left wrist, and the hand
he puts to his chest counts his ribs—all present and secure—there is no gaping hole in his
sternum. It helps, and it means he can actually take stock of his emotions now.

He’s confused and still angry, but he’s also cautiously excited. It’s weird feeling so
emotionally unhinged, so he does the only thing he can think of that might make this better.

He asks Grayson to come to the manor, and just like Damian knew he would, Grayson
comes.

Dick arrives in a good mood because it’s been a good few weeks. Jason and Bruce are
talking, Duke is finally settling in, and the girls are as chaotic as ever. Tim is recovering. He
took two bullets, but he’s recovering, and he’d been so present on tech with Babs. Everything
is going well, so he doesn’t think much of Damian asking him to come over.

Maybe he should have. Dick’s littlest brother’s brow is pinched tight when Dick finds him
sitting at the kitchen island, playing with the cover of a small tablet. He seems to be thinking
deeply, and something is so clearly bothering Damian that Dick can sense it just from how
tightly the youngest Wayne holds himself. He doesn’t even protest the hug Dick gives him
when the oldest sibling makes his own way over to the island.

“Hey Dami, is something wrong?”

“I…” Damian starts, “I don’t know.”

“...okay. Well, if you walk me through what you’re thinking, maybe saying what you’re
feeling out loud will help you decide whether or not something is wrong. Does that sound
good?”

“It’s Drake,” Damian says without fanfare. Stilted, upset.

He probably should have elaborated, though, because Dick immediately assumes they’re
fighting again and promptly asks, “Oh no, are you guys fighting again?”
Damian stays quiet, though. His fingers tap on the countertop, and his foot rubs at the stool’s
legs. Usually, if Damian and Tim are fighting, or hell, even if anyone is getting on his nerves,
Damian is very vocal about it. This is weird.

And weird is always, always bad.

Weird is the feeling Dick gets while off-world for a useless Titans mission—like he’s missing
something important—finding out it’s Jason’s funeral. It’s Damian dead on the end of a
sword, and Bruce gone, gone, gone.

It’s Tim’s back retreating from the Bat-cave and Red Robin falling from the Wayne building
down, down, down.

It’s a bullet in Blockbuster.

Dick fights through the sudden haze to look at Damian. If this is as bad as it could be…Tim
was just shot twice, and he could be dying. Again. He starts to panic because, holy shit, he
could de—.

“He’s being too kind.”

His open and overwhelming relief must show on his face because Damian grimaces.

Dick takes a bit of a breather and refocuses. He knows how to deal with Damian having
trouble accepting affection. He raised him for a while there when things got really bad. Dick
is surprised at Tim reaching out, but he’s heard from Duke and Jason that the two have been
talking about Wayne Enterprises together for the past few days. There’s a curl of something
envious in his gut when he realizes that’s what Damian’s probably worried about, but he
crushes it down so he can be there for his youngest brother.

Dick heaves himself onto the counter with an overexaggerated grunt and flings his body to
the side to dramatically lay on the granite counter in front of his baby brother. Damian rolls
his eyes, but ever so minutely, the kid’s shoulders drop from up around his ears. Mission
success.

‘You know, little D, sometimes being kind is how families act towards one another.”

“Drake should hate me.” Damian huffs dismissively.

The reaction is a lot for Dick to parse through in a short amount of time, and Damian says it
like it should be a fact. Which, Dick grants him, would make a lot of sense in a different
family. There’s something else in Damian’s voice, though—in his coiled posture—and Dick
recognizes the grippings of shame like they’re visible and flashing bright red.

It’s then that Dick actually finds the words, even if he doesn’t know if they’re the right ones,
“Hey, look at me, Damian.” He sits up from where he was lying down, lets his feet dangle off
the granite, and waits for Damian to meet his eyes. When Damian’s head comes up, Dick
puts a hand on his shoulder and ducks his head closer, so they are eye to eye.
 “We don’t get to decide if or when people forgive us,” is how he starts, and Damian’s face
crumples just a little before Dick squeezes his shoulder again, signifying that he isn’t quite
done. “We also don’t get to stop them when they’re ready to. Tim is already your family, and
he already cares about you, just like you care about him.” It’s a statement, but Dick waits for
Damian to nod before he says the last part of his impromptu oldest brother speech. Damian
does.

He also swallows past the realization that he wants what Damian’s getting, “If Tim is ready to
reach out to you, then don’t you think you should embrace it? It’s a good thing. It’s a really
good thing, kid.”

Damian looks down and closes his eyes tightly, thinking. He nods to himself once, twice,
then looks up at Dick and states, “It is. I’m going to try too.”

Dick ruffles his hair and pulls his youngest brother into a tight hug.

When Dick gets a text from Tim two weeks later about doing an interview with him that Tim
keeps getting pestered to agree to, he doesn’t cry. He’s never been fond of interviews or talk
shows, but this is Tim reaching out . So he decided to follow his own damn advice and tells
Tim that he’d be there and that he’d love to. He thought it’d feel like a lie, but it doesn’t. He
wants to do this with Tim. He wants to try more than anything.

If this is trying, then he’s ready to give it everything he has.

Chapter End Notes

Next Up! Dick and Tim chapter featuring the Batgirls. Maybe other characters too, who
knows.
 Chapter 6: Interview with a Vigilante
Chapter Summary

Tim and Dick are interviewed by Cat Grant.

Couldn't fit Batgirls in here; they get their own thing now.

Dick is sweating profusely through the unflinchingly expensive suit Tim forced him into
early that afternoon. He had tried to wear a button-up he bought from the Old Navy sale
section last year, and his younger brother leveled a look at him so vicious it nearly made Dick
feel bad for Conner and Bart, who he knows wear basically the same clothes every day.

He hasn’t worn a suit while not undercover since he was the acting Batman of Gotham City.
It’s itchy and constricting, and he can’t move his shoulders or stretch his legs freely. He
doesn’t like not being able to move.

He’s currently sitting in a plush chair while a makeup team argues over whether or not they
should cover the light scar on the left side of his chin. The official story is a skiing accident;
the unofficial story could also be called a skiing accident if you count an encounter with Mr.
Freeze while Jason was still in green tights as skiing—or an accident for that matter.

They end up covering it with a slightly too-light concealer for his complexion, but the tonal
change is soft and probably won’t be picked up on the camera. He lets it go with an easy
smile, and he leaves the chair with a nod—heading over to where Tim is already waiting in
the wings on Cat Grant’s new television set. Dick stands beside him and watches as Grant
introduces herself to the studio audience currently in the seats nearest to the set. She pays
them more attention than he expected. He sees her shaking hands and talking animatedly to a
young couple.

Dick lets out a small breath and turns to Tim, “I didn’t see the makeup and hair team forcing
you into a tune-up.”

It’s a statement, but it’s also a question. Dick has been getting good at asking questions
without actually asking them. Maybe that has to do with too much time around a family that
tenses up when sentences end with a question mark. Maybe it’s just something that would
have happened anyway.

“I did it before I picked you up,” Tim answered, voice low. When Dick quirks an eyebrow
towards him, he shifts uncomfortably and stares at the sound tech fixing a mic to his collar,
“There’s still a bruise on my cheekbone from the thing with Peter.”
Dick stops fidgeting for a moment where he is playing with his sleeves, “Oh?”. There are a
couple of layers to Tim’s answer that require some level of parsing through. Peter means
Jason; they can’t exactly say his name out in public with him being legally dead and all. But
the thing with Jason is definitely referring to Tim’s first patrol since being shot, where a
mugger managed to elbow him in the cheekbone before Tim knocked him out. He was out
with Jason that night as a sort of trial run. Neither Jason nor Damian have let Tim patrol
alone since, and Stephanie’s been getting on them for hogging him. Dick had tried to join one
night, but Tim ever so politely informed him that having two babysitters was humiliating
enough. He didn’t ask again.

That was a week ago, though. There shouldn’t still be a bruise. Dick sees Tim glance at him
sideways and lets out an annoyed breath.

“Come on, not you, too. It’s almost gone. I’m perfectly fine,” and after a second, something
colder leaves his mouth, although someone who hasn’t known Tim for nearly a decade
wouldn’t pick up on the tonal change or its new iciness, “And I’m perfectly capable of
handling my own business.”

Ouch. Okay. Maybe that’s fair.

Dick’s also been getting good at forcing himself to let things go. He tilts his head in an
agreeable nod towards Tim as Cat Grant starts their introduction on the set. He doesn’t think
about talking to Tim later about the prolonged bruise or that he might have gone back to
patrol too early. He doesn’t think about it because he knows he’ll end up with another case of
foot-in-mouth disease as he no doubt says the wrong thing over and over and over again.

Dick is so very tired of saying the wrong thing.

Instead, he smiles brightly and wide as he and Tim walk out to greet Cat and her extremely
excitable studio audience.

He takes more time waving to the audience while Tim takes Cat Grant’s hand, practiced and
professional. Tim leans in to exchange quick pleasantries. He’s done this before, but Dick
doesn’t remember him ever talking about it. This isn’t Tim, but the face he’s wearing seems
so natural and at ease. Dick has the sudden, sinking realization that he isn’t an expert on who
his brother is anymore, and he doesn’t know this particular act. The kid who hated English
but loved storytelling—the one who practiced skateboarding tricks in the Batcave at all hours
of the night and said words like “rad” in the same sentence as “obstruction” isn’t here.
Neither is the over-eager Robin, whose go-to disguises were the “too cool for school” Alvin
Draper and the painfully over-acted Mr. Sarcastic. He’s learned, and he’s grown, and he’s so
so different that it splits Dick’s heart in two on live television. He’s lucky it doesn’t show.

The realization that Dick hasn’t been given permission to truly know the man his kid-brother
is turning into nearly makes him flinch in pain, but he doesn’t have time for it. Tim is turning
towards him with Cat Grant on his arm to introduce them, and he looks every bit the person
Dick knew he could be from the beginning. That moment is reassuring in a way––Dick feels
a sense of pride looking at him––the only regret in his head is that he didn’t get to be there to
see any of it happen.
Dick smiles and reaches his arm out, and he knows the effect is disarming because Cat’s eyes
wander playfully for the cameras, but he also knows it’s not enough to fool a trained vigilante
because Tim’s gaze is piercing and heavy. The applause drowns out his small hello to Grant
and whatever she says back to him, and all three of them take their respective seats. Tim and
Dick sit on stylish but uncomfortable armchairs while Cat retreats behind her bright blue
desk.

The audience quiets on cue, and Cat grins at them kindly, “I know we said hello on the floor,
but I just wanted to welcome you both to the set! Tim, it’s always a pleasure” Tim tilts an
angled nod towards Cat––it conveys something that might mean likewise , “and Richard! I
believe this is your first time on the show; I hope we make a good impression.”

“The show is amazing!” He says sunnily, gesturing to the set and the audience in a sweeping
motion of his hand to rowdy applause, “but this is hardly my first impression of you, Ms.
Grant.”

She laughs brightly. It’s well practiced, “No, no, it’s not. Do you remember our first meeting?
I’m trying to place it.”

He nods once, “I must’ve been 10 or so. Bruce had taken me to my first gala.” He has that
night ingrained in his memory, Vicky Vale had nearly been thrown out by Bruce, and Alfred
brought Dick to bed a full two hours early because he almost cried when someone claimed
how lucky he was to be able to leave the circus behind.

Cat quickly straightens as she must remember, “Yes, of course! You were so polite.” Dick is
glad they remember the night so differently, “I was a new hire for the daily planet. How long
ago must that have been?”

He knows this dance, as much as he’s avoided it over the last few years. He might be rusty,
but he knows the steps, and he chuckles through his reply, “Too long, you’ll make us both
feel old just thinking about it.”

She laughs too, and Tim smiles good-naturedly. As they all settle down, she puts her hand
down on her desk and leans forward, “I did have a set of questions ready for you both, and I
promise I will get to them in a moment, but Tim, I have to know how you got another Wayne
to be here! It’s been near impossible to get an interview with anyone else for well over a year
now, and I’m feeling very special.”

At this, Tim’s laugh finally chimes lightly, and from Cat’s answering megawatt smile, Tim’s
laugh must be a rare and hard-won occurrence here. Tim answers with a rueful smirk before
leaning in conspiratorially, “I’m going to be completely honest with you, Cat… I asked.”

“No!”

“Yes.”

“No!”

He only nods with the same smirk.

“I cannot believe that’s the angle we should’ve played this whole time,” she stage-whispers
to the audience and camera. They play into her cue and laugh.

Tim stays leaned forward as he replies to their host’s brief aside, “Our family, despite the
local notoriety, are deeply private people, which I know you understand.”

“As someone who reported on Bruce and the Wayne’s for the society pages in the past, I can
confirm this as fact,” Cat agrees.

“Exactly,” Tim states, “but they are amenable, particularly when I annoy them into agreeing
to things I want them to do.”

“Well, Tim, on behalf of everyone everywhere, I thank you for your service,” she says before
turning to Dick with a question, “Does this mean we’ll be seeing more of you and your other
brother around in the media?”

Dick answers readily, this is a question Tim said she would ask, “I’ll try to accompany Tim
when my work allows for it, but I know Cassandra, Damian, and Duke don’t have plans to
make any public appearances as of yet.” He’s pretty sure she meant Damian with the rather
pointed question, but he wanted to cover everyone legally attached to Bruce with his answer.
And he wanted her to notice, too.

She does. It almost gives her pause, but she’s a professional. She continues, “Tim has
mentioned your work in the past. It surprised me at first but sounds very rewarding. A
gymnastics coach, correct?”

Dick smiles for another moment, and this one is still polished, but it’s real and warm. He
loves his job. Both of them. “Yeah, I mostly instruct k-12 kids in group and individual
gymnastics and tumbling. It’s the best decision I’ve ever made.”

Cat’s grin also turns soft, “…sounds like a noble pursuit, Mr. Grayson. Although, I’m sure
Wayne Enterprises feels your loss in the family business.”

Tim stiffens next to him, near imperceptible, and Dick’s hackles rise in turn. He tilts his head,
and Tim must recognize something in his eye because he tries to give him a signal to stop. He
doesn’t, “I’m not sure what you mean,” is the reply he lands on. Dick wants her to explain,
but he also doesn’t want Tim to bite his head off later. Yet.

“Oh… I only meant as Bruce’s eldest ward—”

Tim interrupts, “Son,” he states, “Dick is Bruce’s oldest son .” Tim gives a tight smile to
Grant and grips Dick’s sleeve in a way that says, I don’t like that you started this , but I’m on
your team. God, it’s been a long time since Dick felt like he and Tim were on the same team.

Cat continues, correcting herself, “right… as Bruce’s eldest son; the industry certainly
expected you to be the Wayne to overtake Bruce’s position as majority shareholder, while Mr.
Drake focused on his late parent’s company. Tim, here, surprised everyone when he…
acquired his position in the family business… that is, the Wayne one.”
Tim is about to open his mouth and smooth the ruffled feathers here. He’s going to tank the
subtle disrespect, Dick can tell . And Cat knows that that’s what’s going to happen because
she’s looking at Tim to talk next. Something in Dick roils at that, and he’s angry at her for it.
And he doesn’t want to let Tim soothe the situation yet, so he rushes to speak first.

“He surprised everyone except Lucius Fox, who hand-picked and trained him for the
position.” After a pause, Dick continues and stares at Cat, daring her to disagree with his next
statement, “He didn’t surprise his family, either. Tim’s the smartest person I know. Probably
the smartest person you know, too.”

At that, Tim lets out a quick laugh—he’s done letting Dick control the situation, “He’s
exaggerating.” Cat turns her attention to Tim, relieved.

He puts his hand on Dick’s shoulder heavily and makes eye contact with Cat while wearing a
wry smirk, “and protective, you understand,” he scrunches his nose at her like they’re friends
commiserating, “I think it’s an older brother thing, I’m the same way about Damian and
Duke.”

She understands exactly what Tim is offering at the moment; an out. She doesn’t even think
before jumping on it, chuckling with him.

“Now you have to tell me about that! The world needs more stories about the Wayne
siblings,” she says dramatically to ease the tension in the studio, “we’re starved. ”

“Okay, okay, but only if you promise not to laugh too hard at my expense. I’m an
embarrassing older brother.”

Cat winks and says, “no promises.”

The rest of the interview passes easily between Cat and Tim, but the stiffness in Dick stays.
He tries his best to be polite and present, but he’s still so angry. Angry that she got away with
it, mad that Tim let her, upset that this definitely isn’t the first time. They talk about their
siblings for the remainder of their time with Cat, and Tim brings up how proud he is about
Damian accepting an internship with the company over the summer. They talk about the
intricacies of the intern program until she has to cut them off.

When they say goodbye, and the cameras stop rolling, Cat immediately turns to Tim and
says, “Thank you.” Low enough so that the audience doesn’t hear, and then turns to Dick and
says, “… I’m sorry,” even lower. They both nod, and then it’s over. Situation handled.
Finished. Done.

Except….

Tim is livid.

He nearly makes it two blocks from the studio in the car before starting the argument, “What
did I say just before we went on set?”
Dick answers, cringing slightly, “…that you can handle your own business.”

Tim huffs like he’s surprised Dick answered but is annoyed all the same, “and what did you
do?”

And Dick seems to decide then and there that this isn’t the conversation he wants to be
having, “No. No, I’m not apologizing for standing up for you. That’s never going to happen,
Tim.”

Tim reels, this isn’t part of the plan, but he’s still so angry at how it turned out. Dick has no
right to meddle in his business. He’s silent for a long while, thinking in circles about what
matters more to him—sticking to the plan or making sure Dick doesn’t get an opportunity to
play savior when Tim doesn’t need it. In a perfect world, Tim could get Dick to agree to
continue going to these, but to also chill the fuck out and let Tim handle himself. It’s not a
perfect world.

Dick interrupts his speeding train of thought as Tim parks at the Manor, “You’re not doing
those alone again. Me or Duke or Cass or Damian—or hell, Bruce. We are going to these
with you from now on.”

Dick’s not going to let this go, and it’s even a good thing to have the promise of more
Wayne’s in the media—but…. Tim doesn’t like what Dick’s insinuating.

“I don’t need you to save me, Dick,” Tim spits.

Dick whirls on him from where he was facing the house, “It’s not about what you need—”

Tim narrows his eyes, “So you admit, it’s not about me.”

Dick makes an incredulous sound, “Of course, it’s about you, Tim. I know you don’t need
defending, but you were just going to let her say that shit . How is that fair to you? How am I
supposed to let it happen?”

“You don’t get to decide how I handle my problems, Dick!”

“I do get to decide how I react to people saying that to my brother , though!” Dick breathes
deeply, his eyes intense, and he looks at Tim in the face from where he’s bodily turned to face
the younger man, “You’re not going to another interview alone.”

Tim stares just as heatedly before the fight leaves him all at once. He gets a lot out of this
decision; it’s good for the plan. He doesn’t have to like every part of it, though.

“It’s not as bad as you seem to think. But fine. Do what you think you need to. Now get out
of my car.”

A flash of hurt splays itself across Dick’s face before he gets out and leaves, but it doesn’t
feel like a victory.

Dick doesn’t look back, and Tim doesn’t know why he wants him to so badly. He wants Dick
to open the driver’s side door and demand to hug and forgive one another. He wants Dick to
force him inside the Manor for dinner, to make him mad, to yell, scream, cry, and fight. He
wants Dick to fight for him even if it makes him angry.

Instead, Tim rubs a hand down his face, puts the car into drive, and speeds away toward the
nest.

Tim was right. It’s not as bad as Dick seemed to think. It was worse. Either Tim’s priorities
are so turned around that he actually thinks it’s not a big deal, or he knew exactly how bad it
was and undersold it in the hopes Dick wouldn’t look into it. Dick doesn’t know what he
would rather it be, so he doesn’t think about it beyond planning to fix it.

Dick’s been watching and reading interviews since Tim dropped him off, even listening to
podcasts that mention the young shareholder. Nearly every one of them includes passive
aggressive slights against Tim’s worth, experience, or intelligence. In the articles and
soundbites that Tim isn’t present for, they don’t even try to hide it in subtlety.

Dick compiles it and shows it to Bruce after patrol that day. He ends by explaining what
happened on Grant’s show, and Bruce agrees with him. He goes to Cass and Duke next, and
they both say they want to be part of the plan to not let Tim do these alone anymore.

Damian is different. He demands to be part of the plan before Dick even gets to him.

Dick was planning to talk to Jason first to ask if he thought it would be a good idea to put
Damian and Tim in an interview together. The youngest Wayne hears of the plan from
Cassandra. He interrupts Dick and Jason in the middle of their conversation, both Jason and
Dick leaning towards not putting Damian in interviews with Tim just yet, sourcing the
younger boy’s temperament and their history.

Damian had information they didn’t, though. When they try to explain why Damian going to
the interviews and events is a bad idea, he interrupts them harshly and claims, “It’s not just in
interviews.”

Both Dick and Jason narrow their eyes and turn to him, listening. Damian continues.

“It’s in board meetings, too. Arrogant imbeciles casually disregard him and his authority and
he just takes it. He doesn’t defend himself because he thinks that from their perspective, ‘they
have a point.’” Damian is fuming, talking at them with his hands and pacing. “He gave me
the minutes to the contract meeting I assisted with, and we argued about it over the phone. He
told me that I’d learn to deal with it . That it happened to father, too. But it’s different . He
doesn’t get that it’s different. And you’re both going to let me help .”

Dick just says, “okay.” He stops Damian mid-pace, and he brings him into a hug on Jason’s
weirdly comfortable couch. He looks at Jason over Damian’s head, and Jason nods.
Dick and Damian eventually leave, Damian ditched school to interrupt them, and Dick takes
him to the second half of his classes. Damian tried to get out of it by looking to Jason for
help, but Jason’s almost a responsible adult now. He sends a kid to school nearly every day,
so Damian really shouldn’t have expected an out from him.

Jason sits at his counter and looks at a Batman backpack. Lian and Roy are in Star visiting
the Queen’s, but her bag is here on the counter, and Jason is staring at the keychains dangling
from the zipper. He breathes in deeply. He still can’t pick her up from school because he’s
technically dead. He was going to ask Tim and Barbara to help him craft a new identity for
things like that. He was going to ask to be someone new to avoid precisely the kind of
bullshit he’s thinking about doing right now. It’s so stupid. He’s being so stupid. But he
watched the videos Dick sent just like the rest of the bats, and he’s stuck thinking, I can’t even
help.

He knew he was going to ask for help being no longer legally dead; he was prepared to deal
with that. He just has to get used to the fact he’s going to ask to come back as himself.
 Chapter 7: Home for the Summer
Chapter Summary

It's the summer, and it passes quickly.

Chapter Notes

In honor of 1000+ kudos, here's the next chapter a week early. I'm literally blown away
by the reaction. Thanks so much, everyone.

Damian Wayne starting an internship at Wayne Enterprises in mid-June is a big deal in the
business and financial circles, especially on the east coast. Tim Drake being the teen's direct
point of contact makes it an even bigger deal—a controversial one, if you watch the right
programming. Much of the upper crust is divided on the topic. Most of those involved with
WE through employment or trade tow the company line. They talk about bright young men
taking an interest and making real, effective change. They tout the statistics that back them
up, pointing to higher stocks, better public opinion, and their employee satisfaction surveys
being the highest in the company's history. They say that if Tim sees something in Damian,
there's something to see.

That is to say, most people involved in Wayne Enterprises understand it to be unwise to

directly question CEO Lucius Fox, Majority Shareholder Tim Drake, or Bruce Wayne
himself. All three of them regularly speak about how exciting Damian's position as an intern
will be over the summer.

Still, there are other people who do not seem to feel that pressure. Many competing members
of other companies call the move the actions of a failing company or an excuse for Bruce
Wayne to get his kids out of the mansion for the summer. They view the act as yet another
case of Bruce Wayne's dependence on nepotism for his children to gain any form of success.
It seems to shine a light on Tim's advance to power; people from all over the media nitpick
his decisions from the very beginning to this most current blunder.

Suffice it to say; the opinion is split relatively evenly in the month leading up to Damian's
first day. Still, the coverage is vicious when specific networks decide on a negative stance.
The debate even makes it into more mainstream news reports, where a lack of knowledge
seems to breed suspicion on whether or not Tim Drake could possibly be an effective
controlling shareholder while so young, and just what he thinks he's doing bringing another
teenager into the mix. The story becomes a hot topic throughout the month of June, well past
the time when both Damian and Tim have proven the decision to be a sound and profitable
one. The work's relatively quiet and tedious nature seems to bolster people into sharing their
unfounded thoughts on the topic and asking Damian and Tim invasive and offensive
questions whenever possible.

It's the story of the summer.

Well….

It's the story of the summer until July 11th, the day Jason Todd returns to the land of the
living. Publically, of course.

After that happens, no one seems interested in asking Tim if he thinks he deserves to hold a
position in a major company despite his glaring lack of education. They're busy being flipped
off by the newly not-dead Jason Peter Todd-Wayne, and asking Bruce if he thinks there's a
possibility that this young man could be an imposter. Granted, those reporters don't get very
friendly responses from anyone in the family as they ask questions during the many press
conferences following the reintroduction of Jason to the Wayne Family media fold.

The entire timeline is meticulously planned by Bruce and Dick—Jason approving or denying
the steps when presented to him. They designed the coverage to take the heat off Tim and
Damian and the negative press that seemed to generate around the start of the summer. The
season passes quickly after the first announcement, and the whirlwind unfolds precisely as
predicted.

The entire affair is masterfully executed. Tim applauds them; he does. He just wishes that it
would stop feeling so pointedly for him .

He knows that it's not, is the thing.

Logically, he gets it. It's about the family. It's about the Waynes. And Damian was getting
nearly as much negative coverage as Tim, so he very logically understands why the family is
working so hard to curb the attention and help. He's a little confused as to why Jason is so
adamant about helping, but he thinks it's a fantastic development for further integrating him
into the family. It's incredible progress for him and Bruce, too. Tim is very proud of both of
them.

All those feelings don't stop the help from hurting so poignantly, though. It might actually
make it worse.

Tim wants it to be for him. It's okay that it's not. It's actually better that way. He's been
getting complacent over the summer. He's enjoying too much without purpose or focus on the
plan. By the end of August, 5 months have passed since the beginning of Tim's plot. That
only leaves 13 left to get everything in order. He needs to get back to work, and he needs to
do it soon. Tim argues with himself for a long while about his own timeline before he finally
elects that he deserves to enjoy the last days of the summer. He wants to remember this
summer fondly. He's earned the right to have good memories of these people and this city.
Tim has given up so much. He loves Gotham, and he loves them, and he wants so badly to
deserve this.
It kind of sucks that he has to convince himself of that every day.

Tim devises a schedule for the last week of August to squeeze maximum enjoyment out of
the time before he buckles down again. He spends the days working with Damian, covering
press with Dick and Jason, and he tries to spend as much time as possible with Steph and
Cass.

It's good. It's really good, but the last day of August is still bittersweet.

Tim wakes up from actual sleep in the morning. Steph had forced him and Cass onto one of
the couches in one of the family rooms to watch a movie marathon that neither of them
actually agreed to. But they smile at each other on either end of the plush couch as Stephanie
loads up the first Fast and Furious film. Stephanie acts out every explosion with what can
only be described as a dedication to a variety of mouth sounds. He and Cass tackle her to the
couch around the middle of Too Fast, Too Furious, and she laughs so hard she snorts
violently, promising to stop. Tim wakes up to Cass' foot in his face and Stephanie's elbow
digging into his back, and he smiles for a long, long time before extracting himself from his
sister and best friend.

Cass wakes up when he stands and she grabs his wrist—her grip is light but secure. He looks
down at her, and she tilts her head. She's asking if he's okay, and he doesn't even have to lie to
her when he nods silently. She lets him go with a squeeze to his wrist and repositions
Stephanie's still sleeping form to lay across her more comfortably than before. Tim catches
her eyes again and raises his brows teasingly, and she signs at him to shut up, little brother.
They smile at each other brightly, and Tim winks at her before he turns to leave for breakfast
—quickly, so he can avoid Cass throwing a pillow at him if he can.

Damian is waiting for him at the kitchen table, and Tim's decidedly not in his head about how
much he'll miss this. He hasn't had breakfast with Damian every day, but he has eaten with
his younger brother frequently, especially after Jason's return to the land of the living—
legally speaking. The whole family has been more or less using the manor as a home base
while the media swarms the Wayne's and those associated with them. The silence isn't as
calm as it usually is, and Tim can tell Damian wants to break it. He waits for the kid to be
ready and eats his waffle in the meantime. The space is charged, but he still finds himself at
peace with being patient; Tim can wait until Damian finds the words.

"Drake…" Tim looks up, fork full of strawberry syrup dipped waffle, and he nods for Damian
to continue before shoving his food in his mouth.

Damian, used to Tim's abysmal eating habits, still makes a softly disgusted face at the older
boy's antics before responding, "I believe I am… anxious. For the meeting this afternoon."

Tim swallows. His brows pinch together minutely. He speaks without hesitation, "Your
presentation is brilliant. The board is going to be blown away, and you've performed perfectly
when we've practiced." He stabs another piece of waffle, "There's nothing to worry about,
kid."

Damian huffs, "All the practices have only been in front of you. There's no reason to be
anxious when it's just you."
Tim chews his waffle for a long time, thinking. He's letting Damian's worries sink in, so he
might be able to assuage some of his nerves. Eventually, he looks across the island where
they've had breakfast together so many times over the summer and says, "I understand."

Damian lets out his signature sound of discontent, "TT. You do not," he insists, "You do this
all the time, and I've never seen you so much as sweat this entire summer."

A slight pout appears on Tim's face, and he braces himself to tell Damian a truth. He doesn't
like doing this much, but he's capable of putting his own discomfort aside to be of service.
"You know… I've always been calmer when I have a plan to fall back on. I like to follow
steps. Do you think it might help you in the meeting if we put together a small outline, maybe
a few contingencies?"

Damian really looks at Tim for a moment, and it makes Tim feel like a real physical human
being—like he can't be seen through or ignored. It's quite the experience for a child who felt
like his skin was glass growing up. The kid's all Robin when he presses, "We can have
contingencies?"

"We can make as many contingencies as you need us to."

As if he's been thinking about it for some time, Damian quickly asks, "What if I start the
presentation and the slide deck fails? The charts we made help with visualization."

"I can clear my morning to print out the charts. We'll have them and a stand in my office as a
backup."

Damian stares for a moment and continues, "What if someone interrupts me before the
question portion of the presentation?"

Tim doesn't waver, "I will kindly remind them to hold their questions, and you will continue
as we planned."

The kid nods, "What if I forget what to say?"

It's hard to tell if this is something Tim can find humor in or if this is something Damian
needs support with, so Tim settles for smirking before he answers, "you will take the
notecards we wrote out of your suit pocket, and you will use them as a guide. Many board
members still use notecards for presentations, and it will not reflect poorly on you."

Damian bites his lip, "What if there's an Arkham breakout?"

And Tim almost laughs because now Damian is reaching, but he catches himself—this is
Gotham, after all. He looks at Damian across the table and says, "As per company protocol,
we will shelter in place in the building. You and I will shelter in my office, where Tam has
already stored extra suits for emergencies in the en-suite bathroom. The meeting will be
rescheduled for the next available business day." He tilts his head and adds, "Damian, you're
going to be amazing. I know it."

"You know it?"

A genuine smile makes its way onto Tim's face, splitting it in two, "Sometimes I just know
things. It's older brother magic."

Damian stares again, and he's purposefully not trying to hide his emotions. It's a new
development that Tim cherishes when he gets to have it, and it makes talking to and teaching
Damian easier than it was before. Damian's worried, but he looks determined, too; he nods.
He's ready.

"Okay. Okay, let's go."

"Okay," Tim replies, and just to get Damian back to himself, Tim ruffles the brat's hair to get
him to shout indignantly.

He does. And if Tim wasn't fast enough in racing to the car, Damian might've gotten a bite in.
As it happens, they make it to the Porsche together, and Damian collects himself after
tackling his older brother bodily. He straightens his suit before opening the passenger door
and shooting Tim a deadly look as he gets inside.

Damian and Tim arrive in the boardroom early.

The room is not quiet. Tim types on his laptop while Damian's feet clap to the timber of his
quick pacing. Damian is finishing his last run-through, continually pestering Tim to ask if
there is a better, more effective way to say some of his points. Tim denies it every time,
stating that Damian's words are completely fine and the best way to get the point across,
and Damian, please, it's perfect, let it go.

By the time the rest of the board arrives, they are both sitting together, ensuring the
presentation's slide deck runs on the screen at the head of the room. It runs just as it should,
and Tim gives Damian a mocking grin. Damian knocks on his shoulder before standing and
grabbing the remote to start the presentation on the summer intern project: a proposed charity
budget and fundraising schedule that includes longstanding Wayne foundation galas as well
as new events based around Gotham schools and shelters. Tim has seen the project hundreds
of times over the summer, and every time Damian updated it, Tim became more and more
impressed. Tim himself proposed the budget the year before, and he's so proud of what
Damian was able to do with it. He expects the board meeting to go well, which is why he's
grinning madly when Damian starts.

"It's good to see everyone here for such a deserving topic of discussion. The Wayne
Enterprises charity branch, The Martha Wayne Foundation, is lauded as one of Gotham's
largest and most impactful charitable bodies. Started by Bruce Wayne in his earliest years of
ownership, the foundation has been a source of good that gave to Gotham in its many hours
of need. I'm here to propose the upcoming fiscal year's charitable budget in its entirety. We'll
take questions and proposed changes at the end of the meeting."

"We'll be beginning with the reserve budget for rebuilding Gotham's infrastructure after a
possible rogue attack. The budget here will be–"
Most of the board is politely intrigued; the charity budget is always one of the year's more
laid-back and exciting meetings. Most of the board are, in fact, Gothamites who actively
want to improve the city they love and live in. Most of the board is also not Aiden Gauthiery,
whose meager 8% of WE shares seems to compel him to believe himself untouchable. It's
him who decides to interrupt.

Gauthiery clears his throat and looks around incredulously at the other board members, "I'm
sorry… Is no one else offended by this? We can't be seriously considering listening to a
toddler talk about a multi-billion dollar company's charity budget." The man even turns to
Tim and says, "This has to be a joke, right? It's a miracle we tolerate a high school dropout
being here, but this," he waves dismissively at a frozen Damian, "this is too much, and
somebody has to say it."

Tim narrows his eyes at Aiden Gauthiery for the very first time, and Aiden seems to delight
in finally getting a reaction out of him. After all the time he spent sniping at the young man
from the sidelines, it must be nice to see his work pay off. Tim spares a single glance at
Damian. The younger Wayne is good at hiding it, he wouldn't be Robin if he wasn't, but Tim
knows how to read him now. Damian isn't angry. He isn't furious or seething like Tim would
have expected.

He's upset.

For a moment, the only thing Tim can see is red.

It only takes a second from the end of Gauthiery's impassioned interruption for Tim to turn
back to the man and smile with all his teeth. The board doesn't get to see this smile much, as
it's usually reserved for villains like Dent or Cobblepot. For the people Tim fights against, he
smiles like a shark. He is pleased that it unsettles Aiden Gauthiery as much as it does.

Tim stands and perches himself on the conference table. He leans for the meeting phone that
sits unused in the middle of the conference room's table. He doesn't break eye contact with
Aiden Gauthiery as he dials a phone number and places the receiver in the crook of his
shoulder, leaning back to casually rest on his hands. The room exchanges confused glances
with one another as the line rings. A few of them sit straighter in their seats. Rina pauses in
taking the meeting notes and looks at Tim in elated shock. Lucius tilts his head but smirks
minutely at his chosen protege.

Someone picks up on the other end, and Tim's eyes sparkle as he cheerily greets, "Mrs.
Gauthiery, it's Tim!" Aiden's face slams into shock, and Tim revels in it. He continues, "I
know, I know, it has been far too long… yes, yes. I actually wanted to talk business for a
moment…. Uh-huh. It's amazing how easily you can read my mind, Diane."

Tim has the entire room's undivided attention, "I know when we talked about your proposal
at the last gala, I denied your request, but I seem to have had a recent change of heart."

Aiden's face is growing red, and he tries to interrupt, but Tim stops him with a look and a
venomous, "I am busy, and you will wait." Tim turns his head to the ceiling and answers
something on the other line, "Diane, I'm sorry, someone tried to interrupt me on my end…."
Tim lets out a thready laugh, "Thank you. And yes, I know it's quite sudden. However, since
I'm aware of the inconvenience, I'd like to offer you double what we had discussed last year,
but only if we can make a decision right now…."

Tim is silent for nearly a minute before, "Yes, absolutely, my people can manage that for you
immediately. I'll put you through to my assistant so you can discuss the transfer…. You flatter
me, Diane. I'd love to get together sometime soon. Ms. Fox handles my schedule as well, so
she'll help you plan something enjoyable, my treat… bye, now."

Tim turns back to Aiden's shaking shoulders and red face as he puts the phone back in its
cradle. "I want you to know that you have had power here in this boardroom because for the
last year, I have allowed you to have power. I'm no longer allowing it. Your wife, the actual
owner of 8% of my company, has just sold all her shares to me, and she's finalizing the deal
with my assistant as we speak. You have no power, but you do have a choice. Option number
one, you walk out of this office on your own and exit my building willingly… or number
two, security will escort you out," as Tim briefly pauses, the meeting room door opens. Two
guards step inside, "I took the liberty of signaling for them while on the phone with your wife
to help you make your decision. Thank you for your time with the company Mr. Gauthiery."

Amanda Randall, one of Tim's favorite board members, snorts out loud. Lucius smiles at Tim
and mouths, very dramatic…. Others watch with amused awe, but they are only very few.
The rest of the gathered group are either deeply shocked or deeply scared, and Tim can deal
with both of those reactions later. Only one response matters right now, and Tim hopes he
makes the right decision.

Aiden Gauthiery storms out of the room. After a second of silence, Tim scoots back to his
seat and signals to the security detail to follow the man out. Tim then turns to Damian,
standing in front of his presentation, and says, "I apologize deeply for the interruption, Mr.
Wayne; please continue with your presentation. I know the board has been looking forward to
seeing the results of this year's charity budget proposal."

Shocked still like much of the room around him, Damian takes a breath and collects himself.

The boy continues. He performs flawlessly and answers a large portion of questions at the
meetings close, even staying after to say goodbye to some of the board as it's his last day as
an intern for the summer.

The budget is unanimously approved.

The car ride home is silent. As they walk up the steps to the manor, Damian stops Tim and
looks fiercely at the taller boy's chest. Tim almost asks what's wrong, but his thoughts are cut
short when he finds two sudden armfuls of a child assassin barreling into him. It's over before
Tim can hug back, and Damian slips into the manor faster than Tim can compute the
interaction in his brain. He stands still for a long time after and has the first real moment of
doubt in everything he set out to do those 5 short months ago. On the steps of Wayne Manor,
Tim thinks to himself, I don't know if I can give this up.

It plays on repeat in his mind until he can smother it without remorse. He has a plan. He has
a plan for a reason, and all he has to do is follow it through. He stops himself from
entertaining any further useless musings and walks inside. He promised Steph and Cass he'd
patrol with them tonight. It's the last night of August, and he's supposed to be enjoying
himself.

Three kevlar-clad vigilantes lay on a flat rooftop near the Bowery. Two of them breathe
heavily from racing across rooftops in a game they've played since they were far too young to
be who they chose to be. They're still those people now, for better or worse. Their third
participant is leaning back on her elbows, cowl pushed back, and staring at her two
companions with a small smile.

Still catching her breath, Stephanie breaks the silence, "We need to do this more, boy wonder.
Tell your keepers to give the rest of us more Tim-time."

Tim laughs, loud and high, "Trust me, if I could get them to let me patrol by myself, I
would."

Steph rolls over the concrete roof and onto Tim's side. She teases, "Don't worry, Cass and I
will protect you from big bad affectionate family members."

Tim rolls his eyes and replies through a grunt, trying to push Spoiler off his left side,
"They've been weird since the zoo," Tim complains.

Stephanie throws him a look like he's being difficult and not the rest of the bat menagerie.
She exclaims, "Oh! You mean they've been weird since you got a concussion and were shot
twice by a shadow lackey."

"Did you just call a League Assassin a shadow lackey?" Tim tries to change the topic.

Cass stops him short, "Not okay. We want to know when something's wrong." She looks at
him, and he knows she wants to know about this danger with the League. It's something he
should've done a long time ago, and if he has to give an update, it might as well be to Cass
and Steph. They're the people he wanted to tell, anyway. Despite his own baggage about
burdening other people, he's always been able to find solace in his best friend and his sister.

He takes a deep breath, reaches out for Steph's hand, and softly speaks, "He calls
me Detective. Like it's some kind of honor."

Steph grips his hand tightly back and loudly proclaims, "What an asshole." It's all they need
to say. They understand that Ra's isn't going to let it go, but they also know the danger isn't
immediate for now. Tim knows that they understand and know that they'll try and protect him
when the time comes. It's nice to be with them. And it's nice not to need as many words. Cass
rolls to Stephanie's other side, and they stay there looking at the few stars that have fought
their way through Gotham's light pollution.

The group lays together for a while, talking about things that mean nothing, some things that
mean something, and some things in between. They ask about his team, about Conner, and he
teases them about their newly started relationship. They laugh together, and Tim feels at
home on a Gotham rooftop for the first time in a long while.

They get ready to head to the Clocktower for the night, and he prepares to head to the nest.
Cass hugs him tightly before holding him at arm's length. She says, "Fridays are for Steph
and me. We'll patrol and hang out. I'll deal with brothers."

Tim nods dutifully and makes a mental note to shift his schedule for them.

When he swings back to his own place it’s so very quiet. He sits in his nest, and he misses the
noise. He works through the night to try and drown out the silence until the morning.
 Chapter 8: Interlude with the Justice League
Chapter Summary

We're back in the present for this one folks, don't think too much about my story
structure; we know I didn't.

Chapter Notes

This is late! But also apparently writing Superman is really hard and sucks a lot for me,
so I'll take what I can get. These characters are new to me, and I'm not used to their
voices, so here you go. Bone Apple Tea.

Alfred left the medbay about 10 minutes ago to ensure everyone is ready for when Tim wakes
up in the next few hours. He will also be making brunch, which is a silver lining. Tim's
favorite. Bruce has a sinking feeling that he's somehow managed to fuck up unforgivably
with his third son. There's just so much he's left unspoken for too long—that he thought Tim
knew—that Bruce assumed was intrinsic. Bruce is terrified of the consequences of his own
willful ignorance, and he sits alone in his chair as he recontextualizes the last year and a half
in his head. And then, because he hates himself just a little, he goes ahead and examines the
years before, too. It's just him, Tim's unconscious body, the crushing weight of failure, and
the elephant in the room.

The elephant in the room is actually an alien in the room. He arrived 5 minutes ago, but he
hasn't interrupted Bruce's vigil beside Tim, head resting on the cot beside his son's hip as the
boy breathes in a sleep-soft rhythm. The alien in the room's name is Clark. Or Kal. Or
whatever Metropolis is calling him on any given day. Bruce just chalks him up as a
distraction for the moment and files him away to deal with when he finally gets his thoughts
in order. Clark can wait. The League can wait. The world can fucking wait.

Clark is patient with him. Superman has always been virtuous in that way. He doesn't quite
understand what's happening, but he's pretty sure he has a piece of the puzzle. It's tucked into
his palm, folded exactly four times by Lois when the Kents had dinner earlier that night, and
Kon gave them the unassuming piece of paper.

It's a resume.
Kon had been weird the entire week. Clark is still getting used to reading his eldest son's
emotions. They may share nearly the same face, but Connor uses it so differently than Clark.
Often, Clark will wonder if that would be different if he had been there for Kon from the
start. Guilt edges many of Clark's interactions with his first kid, but there is hope in learning
how to read him. It shows that they're working well together and that time is healing them.
Connor doesn't often show his nerves, but he's been twitchy since last weekend, and he
prefaced tonight's late dinner(there was a large fire in Southern France) with needing to speak
to Clark and Lois after for a moment.

While they eat, Connor is clearly uncomfortable, and dinner becomes an awkward and
unpleasant affair. Jon attempts to lighten the mood, but soon enough, he finishes his own
dinner and escapes to his room with a slight nod to his brother. Lois and Clark wait for their
son to be ready. Eventually, Kon looks up from his slightly scuffed blue plate and says, "So,
I'm supposed to give you something from Tim."

Lois brightens measurably beside Clark, but Clark stays confused. His wife reaches her hand
across the table and says, "How is Tim? It's been so long since we've had him over."

"Yeah… he's been kind of busy for a while," Kon replies. He's still nervous, and Clark is
getting the feeling that this conversation might not be as fun as deciding to invite his kid's
friend over for dinner. Before he can ask a question, Connor continues, "um, so… it's actually
more like a Red Robin thing."

Those words resonate, and Clark can hear the Superman in his own voice when he quickly
asks, "Is something wrong?" with an urgency that he's adopted from many years in the life.

Kon quickly startles and shakes his head, "No! I mean…. Okay. It's not an emergency."

Clark would say something reassuring, but he wants Connor to say everything he needs to.
So he just nods and watches as Connor slumps his shoulders to continue, "I feel kind of like
I'm betraying Tim by not thinking this is a good thing, but I've been worried about everything
for a while. I promised not to say anything before he was ready, and it's been really hard not
to talk to you guys about this because it's a big deal, and I want to tell you guys things that
are big, you know. I've been trying to tell him for like a whole year that maybe he should
think about it more. But I also don't want to overstep because that would be weird , and
people shouldn't overstep with their boyfriend's lives like that because even though we're in a
relationship, he should get to make his own decisions. But it's just that I think maybe this one
is going to really hurt him, right? And I don't really know where to start, but I promised I'd
give this to you, so here." Kon heaves as he holds out a crisp black folder.

Clark has been stunned for at least half of Connor's outburst because—"You and Tim are
dating?"

Connor's eyebrows furrow and Lois sighs pointedly, "Conner and Tim have been dating for
two years, Clark." She takes the folder from Kon's hand, "Thank you, honey; whatever's
wrong, we'll figure it out."

Lois carefully opens the folder and inhales sharply before gripping Clark's bicep, removing
the lone piece of paper, and holding it between them to read. Clark gives the document his
full attention while Lois looks back at a shifting and nervous Connor.

"I think it's a bad idea," is what he eventually replies to Lois' silent probing, "But… if he
needs a place to go, I'd really appreciate him being welcome here."

Lois, quick as she's always been, "Tim will always be welcome here, Connor." She is firm in
her reply, and Connor's shoulders loosen slightly.

Clark looks up then, too, "Of course," and then, after a pause, "but I think I have to talk to
Bruce, right? I have the feeling he doesn't know about this."

"I think Tim is talking to him after patrol about everything," There's a long pause before,
"Dad?"

Clark freezes while looking at Connor, who never calls him that, before releasing a barely
audible, "yes, son?"

"He sent out a lot of those," Conner says it cautiously, guiltily, like it's something he had been
trying to stop but didn't know how to, or if he even had the right. Clark just wants to make it
better.

He tries his best to sound reassuring, "I'll talk to Bruce when he gets in from patrol in the
morning."

Connor nods and then takes a deep breath, "I don't think they know how to talk to him. Like,
really talk. Tim needs things spelled out when it comes to personal stuff. I had to make him
an in-depth pros and cons list before he even considered holding my hand, Clark. I'm pretty
sure Tim doesn't think they're family."

Kon looks heartbroken, and the kitchen is silent. He seems unsure of his next move before
Lois snatches him into a deep hug. It settles the restlessness they both saw in their son all
week. They don't have much power in the situation, but they can give information to those
who do.

And they can be a safety net for if things go wrong or if what Connor says is true; if things go
according to plan.

Bruce eventually picks his head up to look at Clark defeatedly, and Clark takes in his
disheveled friend. Before arriving, Clark had thought of a couple ways he could casually
bring up the fact that Bruce's son sent him a resume, applying to fight crime in Metropolis
beside the Superman family. It's a good resume, and Clark definitely doesn't think about the
skills Red Robin listed in it, especially not "Immunity to Kryptonite." He doesn't think about
how valuable Tim could be because Bruce is right there , and Clark needs to try and get The
Batman to talk about his emotions . The other stuff doesn't matter.

In any case, he practiced at least three ways to ease into the topic on the flight to Gotham, but
when he was actually confronted with his friend, he decided that absolutely none of those
options would work at all. Instead, he decides to rip the band-aid off the second Bruce opens
his mouth and says, "Clark," clearly requesting him to explain his presence. After a
millisecond of hesitation, Clark silently hands him the folded piece of paper. He wants Bruce
to take it in thoroughly before they speak.

Clark Kent is an investigative reporter. He can predict a great many things due to years of
experience in his chosen field. Now, he expects a great deal of reactions from his friend are
possible.

What he doesn't expect is a throaty burst of wet laughter. He doesn't expect the choked-out
sob afterward, either. It sounds violent and shredding, and Clark Kent can't do anything. He's
Superman. He's Superman. And yet, he feels so woefully out of his depth when all he can do
is drop beside his friend and lean into Bruce's space, trying to provide some small form of
comfort even while Clark is drowning in his own overwhelming inadequacy.

It's enough.

Bruce leans forward and rests his head on his friend's shoulder. He speaks near silently, but
he knows that Clark will hear, "I'm usually good at coming up with plans." Bruce pauses to
catch the hitch in his breath and cover it smoothly. Clark still hears the noise in his throat,
anyway.

"I wish," Clark starts, "… I wish I could offer you advice…".

And Bruce's mouth quirks ever so slightly when he finishes Clark's thought for him, "But you
have about as much experience actually succeeding at parenthood as I do." Clark winces. It's
a fair assessment despite the many wonderful children they both love dearly.

"Connor says you need to be direct if that helps at all," Clark says. A long and pained sigh
can be heard escaping from Bruce's direction. Clark lets himself smirk for a moment before
he sobers again. There's one more thing he has to tell Bruce.

"He, uh…. He apparently sent out a few of those…just so you know all the variables", is how
Clark chooses to awkwardly articulate what he needed to say. His friend simply nods.

After a few more minutes of comforting silence, Superman turns to leave before stopping
short and narrowing his eyes at the scene he walked into when he first arrived. He stands
there for a moment before asking a question in a tone that reeks of confusion, "Bruce, why is
Tim unconscious?"

Bruce gets a text from Diana mere minutes after Clark leaves. She must have just woken up.

I would be honored to train Timothy in combat for the foreseeable future and fight beside him
in any future conflict. We will be unable to travel to Themyscira for training due to
Amazonian law, but there is an island not far off that would be perfect for a training field. I
will clear an area as soon as possible if he wishes it. I do not believe the Amazon gods would
grant a male human their powers as they did to my previous protégés, but I will see that he is
trained to Amazon standards nonetheless.

He had apparently also missed multiple calls from Hal Jordan while he was beside Tim. The
Green Lantern left four voicemails in total. Bruce plays them as he walks down a few Manor
hallways towards his office. Jason had pushed him out of the medbay just after Bruce read
Diana's text. Hal's voice is accusatory and rushed for most of the short messages.

"This is a trap, isn't it? I don't know how or why it's a trap, but it has to be one, and I am not
falling for it, Spooky . Green Lantern can't be fooled by your weird psychological games."

Click.

"In the off chance that it's not a trap, then yes, absolutely. Red Robin checking in on Coast
while I'm in space would be like—a huge help. Also, the kid's really scary and smart, so I like
him."

Click.

"It's definitely a trap, though, so you should know I definitely didn't fall for it. That last
voicemail was totally a joke, man."

Click.

"I'm gonna see what I can do about a ring."

Click.

Bruce frowns deeply and texts Jordan a solid, No , as a response, and Hal quickly replies
with, fair enough.

The voicemail from Oliver is just the Green Arrow laughing into the receiver for over a
minute before a loud crash. After which, Dinah must grab the phone as she apologizes for her
husband and tells Bruce to try and fix whatever is happening before therapy in two weeks.

As he opens his office door, he's greeted by Barry Allen standing across the room, awkwardly
shifting from foot to foot, clearly uncomfortable. Bruce sighs tiredly, "I assume you're here
because you received Tim's resume."

Barry immediately relaxes before he quickly adds, "and Wally and Max, too. Bart delivered
them." Barry nods to three black folders that match the one Bruce had opened just a handful
of hours ago. He has to shut his eyes and breath on a count to calm himself.

One, Two, Three, Four, Five.

He opens them again to see Barry closely observing. The younger man looks saddened by
Bruce's demeanor. They've known each other for a long while, so Bruce feels comfortable
telling the Flash the truth, "I think I really fucked up with Tim."

Something shifts in Barry on the other side of the room, and he leans against the desk he's
been fidgeting beside during their interaction so far. His gaze is as demanding as his tone,
"Okay," he says, "What are you going to do about it?"

Bruce is incredibly thankful for Barry commanding an answer because he finally, finally ,
thinks of a plan. It's not a great plan, and he doesn't even know if it's a good one. But he tells
Barry, and after an initial pause for Barry's snort, the speedster offers to help, so it can't be
that bad. Barry is also helpful because his emotional intelligence is nearly triple that of
Bruce's, and he doesn't let the older vigilante get away with half measures or leaving things
unsaid.

They finish the small project just as Alfred calls everyone back down to the basement for
brunch, the Butler breaking his own rule about meals in the cave for the first time in any of
their lives. Barry wishes Bruce good luck before disappearing entirely.

The displaced air sweeps through the room and leaves the Batman alone to pick up Bruce
Wayne's laptop and descend into the Batcave, where his family is waiting. It really shouldn't
feel as daunting as it does.
 Chapter 9: One Step Forward
Chapter Summary

Tim’s future plans change. Or… well. They would’ve.

Chapter Notes

Hi y’all it’s been a while haha. Anyway the explanation is that between now and the last
time I posted I went from a recent college grad with no jobs to a recent college grad with
TWO jobs, and I’ve been traveling for one of them. Anyway, I’m still writing, just not
as fast. Also I’m still traveling so this chapter ISNT quite as polished as I’m used to
putting out, but I’ll edit it when I get off my flight.

See the end of the chapter for more notes

It turns out that it hurts to spend time with the family as the months go on. Somehow, it’s still
a surprise every single time the warm feeling in his chest when Cass and Stephanie laugh or
Duke pulls him into a movie night turns sharp and unyielding. The last time Damian hugged
him, because that’s a thing that happens now , Tim threw up on the side of the road a mile
away from Bristol.

The problem is that….

Tim is happy. Everything has been the best it’s ever been in Tim’s entire life, and it’ll be over
in just 5 months.

These past few years, Tim hadn’t been immune to thinking that the good old days™ of
borrowing the Robin mantle were somehow his peak. Or at least the peak of his emotional
regulation. There were just as many ups as there were downs at the beginning. He used to
think he should be grateful for it.

His parents never took him with them when they left, but he got to know who The Batman
was.

He never got to say goodbye to Janet… but Tim Drake was Robin .

Dad was murdered by Captain Boomerang, but Bruce Wayne adopted him . Just to make sure
he could keep doing his job. Tim was good at his job.
Eventually, even though Tim fought his hardest at every single turn, the “ but ” in all those
milestones started turning into “ and ”.

Stephanie’s corpse was lowered into the ground at the hands of Black Mask, and Jason Todd,
his Robin , came back to slit Tim’s throat in the halls of Titans Tower. His home.

Damian threw Tim off a Dinosaur and Bart….

Bart died horribly.

And Conner did too.

Bruce was presumed dead, and no one believed Tim when he says there’s proof otherwise,
that he could have proved it given only the chance.

His brother, the new Batman , took Robin away and Ra’s Al Ghul started calling him
Detective .

Bad things happen; it’s frankly what Tim expects at this point. Which is exactly what makes
this last year so confusing.

Because….

Because Tim drives Duke and Damian to school on Wednesdays through Fridays and Young
Justice has a standing movie night.

Dick Grayson gets pissy at journalists who leave the Wayne off Tim’s name during
interviews and the Red Hood threatened to murder Lex Luther for a bullet that grazed Red
Robin’s shoulder 6 weeks ago.

Tim Drake’s life is full of noise, and he’s been spending more time at the manor; by the
request of Alfred Pennyworth himself.

Apparently, the butler has been teaching Cass and Duke how to bake, and needs Tim’s taste
buds on demand. Tim doesn’t really think about how flimsy an excuse it is, because it gives
Alfred an excuse to ask him, and it gives Tim an excuse to stay.

It’s in the middle of a bite of blueberry pie, courtesy of Duke’s latest baking lesson, that Tim
finally understands that the plan actually fucking sucks. Like, really truly is the worst and he
hates, hates, hates it.

Now that he’s come to that realization, he can’t put it away for anything. All his skills at
compartmentalization and repression are failing him in his one moment of need and he
sprints out of Wayne Manor and runs . He leaves his car and his motorcycle and he runs 3
miles to the bus stop he used as a child to get into Gotham’s city center. He heaves at the
poorly sheltered bus stop and waits for the next bus. If the routes haven’t changed much it
should pick him up in half an hour.

Plenty of time to completely fall apart.

Because the universe understands poetic timing and Gotham is Gotham, it starts to rain
slowly and then in heavy sheets.

The Monday after his blueberry infused epiphany, Gotham Academy calls Tim at work
during a quarterly meeting. The summer is coming up again soon and there’s so much to do
at Wayne Enterprises that Tim actually has to hand a few of his open Red Robin cases off to
Stephanie, and pass any new things that crop up to Jason.

Tim walks out of the meeting to take the call despite all that. It’s not like they haven’t been
talking about the same schedule for a month, and the school should only be calling him if
both Bruce and Dick are unavailable. When he answers the call from the high school he
doesn’t know what to expect, but he certainly doesn’t expect the opening line he gets from
the secretary on duty—he thinks her name is Janine. He could very well be wrong.

“Mr. Drake, I’m afraid we need you to pick up your younger siblings. There was an incident
during lunch break today that needs to be addressed.”

The words confuse Tim because, “…Both?”

There’s a small sigh on the other end of the line, “Yes, both Damian and Duke are here in the
office with three other students and their guardians. We couldn’t reach Mr.’s Wayne or
Grayson, so it took some time to get to you. As soon as you can make it down to the
Academy’s office, though, we’d like to discuss the incident with everyone present.”

Tim computes the information as quickly as he can and starts walking towards the elevator to
the garage, “Of course. I should be there in about 15 minutes…. Goodbye.” He hangs up the
phone hastily and shoots off a text to Tam and Lucius about being out for the rest of the
meeting. And probably the day. Lucius takes it better than Tam does, and Tim can tell that
he’ll have to make it up to her somehow, he’s thinking a paid vacation might do it, but he isn't
sure. Maybe one of those expensive space pens.

The drive through Gotham towards the school is tense even though Tim’s completely alone—
something about the empty space is charging the silence and the inside of the car is brimming
with unused and sparking energy. He doesn’t play music or roll down the windows to
alleviate the feeling in his chest. He just drives. He has 15 full minutes of thinking in the
silence of the S8.

He’s glad he didn’t ride his bike into the office today, the Audi has four doors and a back seat
by some miracle, so Damian will be comfortable sitting on the bench. It’s not even Tim’s car,
so he’s relieved it ended up with him today anyway. The car is Jason’s.

Well….

It’s technically in Jason’s name. Bruce hasn’t told Jason that for the 6 months they’ve had it,
though. Bruce’s second son knows it’s his car, too. He’s seen his name on the paperwork in
the glove compartment, but he won’t drive it until Bruce bucks up and gives it to him for real.
Tim’s just really impressed that Jason’s actually pushing for the emotional payoff of
whatever’s going on with him and Bruce. It seems out of and yet in character. A small voice
whispers tentatively inside of Tim’s head that it’s something that Jason would’ve demanded
before. The entire ordeal is indicative of the Robin Tim remembers so vividly from so long
ago. Tim almost gets lost in the past when a car horn knocks him back into the driver's seat.
The light’s green. He goes.

Being back at Gotham Academy is unpleasant; Tim thinks he might just hate it. He’d like to
say he remembers Algebra or English classes—lunch with Bernard and Ives—but he doesn’t.
What he actually remembers is blood on the floor, and his friend bleeding out from a bullet
wound. He passes through the hallway Darla died in quickly, trying not to think even though
it’s the one thing he can always be counted on to do. He stills smells rusted copper when he
opens the office door and meets the eyes of the secretary at the counter. She seems to
recognize what he’s here for immediately and nods towards the Vice Principal’s office at the
end of the small hall. Duke and Damian are already sitting in the chairs outside the closed
door, both of their heads down, but sitting pressed together. Tim can infer that the rest of the
kids and their guardians are already inside, relaying their version of events. It’s not ideal that
they get to tell the story first, but it is something he can work with.

He clears his throat and stops about two feet in front of the pair, and their heads shoot up to
look at him. Tim couldn’t notice it when he walked in, but now that he’s close he can see that
Damian has bruises littering both his cheekbones and Duke’s knuckles are bloody. They both
look nervous and vaguely guilty. Something violent twists and turns in Tim’s stomach, and he
kneels down in front of his brothers to be at their eye level. He runs his hands just above the
cuts on Dukes hand first, checking for fractures in the knuckles. When he’s satisfied with that
he turns to Damian and grabs his chin, moving his face at different angles to assess the
damage.

With narrowed eyes he plainly demands, “What did they do?”

Duke lets out a relieved breath. He was probably expecting Tim to tell them to explain
themselves. None of them are supposed to get into fights while not in masks. Even the ones
they don’t win. Tim’s never been fond of that rule. He broke it himself while at Gotham
Academy, too—just like every other member of their ragtag group of emotionally repressed
vigilantes. Bruce himself being the worst offender. Damian stares at Tim with something in
his eyes that breaks Tim’s heart a bit. He’s once again reminded just how young Damian is.
Tim can do nothing to stop his body from dragging his youngest brother into a tight hug on
the office floor.

He looks over Damian’s shoulder to Duke, and Duke understands the silent probing to tell the
story.

Tim fumes by the end of it, his grip on Damian tighter and tighter until Duke finishes with
efficiency. Tim places Damian back on his chair and gets comfortable on the floor in front of
his brothers even though there are multiple free chairs available. To sit in any of them would
mean a loss of contact with one of the two people he's here for, so instead he pushes his back
against both their legs and checks his emails.
They only have to wait five more minutes before the Vice Principal opens the door. It’s weird
how little things changed here in comparison to Tim’s own life. Mr. Williams looks exactly
the same as the last time Tim saw him three and a half years ago, down to the patterned tie.

A complicated thing happens to his face as he appraises Tim in his three piece suit sitting at
the feet of his younger siblings. He doesn’t voice any of the thoughts he may have, and Tim
is grateful, but also silently cursing himself for not thinking about the repercussions that
Damian and Duke may face if this man doesn’t view Tim as a professional adult. He’s not
used to missing any of the variables and he needs his head on right for whatever this meeting
entails.

Williams attempts to invite them into the room with everyone else.

Tim furrows his brow, and asks, “Have Duke and Damian already given you their version of
events?”

Williams pauses. “I was just inviting them inside to hear their account.”

Tim doesn’t let it go. This— this he could do all day. “I’d be more comfortable if they were
treated with the privacy you’ve already afforded to the other side of the recent altercation. I
fear the presence of the three boys who attacked my 14 year old brother might dilute his
desire to tell the truth.” Tim’s going out on a limb mentioning Damian’s age, Duke never
mentioned how old the other kids were, but judging by the widening of Williams’ eyes, it was
the right call. They were probably older, then.

The Vice Principal is quick to agree and ushers the three teenagers and their parents out of the
room, allowing the three Wayne’s to enter alone. As they pass one set of parents glares at the
group, while the other two guardians present only seem surprised that Tim is the Wayne that
managed to show up. That’s a fair enough response. Tim catalogues all the reactions for now.
As they enter the smaller office he notices that there are only two chairs across Williams
desk. It’s amusing to think 7 people were in the room before them. He wonders about the
seating arrangement as he ushers Damian into one chair and Duke into the other. He settles
between them—standing with a hand on each of their shoulders as Williams takes his own
seat across the Oak desk.

Clearing his throat after awkwardly adjusting in his seat, Williams speaks, “Alright. I’d like
to give you two the chance to tell your side of the story.”

Duke looks to Damian to start, as he didn’t get there until after everything apparently went to
hell. “They took my sketchbook. Ruined it. I tried to get it back and was intercepted until
Duke found us in the halls”, is how Damian decides to explain the situation. Tim almost
screams in frustration at Damian’s simplification.

He almost demands more from the young teen when Duke cuts in, “By intercepted he means
three seniors were taking turns turning his face into an art project. I stopped it,” he pauses
and looks at Tim, “I didn’t see a way to stop it immediately without intervening physically.
And he’s my brother.”
Williams nods, sighs, and says tiredly, “You still should have found a faculty member, Mr.
Thomas…. Your stories are very different from that of your peers. We’ll bring them in now to
discuss as a group.”

Williams stands to get the door and Tim turns to lean on the desk to look at his brothers, and
gives a quiet order, “Stay in those chairs. They’ll stand.”

At the nods he receives in return Tim turns his attention to the entering party. He offers his
hand out for a handshake and the leading man takes it.

Tim starts his introduction from there, “My name is Tim Drake. Acting guardian of both
Duke and Damian for the afternoon.”

He replies, “Anthony Mills, Eric’s dad. These are the Dubois’; they’re Will’s parents. And
this is Lindsay Kubby, Kyle’s mother.”

Tim nods and shakes their hands as well. He figures he should offer civility first and says,
“I’m sure we’ll be able to figure this out.”

The snort from Mr. Dubois doesn’t necessarily surprise him, but it does disappoint. Duke
cringes before the man even says his next words, his eyebrows pulling together in offense,
“There’s nothing to discuss, your boy sicced his guard dog on our boys.”

Tim steps towards Dubois and spits, “They’re both my boys,” with a venom he didn’t expect
from himself. After a breath he finishes his thought out loud, “If I were less of a man, I would
insult your child for targeting and assaulting a boy four years his younger, and I might even
imply it was a learned behavior, but seeing as I’m not one to make wild and dehumanizing
accusations, I’ll leave my comments to the civil discussion we’re meant to be having.”

Williams interrupts before Dubois can reply and Tim collects himself with the full knowledge
that he should not have done that, and that he needs to get his shit together. “Why don’t we
begin?”

Halfway through debating the actual series of events Tim gets fed up with the Dubois’
frequent insinuations that Damian is a liar. Tim decides to do Williams’ job for him.

“Damian, where’s your sketchbook?”

The backpack is handed to Tim silently, and Damian being demure and quiet makes Tim
want to shake the kid. The zipper screeches in the quiet room as Tim opens the backpack and
removes a sketchbook, or at least the remains of one. Hesitantly—holding the destruction
with care because the work inside is still precious—Tim places the first half of the book in
front of the Vice Principal. He places the second half next to the first one. No one speaks for
a long moment and Tim holds in most of his rage like the professional he is.

“Are we done arguing about what’s real?”

Williams nods at the notebook with a grimace, “Yes, I suppose we are,” and he turns to the
group. “Our policy on fighting of any kind dictates that all parties are to be suspended for the
two days….and the policy on bullying would require the suspension period extended to three
additional days for the instigators.”

There is outrage on all sides, and Tim pounces on the opportunity. The information about
Gotham Academy policy is finally kicking in. “A five day suspension would go on a
permanent record, would it not?”

The other guardians freeze from their arguments towards Williams to turn to Tim
incredulously. Then they swivel back to Williams at his answer.

“…It would, Mr. Drake.”

Tim looks at Duke and Damian and sees the confusion on their faces. Two days isn’t all that
bad a punishment, but Tim knows Bruce would lecture them for it. So, Tim wants to fix it for
them, and he knows he can do it.

Tim haltingly begins, “…It’s just…these boys are probably seniors, correct?” At the nod of
nearly everyone in the office, Tim proposes, “I don’t see the necessity of having to
complicate their application process for colleges, is all.”

The other adults in the room are quick to agree, afraid of their children's prospects dwindling
with a disciplinary record. Williams sighs and asks Tim, “and what would you suggest, Mr.
Drake?”

“Reduced Suspension. Three days in total for the seniors, and one for my brothers, starting
today.”

Williams sighs heavily and looks to the parents in the room, and Tim can all of a sudden tell
that he’s been dealing with them for more than an hour. The man is tired .

“I think that solution is amenable”, he looks to the rest of the room to confirm, and at their
agreement, he nods. “Okay, then. You all can leave, Janine at the front will give you
information on the suspensions. Duke and Damian, you’ll be cleared to come back tomorrow.
Everyone else; I’ll see you Thursday.”

In the parking lot Tim opens the backseat for Damian and the young teen gets in quietly.
Taking a breath doesn’t make Tim’s chest any lighter, but it does center him enough to grab
Duke by the arm before he opens the passenger door.

“Bruce isn’t going to tell you this. He’ll think it maybe, but he won’t say it… Good job.”

He releases Duke’s arm and makes his way to the driver's side door, not waiting for response.
Damian doesn’t say a word the entire drive, but Duke fills the silence by telling Tim about his
upcoming Biology unit assessment. It’s interesting stuff, Tim remembers the course from
before he dropped out. There’s another, smaller ache settling beside the large one in his
bones, it might be jealousy. Duke’s going to graduate next year. A high school diploma and
college prospects that he’ll no doubt get scholarships for.

Pride nestles there, too. There are too many feelings beneath Tim’s skin, but he likes the way
being proud of his family feels in comparison to most other emotions flowing in his veins
these days.

They make it to the manor in time for Tim to get back to work for an additional 6 hours if he
leaves late. He parks in the garage despite that, and walks inside of the building that’s starting
to feel like a home again. Damian tries to leave immediately but Tim navigates himself to be
an obstacle in the boy’s way.

A glare is shot at Tim but he might as well be immune to them, “Move, Drake,” Damian
demands.

“Hmm. I don’t think I will,” Tim wonders aloud. Then after a second, he orders, “Leave your
bag with me. Go get a blank sketchbook… scissors and glue too. Duke and I will wait at the
kitchen table.”

Damian looks like he wants to argue so Tim takes the bag from his hand anyway, “If your not
back in five minutes I’ll call Jason and Roy to help with arts and crafts.”

The teen cringes and spits, “fine,” back at Tim. This time, when Damian tries to move around
Tim’s figure, Tim allows it.

Four minutes and fourty three seconds pass before Duke and Tim are graced with the
presence of Damian and his gathered supplies. Tim had already set the destroyed sketchbook
and the few loose pages onto the table and Duke has begun the process of smoothing over
creases, and uncrumbling to the best of his ability. It seems that Tim has also wrapped Duke’s
knuckles. It makes the work slower, but the Signal is determined with his work.

Tim takes the supplies from Damian immediately and allows his youngest brother a moment
to take in what the three of them are going to spend the rest of the day doing.

“…what are you doing?”

Duke answers, saving Timothy from having to from where the oldest brother among them
pauses in unpacking glue, “We’re fixing it. Well, kinda…. We’re trying to save the
drawings.”

“But you have the day shift,” Damian argues, confused at why Duke would be in the kitchen
sat at the table flattening out a drawing of a blue-bird with concentration in his brow.

Duke doesn’t even look up when he says, “this is more important.” His tongue sticks out as
he tries to undo a crease in the blue-birds wing.

Damian wants to do something to say thank you but his thoughts are interrupted by Timothy
crowding in his space.
He gives Damian a sympathetic look before saying, “This is going to hurt, I’m sorry,” and
unceremoniously slathers some arnica cream onto the bruises that are blossoming blue and
purple on the younger boy’s face. Damian doesn’t flinch, but it does hurt. Robin’s had much
worse though. Damian has had much worse.

Then Tim cracks an instant ice pack and hands it to Damian with these instructions, “When
the cream dries, use that. Now, come on. We’ve got work to do, and Duke can’t do everything
by himself.”

Before Tim can turn fully around, the kid stops him.

“Why?”

Tim takes his time answering, and eventually says, “because you’ve had a bad day.”

Damian eventually settles at the table with his older siblings and helps them relocate his
sketches from the destroyed book to the new one. Sometimes, Damian will try to throw away
a drawing he views as too damaged, or not good enough to relocate, but Tim will take them
from him and place them in a pile to the side. The book isn’t perfect, but Damian is grateful
for it anyway. When they finally finish, Tim offers some of the sketches Damian had tried to
throw away to Duke, and they split the pile among them to keep.

Later that night, after Damian is benched from patrol until his face heals somewhat, Tim is
stopped in the hallway by the younger boy. The kid’s finally holding the ice to his face, and
Tim’s relieved that getting back into Gotham for vigilante work has made Damian more
interested in the recovery process.

“It wasn’t that bad a day in the end. So thanks.”

If someone asked him down the line what about this moment changed Tim’s mind, he
couldn’t exactly tell you. But it does.

He means it when he promises, “I’m your brother, Damian. I’m always going to be there for
you.”

And that’s the end of the plan. The end of building and burning bridges. Tim’s at the nest
getting ready to go out for the night as Red Robin and he decides to throw out the calendars,
and the notes, and the resumes, and everything else when he gets back from patrol.

He never does, though. Getting back to nest doesn’t actually happen the next morning. Or
that week.

Tim really, really hates the Scarecrow.

Chapter End Notes

My goal to mash every trope I possibly can into one medium sized fic is going fairly
well if I do say so myself. Do I do it because it makes sense? No. Do I do it because I
think it’s funny? Yes.
 Chapter 10: Two Steps Back
Chapter Summary

Basically a fear gas fever dream that lasts a week. Please please please take care of
yourself. This one is kind of a lot, maybe.

Chapter Notes

Warning. Violence. Depictions of Violence. Descriptions of Graphic Injury. Creepy

behavior by Ra’s Al Ghul. A bad memory Tim has with Bruce from being Robin. This
chapter took a long time for me to write bc it was hard for me to get into the mindset of
what I wanted to say. And also those two jobs turned into 3, I’m WORKING. Not as
happy with it as I’d like, but she gets the job done, and I’m not publishing a masterpiece
so I settled. Thanks everyone for the response, I really didn’t expect this much
interaction and I appreciate all of you immensely. I promise I’m finishing this, it’ll just
take a little longer than I originally thought.

Red Robin was only in Crane’s temporary lair for three hours and seventeen minutes. Tim
would catalog the seconds, but his head is too fuzzy. He can’t put together ideas that consist
of more than two or three words at once. He can’t even remember the Scarecrow’s villainous
monologue or why he feels nauseous.

He vaguely recalls destroying a vat of liquid fear toxin, but he also feels the familiar
sensation of drowning—wet and thick, coating the interior of his lungs. Even in his inebriated
state, Tim is disquieted by his failing memory. There is no memory of winning floating
through his mind, but he thinks he remembers tumbling out of a window—his body is sore
from what might’ve been a two-story fall. Tim’s almost certain he stopped something bad
from happening, but a victory would sound different in his head. It would be less muted and
jumbled. There’d be laughter and the whirr of a grapple gun, maybe the revving of a bike
engine. He doesn’t recall any sounds that point to success. The only noise he can replay is of
glass shattering and crunching beneath feet and hands and knees.

That must have happened, Tim thinks sluggishly. His gloves have bits of glass stuck in them.
His hands are bleeding into the dark fabric.

He tries to think further but is blocked and sidetracked by something blunt inside his own
head. All at once, the thick fog in his head sharpens into something feral while he rips his
gaze away from his hands and towards the city’s business district—he hears laughter in the
distance.
He hears laughter getting closer.

He runs.

As fast as he can on what his hindbrain registers as a twisted ankle. The pounding of his feet
on asphalt might break the strained bone, but the pain doesn’t register, at least not now. Red
Robin runs and hides and hopes and hopes and hopes. It doesn’t seem to matter that hope
does very little for birds who can’t see where they’re flying. Miraculously, nothing stops him
in his blind fit of jerking movement.

It might be instinct alone that gets him off the streets of Gotham that first night. He spends
the hours until morning outrunning a crimson smile and a purple laugh. He hides atop
buildings and below ground until the chuckle finds him time and time again. He can’t escape
it, and part of him doesn’t want to. If the laugh stops chasing Tim, it might follow Jason
home. And that thought is unthinkable in every way that Tim fears most. He does everything
in his power to ensure that the Joker doesn’t give up on chasing Tim to terrorize someone
else.

He can’t keep running, though, it’s been nearly a day, and he hasn’t caught his breath. The
lungs in his body burn molten and constrict with each laborious breath. A broken bone is now
definitely hiding somewhere in his ankle, and his head is so full of primal fear that it splits in
two nearly every minute with pain. Red Robin needs to rest and a place to rest in.

It feels like giving up. It feels like failing.

What happens inside Tim’s head and outside of it are nearly the same for the only instance in
the week to come. Inside his tearing mind, Tim’s instincts allow him to scale an abandoned
apartment building and crawl through a window to bask in the relative safety of one of
Gotham’s condemned apartment complexes. Outside of his awareness, the building Tim finds
actually does house people, though none of them notice him climbing to the fifth floor in the
evenings, stretching shadows. He finds it because it was familiar at one point, though he
doesn’t realize it in his state. It’s one of Jason’s. The Red Hood hadn’t used the safe house in
many months, nearly always waffling between the manor and the apartment he shares with
Roy and Lian. But it’s protected, and it’s warm, and something about it broke through to Red
Robin when he passed it in his wild and frantic search for solace and a place to rest.

Through muscle memory, he disables the alarms but still doesn’t notice them. His body is set
to autopilot on a course he can’t recognize, with the toxin still poisoning his system. The
corner of the main room is quickly occupied by his shaking form. Wedged between a
bookshelf and the peeling wall, Tim tries to calm himself down with all the tools at his
disposal. It’s hard work. His breaths are laborious, and too many are stuck into each moment.
His lungs take the violence without grace; Tim heaves as he curls inwards towards himself.
He wants to be small and unnoticeable.

And just when Tim thinks his head is finally clearing, Jason walks in.

No—that’s not right.

Jason stumbles into the room violently, falling through the door with only a broken Bo staff
to lean on. Once the staff buckles under his weight, Jason starts to crawl instead. His body is
so mangled it takes away what little is left of Tim’s breath.

Jason stares as he claws his way across the wood floor, and he’s smiling joker-wide, mouth
painted red with blood. The edges of Tim’s vision blur with tears, and it feels so very real.

“Why’d you let it happen again, Timmy?”

The words rock into Tim like nothing else has that night, and he’s quick to speak through his
shredded throat, trying his best to explain through the pain, “I, I didn’t… I swear I didn’t—”.

“Isn’t it funny, though?” Jason interrupts jovially despite his mangled skin and bones. Tim
can’t even see the older boy’s right foot, but with how Jason fell, it has to be badly hurt.

A voice that is Tim’s voice speaks out, but it doesn’t come from Tim. It comes from inside
his head—speaks for him—driving the vision without care or consent from Tim himself.
Crane is a very brilliant chemist, after all, and he is very, very good at what he does.

“…What’s funny?”

As if he were waiting for that cue, Jason lifts himself haltingly from where his blood is
dyeing the hardwood as the older vigilante forces himself to stand. Tim can hear the man’s
bones crack and shift from the weight, and his mangled foot finally comes into Red Robin’s
sight line.

Jason levels Tim with a wild grin and displays the joker’s gruesome work like some kind of
punchline before clarifying, “Isn’t it funny that I look just like you did?”

Something like a sick mix of horror and realization dawns on Tim from where he’s still
curled in the corner. Jason’s throat spills blood, and his left eye is swollen shut. The legs he is
standing on are broken cleanly and precisely. This wasn’t done with a crowbar. It was done
with a Bo staff—with the Bo staff Jason limped in on. Tim gets very nauseous at that
moment. Every single scrape and bruise on Jason’s body is one that Red Robin is
overwhelmingly all too familiar with because they were once his. And Jason once put them
there.

The laugh that follows is gleeful and hollow. The bones beneath it give out as Jason tumbles
to the floor again, still wheezing through the screams, turning and writhing to look at Tim
once more.

“You don’t find it funny, little red? I thought you might find it funny?”

Hours and hours later, Tim still hasn’t moved, and neither has Jason. The older vigilante is
coughing up blood, though, and his wheezing gets quieter and quieter as Tim watches—
frozen with his knees tucked into his chest. Jason’s hand reaches out at his last moment, and
he asks Tim again why he let it happen. Tim has no answers, so he just shuts his eyes as
tightly as he can for as long as he’s able.
When he opens them, Jason’s body is gone, but so is the apartment.

Instead, he stands on the tower of a Gotham Cathedral, holding on with lax fingers as he
sways above the city’s lights. Stephanie is wearing her original spoiler costume and holds
onto the spike from the other side. Her smile is small but genuine. And she’s in the middle of
relaying some impassioned speech that Tim can’t place, but he takes a deep, relieved breath
of glorious and polluted air.

Stephanie pauses then, her face morphing into something curious as well as saddened, “Do
you remember this night?”

He does.

“You told me you loved me for the first time, right here,” she elaborates. The statement isn’t
for his benefit; it was only said to strengthen the next set of words.

“You loved me, and you wouldn't even tell me your name.”

There's a churning in the base of Tim’s gut as he tries to reach out to Stephanie across the
spire, but she pulls away from him. He grasps at nothing, and there are tears in both their
eyes. She takes a heaving breath and lets out a wet chuckle.

Then her teary eyes turn cold as she tells him, “That’s not love, Robin .”

He doesn’t even try to stop her from pushing him from the point’s edge. Eyes flutter shut, and
a figure falls from the top of Gotham’s skyline. This time, there is no one there to catch him.
Just before his body can hit the ground, his vision swims, and he’s standing upright once
again.

His stomach drops with dread when he realizes where he is. He doesn’t want to see this, so he
closes his eyes, trying to get the nightmare to take him somewhere else. It doesn’t work, so
he falls to his knees and vomits on the desert sand.

The toxin doesn’t wait for Tim to get his bearings, and the scene before him plays without
pause. He’s a spectator in this vision. Owens and Z die bloody while Tim watches, and Pru’s
life hangs in the balance. He knows he saved her; he knows he got her out. Now, Tim
watches as another version of himself is too late. She dies looking at her Red Robin, and Tim
tastes the failure on his tongue. The nightmare isn’t done with him yet, though. Pru’s body
morphs into someone longer, leaner— sharper .

Batman is bleeding out in front of him now, but it’s not Bruce. Dick is in the suit; the cowl is
pulled back as he grips his own throat, trying to staunch the blood.

In a blink, Tim is no longer a spectator. He’s the Robin on the ground, crawling his way
toward his dying brother.

When Tim is just feet away, Dick softly croaks, “Robi-in? Rob—n, help.”

Tim finally reaches him. Moving with determination and purpose, he lifts Nightwing’s torso
and props the vigilante against himself to put further pressure on the wound.
He starts to cry as the gaping wound doesn’t slow, but he freezes when Dick’s eyes finally
focus on him, and his words, his last words are, “Where’s Robin, Tim? Where’s Damian”.

The nightmare lets him sit with Dick’s cooling body for a long, long time. Enough for the
night to fall and the sun to rise the following day. In the toxin-induced hallucination, he feels
his skin burn and prickle from the hot sun, but he doesn’t move. He sits with the body, and he
waits for whatever new terror is coming next.

Just when enough time passes for Tim to feel panic inch into his fingertips, that this scene
might actually be real, might have happened, the world spins. The new environment in his
very own rotating door of horrors is constructed with the rocky shores underneath the League
of Assassins compound in Nanda Parbat. Everything around Tim glows a sickly green that
Red Robin has always been unnerved by. The Lazarus Pits are complicated. Tim is grateful
for their part in bringing Jason back to the family. But without the pits, Tim wouldn’t feel
sick at the sight of too-green eyes or have the chance to catch the attention of a maniac who
should be dead ten times over.

Forcing himself to observe his surroundings past the green glow takes Tim more than a
minute to accomplish successfully. He doesn’t know what he’s supposed to be looking for.
His instincts say the fear he must be facing here is Ra’s Al Ghul. Pretty cut and dry
considering everything he’s been through so far, but that train of thought slams to a halt when
Tim sees a body on the shore, drenched in that eerie green.

Damian .

In a matter of seconds, Red Robin is skidding to Damian’s side, ripping the knees in his suit
as the sharp rocks drag through the reinforced fabric. He turns Damian onto his back and
frantically searches for signs of life, pressing his ear to Damian’s chest.

There’s nothing.

Nothing moves, beats, or makes any sound until suddenly, finally , something does. Damian’s
heart beats, and the boy wheezes and coughs—he breathes. Tim is so grateful he sobs in relief
before moving a blinking Damian up to sit, gripping both shoulders in a firm clasp, and
demanding, “Never do that again.”

Tim is looking over Damian’s injuries when the reply finally comes.

“As you wish, Detective.”

Tim recoils, falls backward onto his hands, and pushes himself as far away as he can manage,
eventually hitting the shore of another demonic pit. The man wearing Damian’s skin stands
and brushes his hands along his thighs.

No.

No.

Anything but this.

Damian laughs—No. Ra’s laughs with Damian’s voice, walks over to Tim where he’s frozen
on the floor with Damian’s feet, and reaches out with Damian’s hand.

He grabs Tim’s face and turns it towards his own smile, shifting Red Robin’s chin from
where it’s pointed away.

They lock eyes, and Ra’s gives Tim a sympathetic face. It doesn’t match Damian’s; the
micro-expressions are all wrong. It helps.

Ra’s, never one to waste a monologue, speaks softly to him, “Oh, Detective. There’s no
reason to fear me. I don’t plan on hurting you… as long as you do as you're told.”

“Never,” Tim spits, finally getting his bearings and trying to scramble away, but Ra’s puts an
immovable foot on his chest and holds him there. The rocks that make up the pits’ ridge
behind him dig into his spine with force.

“This is no way to start, Dear Detective,” Ra’s sighs, “The first thing you’re going to need is
a change in perspective.” His smile turns gleeful as he breaks Tim’s ribs, collapsing them into
Red Robin’s remaining organs.

For the seconds that Tim knows he has left, he can’t breathe or see through the pain, but by
some awful miracle, he can feel everything. Damian’s hand lifts him by the collar and drags
him up to his knees. A small caress on his cheek has Tim closing his eyes, embracing the pain
in place of whatever nauseating affection Ra’s has convinced himself he has for Tim.
Somehow, he’s still surprised when Ra’s pushes him backwards into the waters of a Lazarus
Pit.

He should’ve known, though. He’s always been afraid of drowning in this particular shade of
green.

He doesn’t feel the waters knitting him back together; the pit doesn’t get a chance to do its
work before the swirl tugs him somewhere new.

The pull of the toxin is getting weaker. It no longer has the power to alter memories or create
new ones like it has been for the last few days. So it chooses a memory it can leave
unchanged.

The bat-cave years ago wasn’t so different from how it remains in the current day. There are
fewer trophies, the computer doesn’t have as many monitors, and the gym is made only for
three. There’s just one display case near the center of the room. Tim used to stand before it
when he was 13 and alone, willing himself to grow into Jason’s shoes and just be good
enough already. When the ground beneath Tim settles, he’s face-first on the training mat, a
sting in his right arm.

Behind him, Batman declares, “You’re getting better,” and he sounds happy, if gruff. Tim
remembers being elated at how the joy crept up on Bruce after their first year as Batman and
Robin.
“Keep at that move, and you’ll have it down by next week, Jay—.” They’ve both frozen at
Bruce’s words, Tim halfway to standing, and Bruce, turned away towards the computer.

Tim recovers quickly, knowing that the damage has to be mitigated somehow. He stands the
rest of the way up and takes a tentative step, “Bruce?”

The man with his back to Tim must have heard him, the flinch by his shoulders a dead
giveaway, but he’s not looking at Tim. Bruce Wayne is staring at an empty and torn suit
covered in blood. Tim is right here, and Bruce won’t even look at him in favor of a glorified
tombstone.

Tim tries again, “Bruce, are—”

“Get out.”

Tim freezes but doesn’t give up, “What? Bru—”

“Get. Out. ”

“…okay.” His voice is small now, and he leaves for the stairs to the manor, but he doesn’t
leave. Bruce will freak out, make a mess, and then…. Then he’ll need someone to put it all
back together.

That’s what Tim is for.

He travels up the stairs with silent efficiency, and he meets Alfred in the kitchen, pausing in
the doorway to allow the butler to finish preparing his tea. Alfred must notice him despite his
silence because the man makes a second cup without any hesitance.

“Master Timothy, would you like to accompany me to the family parlor?

Tim politely accepts with a small “yes.”

Alfred Leads them away through the manor then and sets down the tea on either side of a
small table. He lets Tim sit first before joining him, and they have tea together. Tim never
really liked tea, but it seems to calm Alfred down when he drinks it, so there has to be some
merit there. He lets the aftertaste sit with him for a while before taking another warm gulp.

The silence is broken by Alfred, “How long do you think, Master Timothy?”

Tim sighs and looks into the tiny teacup like it may have the answers, “Another hour, at
most.”

Alfred gives him a pitying look before continuing, “And what will we find?”

“Broken equipment—with a focus on anything used by a Robin in the past, possibly shattered
glass. Injury to his person will be expected. The backup medical kit would be in my locker if
the current stock were destroyed.”
Alfred looks down into his own tea now; grief and loss play on his features in real-time. Tim
has to look away. It is not his to see.

“Alright, then. While we wait, why don’t we play a soothing game of chess?”

When Tim and Alfred go back downstairs, Alfred insists on leading. He does so with grace
and without trepidation. It helps Tim himself not be afraid of what’s to come.

Bruce is on the floor in a heap. His hands are bloody, and there’s a cut on his forehead. The
damage to the cave is less than expected. After throwing around a few things, Bruce seems to
have concentrated on training equipment. At least the punching bag is meant to take a
beating.

Alfred goes to help Bruce onto a low bench and finds the medical kit untouched. He hands
the kit to Tim with a small nod before starting to clean up the cave.

He starts with Bruce’s forehead. His mentor's eyes are slightly hazy. The scrape is cleaned
and covered quickly before Tim starts on Bruce’s hands. Silent. He’s learned from his own
parents that children shouldn’t speak in situations like this, not unless spoken to.

The wraps on Bruce’s hands are almost complete when Bruce finally speaks.

“I don’t understand.”

It isn't a question, so Tim doesn’t answer.

“Tim, I’m sorry. I don’t understand…. Why are you still here? You’re not—”

Robin is grateful that Bruce stops himself, but he holds no such notions anyway, heaving
Bruce up to help him walk to the stairs.

He takes a small breath and says, “I know I’m not your son.” Bruce doesn’t freeze, but he
flinches in his assisted walk. Tim continues, “But I’m here because it’s my job, and you need
me.”

The rest of the trip is silent. Tim takes Bruce directly to his room before leaving to find
Alfred. The butler is just emerging from the cave when they meet again. Tim stops a few feet
away.

“Goodnight, Alfred. I’m headed home.”

Alfred looks like he wants to reach out, but Tim doesn’t see it from where his gaze is locked
on the clock that sits over the doorway.

“You could always stay, Master Tim.”

And Tim smiles again, simple and sad, “That’s okay, maybe some other time.”

•
This time, when he wakes up in the cave, there is no vertigo, pull, or toxin.

He wakes up in the medbay hooked up to an awful lot of machinery and promptly passes out
again. Thankfully his sleep is dreamless and beautifully empty.

Blinking his eyes open the second time is no easy task, and he can’t stay silent and take stock
of himself as he’d like to. Instead, he alerts whoever’s with him of his awakened state and
they curse and stumble up to the bedside clumsily.

It’s Jason.

He looks terrible. And Tim has a sudden image of his broken body from his hallucination
flash through his mind.

“I’m sorry,” Tim croaks with a shredded throat. It hurts to speak from the disuse.

Jason’s brow furrows, “What the fuck, kid? You didn’t do any—…. Just…get better, and
don’t get fucking nabbed again; that wasn’t fucking cool.”

Tim can’t really process much of Jason’s words, but his tone sounds unhappy. It’s okay,
though—Jason’s angry a lot.

Tim needs to ask, though, since the recent dance with fear toxin has him worried. He slurs,
“Ev’ryone okay?”

Jason sighs with a slight smirk. He places a hand on Tim’s head and swipes his sweaty hair
away, “Yea, Tim. Everyone’s okay. Spoiler and Robin were both benched, though. They
wouldn’t sleep.”

Jason pauses again, longer this time, and when he speaks again, Tim’s already passed out,
“You scared us, Timbit.”

He pats Tim’s arm from where it rests above the blanket and closes his eyes for a minute.
Then he leaves to tell the rest of the family the news from where they are no doubt
sporadically placed throughout the manor.

The following few instances he reaches consciousness are uneventful. He can recognize faces
as they come in and out, but he can barely hold a conversation for more than a few minutes. It
doesn’t help that every time he sees any of the bats, he sees other versions of them, too.

Then, miraculously, about a day and a half later—Tim wakes up alone. He doesn’t squander
the opportunity presented to him by a benevolent universe. He writes a note to assuage any
further worries the family might have, and he leaves as quickly as he possibly can.

When he gets to the nest, he obsessively reviews his schedule and notes for the coming few
months. The last few he’ll spend in Gotham full-time. Because it doesn’t matter if he loves
the city or the people in it, it doesn’t matter that he was the happiest he’s been in a long, long
time. It doesn’t even matter that some people…. That some people love him here. What
matters is that everything and everyone here will be better off with him far away.
It’ll be hard. It was always going to be hard, but now it’ll be harder, sure. But it’s the right
thing to do. Nightmares can’t become a reality if you're not around for them to happen. The
common denominators in Tim’s visions were him and Gotham city. So it’s time to leave, and
he’s lucky enough to have already prepared the exit strategy. There’s no room for anything
else in his head, and he’s blind to any tools that could help him change the course.

This is the only thing he can do.

 Chapter 11: Wake-up Call
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It's still much too soon in the year to ponder resolutions for the next one, but Tim thinks that
he already has his big one picked out and is ready to implement it into his life.

He wants to stop waking up in the fucking Medbay.

The difference this time, when he groggily returns to consciousness, is that no voices are
battling in the corner for him to overhear. The change makes him wrongly assume he's alone,
so Tim is surprised when he finds that Dick is sitting next to him—a hand over his face. He
looks… tired. Of the many things Dick Grayson can be, Tim doesn't know that he's ever seen
Dick this tired.

He's seen him nervous, energetic, bouncing off the walls. He's seen Dick after a long night—
still joyful. Tim's seen him angry and so, so very vengeful. But never this. Never defeated.
Never beaten. Never so completely exhausted.

In his confusion, Tim continues to be silent, but Dick eventually hears his shifting in the cot.
In any case, Red Robin still forces Dick to be the one to break the quiet with a soft "…hey,
kid."

His fingers twitch as Tim answers with his eyebrows scrunched, "Hi, Dick."

The silence carries on even further as Tim looks away, and Dick looks at Tim. Dick shifts on
his feet, understandably out of his depth. It makes the air in the room stiff and harder to
breathe in. Dick is closer to thirty than twenty now, and he still feels like a child when it
comes to reaching out—terrified of rejection, the idea of feeling unwanted still gives him the
chills it did from all the way back then. But this risk is worth it. And it will always be worth
it no matter what the answer may be at the end of it.
“…Can I… hug you?” Dick is slow to say the words and freezes from reaching his hand out
to touch Tim's shoulder halfway through the question. Halting it mid-air and stopping it from
heading where it instinctively wants to land on Tim's shoulder. He doesn't know if it's
welcome.

Something desperate flips in Dick when he realizes Tim has to think about it, but it slows its
churning at his little brother's small and resolute nod.

The younger man is still trying to put together what happened to land him in the med-bay, so
he rests his chin on Dick's shoulder when the older man all but climbs in the cot to engulf
Tim in an all-consuming hug. They stay there, Tim trying to put his thoughts together—Dick
soaking in the contact they haven't shared in an awfully long while.

It lasts—Dick doesn't move until Tim slowly but decisively removes his arms from where
they were wrapped around his older brother. Now standing, Dick visibly puts on a braver face
and asks a question he has to ask.

"How much do you remember?"

Tim has to think for a few long seconds before starting what he assumes is supposed to be a
report. He doesn't notice Dick tense at his overtly formal tone.

"Batman and I were patrolling with route 19c as the guide; we intercepted mostly small-time
crime and exposed Officer Geller for his involvement with the Maroni ring. Returning to the
cave involved finishing reports, and I turned in some paperwork to Bruce, but…."

Dick's silence speaks for him, his frown lopsided as he watches Tim put together the last
moments he can remember before he was made unconscious. Tim's silence ends softly, his
incredulity breaking the formality of his tone, "…holy shit. Did Bruce knock me out?"

“…Yeah… he did. But, like—no, I have no defense for it. How do you feel, though?"

Tim stares at Dick for a moment before deadpan replying, "Like Bruce just knocked me out."

"Technically, he knocked you out hours ago," Dick states, but then decides to go back to his
questioning, "Are you able to walk? You have a couple of people who want to see you."

Realizing that the whole "Bruce knocking him out" thing will have to be shouldered for the
time being is a tough pill to swallow.

He decides he's not going to.

"I want to see Bruce." It's harsh, and Dick startles a little at his tone. Dick wasn't expecting
Tim to pick this fight, and Tim can't blame him. The fact that he's determined to deal with
this surprises Tim, too.

There's too long a pause, so Tim says again, "I want to see Bruce," adding, "He needs to
explain this to me. Now."
This time, Dick nods. Before he leaves, he leans in quickly to kiss the top of Tim's head and
ruffle his hair. The action isn't entirely unfamiliar. Tim remembers it from before. Swiftly and
gracefully, Nightwing is gone, hopefully retrieving Batman.

Dick couldn't have known, but he drained Red Robin of nearly all his anger with the
movement. Tim's eyes well up, and he rubs them quickly, trying to compose himself before
they can return. He doesn't want to seem weak, and he doesn't want to explain. He just wants
some answers, then to go home and figure out how to bring up leaving again. All his jumbled
thoughts make his fingers itch for a computer screen—he wants to make a list.

He's brought back from his thoughts by a fight outside the door. Jason and Dick are arguing.
Tim only tunes in partway through the conversation, but the topic is easy to identify.

"—only wants to talk to Bruce right no—"

"That's bullshit, and you know it, Dickbag. We all need to see him."

"Don't you think that'll be overwhelming?" Dick tries to say lowly, but his fierceness makes
his hushed tone carry. "We'll get our chance soon, but he asked for Bruce."

"Yeah, well, right now, I'm not sure Bruce can damn well handle himself around the kid."

And Tim's about to get up and find Batman himself when someone else speaks softly.

"Jason's right," Bruce sighs, "I've made it very clear that I'm not exactly adept at handling this
particular situation."

Someone snorts, and Tim knows it's Stephanie even before her comment leaves her mouth,
"Way to make an understatement, old man."

As he hears Bruce's voice, he can't stop himself from standing up from the bed and trudging
to the entrance. Tim doesn't mean to swing the doors out dramatically, but that's kind of the
side effect of falling through them when his knees buckle.

Before he hits the ground, though, there are hands on him. Bruce's hands are holding him up,
and then he gently follows him to his knees. Too gently.

Tim rears back as far as he can while still using Bruce's body to lever himself upright.

He gets straight to the point, "What the fuck was that earlier?"

Bruce pauses, searching Tim's face, and Tim sees emotions there he can't decipher. He thinks
it's something close to fear, but Bruce has nothing to be scared of here. It doesn't make any
sense, and Tim just wants to understand.

"I knocked you out with the gas capsule you finished last week," and after a beat, "Good
work on those, by the way."

Behind them, Jason mutters, "oh my god, what the fuck?"

Tim doesn't have time to pay attention to that and redirects his attention back to Bruce,
reforming his strategy all the while. "Okay. Why the fuck did that happen earlier?"

Bruce takes a deep breath, and Tim thinks it hurts the man to stand there and think about
stringing together an explanation. Tim could sympathize, but he won't yet. Maybe later.

"I thought you were going to leave."

Shit.

The way Bruce's words left his mouth made Tim's face contort in confusion first before mild
resignation. He also doesn't understand why his leaving is a problem. He leaves all the time.
People leave all the time. Bruce needs to use his words if he actually wants Tim to understand
his reasoning. Tim's too tired to figure it out on his own and too resigned to feel wrong about
demanding some clarity. He sighs deeply and bluntly says, "Please just use your words,
Bruce. I'm kind of having a rough go of it right now. In part because you fucking knocked me
out."

"I'm working on the words. And sorry about the capsule. You obviously don't have to, um…
forgive me about that. There's a plan and everything if you're willing to listen. But first—"
Bruce says softly as he deftly pushes his arm under Tim's legs and lifts him up into the air.

Tim squeaks and feels abruptly nostalgic for those last few years of being Robin. He
scrambles for purchase around Bruce's neck, and the older man just ducks his head so Tim's
hands can find each other behind his neck. Tim huffs in annoyance but stays silent—he
doesn't know how long it would've taken to get himself to the table. Bruce certainly doesn't
seem to notice that Tim should be heavier now than he was as a child by quite a measure.
He's Batman, so he wouldn't show it, even if he did notice. It's been a long while since Bruce
has carried him… or well.

It's been a long while since Bruce has carried him while Tim's been aware of it.

Once Tim's deposited in a chair, Bruce looks around at the rest of the family sprinkled about
the cave too casually to be unplanned. His brow pinches.

"Where are Duke and Damian?"

Cass answers him softly, "Duke's trying to get Damian to come down."

Tim's confused at the worried looks that pass around the cave. He gets the feeling that
everybody here knows something that he doesn't know. He hates that feeling. It itches below
his chin and down his throat—uncomfortable and cloying. Ignorance has always made him
anxious, and not knowing is the only thing worse than being burdened with knowledge. Some
people prefer it the other way around, but when Tim doesn't know something he feels he
should, he can't sleep.

Bruce just nods like that answer makes sense and replies softly, "I'm sure they'll be here soon
if everyone else wants to take a seat."
Most of them come over quickly and sit down just as fast. Some of them seem more eager
about it than others. Jason, in particular, huffs his way to the seat next to Tim and whispers,
"If this makes me cry, I'm gonna steal, like, a million dollars from him."

Tim looks abruptly at Jason and whispers back, "why would this make us cry?"

Beside him, Jason side-eyes Tim and mutters, "For someone so goddamn smart, you really
can't even make a little jump from point A to point B, can you?"

Before Tim can reply, the Elevator opens, and Duke comes in with Damian in front of him,
pushing the younger forward. Damian clearly doesn't wish to be there but stiffly walks
towards the table anyway. He drops into the chair farthest from Tim and won't even look at
him. Duke drops next to Stephanie, promptly closes his eyes, and tilts his head back. He'll
open them in a second, but he needs the moment before Bruce clears his throat awkwardly.

Bruce stands uncomfortably by a midsized monitor that Alfred must've found somewhere,
and he clicks a small button on the remote he's holding in his hand.

Tim's small intake of breath is the only indicator that he can read the screen that lights up in
front of the table.

Bruce shuffles before inhaling deeply and reading the words on the screen. "Emergency
Family Meeting. Subject; I think my son Tim Drake doesn't know he's my son."

Bruce clicks to the next slide quickly. It's labeled "itinerary." The slide deck is starting to
resemble a case briefing. Steph and Jason both huff out a small laugh.

There are five steps that he reads off and informs the family of.

Evidence, Theories, Objective Facts, Additional Information, and Closing Statements.

The evidence slide consists entirely of Tim's paperwork, both the stack given to Bruce and
the resume he sent out to the entire Justice league. Everyone at the table is familiar with the
main document, but they stiffen at the resume. It's news to all but two of them. Bruce only
focuses on it for a short time, switching to his next point of topic quickly.

The man stumbles through the next part. Fumbling his words around what seems to be lumps
in his throat. He talks about a lot here, covering ground that Tim himself had put past them
years ago. It is in this section that Bruce Wayne nearly breaks down the most.

Tim is so lost in shock that he doesn't notice when Bruce stops talking from across the room
and starts talking from a foot away, shaking his arm in a light hold.

"...Tim, are you alright? Are you… are you here?"

Everyone else is quiet when Tim says, "I'm here. I just…" and he looks away from Bruce,
avoiding the eyes around him, "I don't get it."

Bruce's shoulders drop, and he kneels beside Tim, tilting his son's head towards him to look
him in the eyes. What he finds must change his mind about something because he powers off
the slideshow without even looking back at the screen.

"Hey, kiddo."

"Hi, Bruce."

"You gotta tell me what you don't understand so I can make it better."

Tim's an adult. He's an adult who isn't going to cry right now. The tears that well up in his
eyes don't fall, and he speaks past the rock in his throat.

"It's like. I'm trying to do the right thing here. You don't need me anymore. I'm trying to be
practical. I don't understand. Can't you see the logic?" Tim takes another breath to continue,
but when he looks at Bruce, he stops. Bruce looks broken. There's a crack in his expression
that Tim hasn't seen in many, many years.

The look in Bruce's eyes forces the last thing Tim wanted to say to come forth as a whisper–
stilted and awkward with a twinge of desperation, "I had a plan," his words turn pleading
with his next breath, "I need to be somewhere I can be useful. I need that."

The broken look in Batman's eyes intensifies even further at the rush of soft words, and he
grips Tim's shoulder tightly before letting go and rubbing his hands over his own face
instead.

The silence in the rest of the room reflects how quiet their little family can be when the
moment calls for it. Not a breath is out of place; instinctively, they follow Bruce for a rhythm,
slow and silent. The only one out of place is Tim, and it makes the boy cringe further; panic
more. He feels the divide like it's a physical thing, and he wants to claw at it like a caged
animal.

The room itself seems to hold its breath for Bruce's reply. And when he opens his mouth, he
knows, he already knows it'll be inadequate.

He knows, but still, he has to try, "Okay. Okay, Tim", and his son, still catching his breath,
tries to look away when Bruce calls his name, so Bruce continues with, "Hey, I need you to
look at me, okay."

Tim looks back.

It breaks Bruce's heart.

"Thank you, kiddo. I want you to remember what I'm going to say next, okay?" he waits for
the tiny nod, "You're my son."

Tim's breath catches again, but Bruce pushes forward. "I don't need you to be useful. I just
need you to exist; that's part of my job. Not the one we do at night, either. I mean the
important one. The one where I care about all of you."

Bruce choosing those words had been incredibly deliberate, each selected with care and
slowly said. His following words tumble out with less thought, but he means them just as
much.

"And that obviously doesn't mean that you can't go. No matter where you are, you're still
going to be my son, and I will be so proud of you. It's just that when you gave me that file, it
felt like you didn't know any of that. And it sent me into a panic over the fact that I failed in
the act of not making it absolutely clear to you. You don't need to be useful, or a hard worker,
or even incredibly smart in order to earn the right to be loved. You're just loved. No
conditions. And you are all of those things and more. They're part of what makes you you,
and I do love that. But I'd love you without any of it, just because you're you and because
you're mine."

He's almost out of breath, and Tim is breathing heavier too, but Bruce needs to say his final
point. He needs Tim to hear it.

"And I know you came into my life differently. And that I was different then, too," he winces
at his own simplification, but he knows that Tim can remember just as well as Bruce can,
"But just because you were the one to choose me first does not mean I didn't choose you too.
I did. I did, Tim. I was just an idiot who assumed I didn't have to use my words."

Tim hiccups wetly and shakes apart just a little. He's so close to crying, and not a single
person in the room knows what to do.

Bruce almost doesn't hold him.

He almost doesn't pull Tim into a hug and cry with him. Cry first, even. But he does. And the
second Bruce has him firmly in the circle of his arms, Tim also cries in earnest.

The first person to join them is Cass. She doesn't shove Bruce over, but she does get in
between them.

"Hey, Brother," is what she lands on softly before settling against Tim's side, beckoning
Stephanie over to join.

The blonde doesn't wait, and on her way over, she bounces with her words, "You're gonna
make me cry, Boy Wonder."

Tim answers her softly, the first words he's spoken since bursting into tears, and they are
nasally and embarrassing, "Join the club, Girl Wonder."

When she leans over his shoulders, she confidently tells him he's an idiot. He laughs. He
laughs, and he loves her so very much. That's his best friend. He should've never lied to her.
And she should've never expected him not to. Forgiving each other has always come easy to
both of them, though. It has to be after so much practice.

The two girls let him go and step back, their hands lingering on his shoulders before they fall
away, and Stephanie flicks the back of his head softly. Bruce is still in front of him, tearful
but with a small smile adorning his face.

He leans back slowly, still holding one of Tim's arms, and mouths, "…okay?"
"It's okay if I'm not, right?"

"Of course it's okay…. You have a couple people who might want to talk to you," he replies,
and then, "Is that okay?"

Tim has to think about that. He turns to see the rest of his family. Most of them are sitting;
Damian's even turned away. Jason, however, was clearly in the process of walking over
before stopping a couple of feet away—overtly casual, and Dick was frozen behind him, his
bottom lip pulled into the left side of his mouth—nervous.

Tim turns back to Bruce and quickly nods before standing up. Jason must have decided his
waiting was over because just as Tim sways on his feet, he's pulled into a violent hug. Jason
dwarfs him, as he always has, and Tim lets himself unstiffen from the surprise and hugs his
older brother back.

"I hope you know the Outlaws travel, and wherever you go, I'll always be a call away and
less than 10 minutes by alien princess travel."

Jason squeezes him tighter still, "But you know, maybe stick around. I can't keep you here,
but I can give you a handful of reasons to stay," and then he backs away and pointedly moves
his eyes across the rest of the family from where each of them are; either pretending to not be
listening or shameless in their undivided attention.

Tim lets out a small chuckle before gaining the courage to look at Dick. Dick is still frozen,
Tim's laugh made him flinch, but he still hasn't moved any from where he stopped four feet
away.

The distance feels like miles, dangerous terrain, and it seems impossible to cross from his
perspective. And then suddenly, all at once, Tim finds himself done with his own bullshit. It
isn't miles; it's four feet. And Tim, above all else right now, really, really wants to hug his
oldest brother. He does cross the distance then and flings himself up into Dick's arms. The
acrobat catches him quickly, instinctively. His arms tighten, and he buries his face in Tim's
hair.

A whispered "I miss you" passes from Dick to Tim, and Tim burrows deeper.

"I miss you, too," is the small reply back, followed by an even quieter, "I love you, too."

Dick signs sadly above him before hesitantly saying, "You don't have to forgive me to love
me, okay? You… um. You never have to do that."

And Tim looks into his older brother's face and tells him the truth because they deserve the
truth after all this; Tim thinks, "I want to, though. I don't know how long. But I want to."

A breath punches out of Dick, and Tim can feel it. He has to let go of Tim's back to rub a
hand on his face, and then he puts it on Tim's shoulder with a squeeze, "Then I'll work on
deserving it, and you work on letting me?"
Tim answers with a tiny affirmation, frantic and wanting. He is so emotionally drained, but
there's more to do. He turns to Duke and Damian next, still next to each other. Duke looks at
Damian, still turned away, and he sighs. "Look. I imagine that this is something we'll have to
talk about for a while. So I want to get it out of the way that I do want to work through it. But
just to put it out there, I don't like that you taught me to hack better because you wanted to
leave. I wanted it to be because we're brothers. So, um. I'm mad about that, I think."

Tim swallows again, fidgeting with his hands. He looks down and then forces himself to look
at Duke when he says, "I'm sorry, then. I uh. I didn't think it would hurt you."

Duke snorts and stands.

"Yeah, well, you can be an idiot." Tim's heart clenches a little at the words, but the pressure
releases when Duke starts speeding to him for his own hug. "It's okay to be an idiot
sometimes, but never do that again, maybe."

Tim looks up from his hug with Duke towards the chair Damian was sitting in, but it's empty.
No sign of the kid. He's fast. And he was trained to slip away like that. Something like fear
washes over him, and once Duke lets go, Tim cranes his neck around the room in a panic,
alerting everyone else to the missing teen.

He almost devolves back into heavy breathing when strong arms reel him in to face a
perfectly tailored suit.

Alfred.

Tim slumps forward. Sternly, Alfred asks just one question, "We will have time to talk, yes?"

Tim nods into Alfred's suit. He thinks he's getting tired of nodding today.

Alfred continues with a sigh, "Alright, then I believe Master Damian is headed to the roof
outside his window. He may already be there."

When Alfred lets him go, Tim feels weak all over, not because Bruce knocked him out, which
he and Bruce will probably have to talk about again.

Tim finally processes Alfred's words—his directions to Tim's smallest sibling, and he falters
yet again. Damian only does that when he's upset. He looks up at Alfred and tiredly sighs,
"You think he'll see me? We probably should talk."

Alfred looks at Tim for a second before falling into something more comforting, "I believe he
wants to see you. However, he might find it difficult. Best get a move on, Master Timothy."

So Tim does. He gives a little wave, Stephanie pulling him into a last hug. And when he
turns, Alfred wryly informs him, "And you 'probably should talk' to everyone when you get
the chance. I imagine it will be very awkward, yet necessary." He softens at his last words,
"When you and I talk, we can discuss where you'd like to go if that is still your preference."

The tear that's been welling in his left eye falls at Alfred's offer, and he says, "Thanks,
Alfred."
 The walk up to Damian's room feels as if he's moving through deep water. Still, he takes each
step with mounting determination until he gets to the family hall. He passes Dick's room,
across the Hall from Bruce's, then Jason's. Tim pauses at his own door. He's used the room a
lot over the past year and a half. And through all that time, and all the time before that, he
never really registered that it's been his for a few years short of a decade. Before he even
lived in the manor, his room had been in the family hall. He used to think it was simply for
convenience, but now… now he thinks he got a lot wrong. Not everything; he knows he was
valid in the things he felt—but still a lot. He believes he ignored things that could've given
him pause. Willfully not seeing the facts that would have disrupted his assumptions and
theories.

Down to his very core, Tim Drake has never really felt like much of a son. He knows he
loved his parents despite everything, and he even thinks his parents loved him, too. He just
doesn't know how much of it there was to go around in the Drake Mansion. After all, Jack
and Janet had a child for the same reason the average couple bought a white-picket fence; the
optics. He's been a prop his entire life, a tool. And maybe he couldn't recognize the transition
from tool to son from simple lack of experience. Maybe it was a lot of things.

He feels like Bruce's kid right now. He feels like he's been Bruce's kid for a while. He feels
like a Grandson, and a best friend, and a brother, too.

He feels like Damian's brother, walking towards his door to have an uncomfortable
conversation. He thinks he might've messed up that last part, but he believes he can fix it,
given a chance.

He bites the inside of his check outside Robin's door, but he doesn't waste time. Something in
his gut tells him they've wasted enough of that already, so he knocks.

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 Chapter 12: The Beginning
Chapter Summary

Welcome to the talk.

Chapter Notes

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Thanks for coming on this journey with me y'all. I can't believe the response I've gotten
and I appreciate everyone who's given me the motivation to continue.

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Damian doesn't answer the door right away, and Tim… well, Tim's not going to open it
uninvited. He doesn't like to cross lines anymore, especially with kids like Damian. Kids like
Tim, who had to get used to people crossing their lines without thought as young children. In
truth, Tim had made excuses for it in his youth. He told himself he didn't deserve privacy or
respect because he was a kid, and kids don't get a say. He learned differently later on. He
knows that because of Bruce, and because of Dick, and because of Alfred. Damian should get
the chance to learn it, too. Instead of coming into the room, he presses his back firmly to the
thick oak-wood slab and slides down the grain until he reaches the floor. His legs stretch out
halfway across the hall, but he's not worried about being an inconvenience. No one will
attempt to interrupt unless a fight breaks out.

Logically, there's a non-zero chance of that happening within the upcoming interaction. Yet,
Red Robin has faith that it won't come to that. Maybe it's somewhat misplaced faith, but Tim
believes it isn't. He believes in his little brother.

Another knock sounds from Tim's hand, held up beside his head and loudly rapping on the
door behind him. Tim listens intently for a few minutes and discovers he can hear the breeze
from the open window if he concentrates. Every once in a while, Tim will pick up a ripping
sound and a small, muted splash. He almost laughs out loud when he realizes that Damian is
ripping shingles from the roof and throwing them into the pool below.

It's so very childish and so very stubborn, and Tim loves this kid so much that he wants to
scream.
Despite the size of the manor, the families' rooms are relatively small. Tim's sure if he
projected his voice even slightly, Damian would hear him through the wood and out the
window. So, there is no excuse for why he gives Damian five more minutes of alone time
except for his own nerves and cowardice. He tries to convince himself that it's definitely for
the kid and not for him. Tim is doing just fine, breathing forcibly steady on the floor in the
hallway. He dips his head into his chest and curls his legs closer to his body. Tim's knees
come up near his face before he lifts his head again and softly clunks it against Damian's
door.

He takes one last deep breath before he finally speaks.

"Hey, kid. Can I come in?"

There's no answer, so he tries again.

"Damian, I think we need to talk, okay?"

Tim sighs deeply at the continued silence.

And then he begins.

"I uh... I know you're angry at me for some of the things that happened today" Tim can hear
the violence in the latest shingle torn from the roof, and the splash is louder, harder.

At least he can confirm that he's being heard.

"I don't want you to understand why I feel the way I do, because I want to protect you from
ever feeling like that. There is not a single bad thing in this, or any universe, that I don't want
to keep far from you. You um… You have to know that before I keep talking…." Tim bites
the inside of his cheek before he takes this next risk.

"And you have to let me know you heard what I just said because if you didn't, I can't talk to
you about the rest of it."

And for a minute, there is nothing between them but silent breaths and the slow breeze
whistling through the window Damian sits outside of. At first, Tim's heart sinks just a little
further into his stomach, but then he realizes that he can't hear the splash of shingles in the
pool or the tell-tale crunch of when they are torn from the roof, either.

Miracles exist, Tim is sure of it; he hears the scrape of Damian moving into his bedroom and
closing the window. Nothing more.

But it's good enough. Tim wants Damian to know that he has always been enough.

His following words are relieved, but they transition back to serious as he continues, "Thank
you, kid…. A year and a half ago, Ra's Al Ghul had me shot with two bullets engraved with
his name. When I woke up in the Med-bay, I heard a part of a conversation while recovering
from the concussion after the shadow's attack."
"I know you remember this because we talked about it during the night I taught you to work
my surveillance camera. I…. Okay," he has to breathe and start again, "I needed to get out
after overhearing what I did. Not because it was horrible, or unforgivable, or even overtly
mean. I needed to leave because I felt misplaced and alone."

Damian's footsteps are near silent, so Tim startles when he hears the soft thump of Damian's
back on the other side of the door, probably mirroring Tim's own position. It bolsters him to
continue on, even though he barely dissected his emotions back then. He held on to logic to
keep himself afloat. He should probably say that to Damian.

"I… I feel that way a lot. Right now, it comes and goes in waves, but, um. When I was a kid,
I felt it all the time. My parents were…. They could be good people from time to time, but. I
don't think they were ever supposed to be parents. And after they had me, well. I think they
might've come to the same conclusion. Back then, the thing that got me away from that
feeling was being Robin…. When I used to take photos of Batman, I once heard Jason say
that Robin was Magic." There's a small huff from Damian's side of the door, and Tim
chuckles a little before sobering.

"You know, he used to say stuff like that a lot. Before."

"Anyway, he was right. He is right. Being robin saved me. It gave me purpose and a job to
do. I became dependent on it, I think. The logic behind being a hero helped me put away
everything else, and I was good at it. Better than I am now, even. And it was safe up until the
moment it wasn't."

"I couldn't put away the death that kept happening around me. My friends, my family. Your
dad. And the way I dealt with all of it—what I turned to when I needed to navigate grief and
pain—it was taken away."

Tim can feel the tension in the air that his last confession has created. He can tell that Damian
knows precisely what he means. And the unspoken fact remains glaringly unsaid. Robin was
only taken away from Tim so that Damian could have it.

He needs to explain something important before Damian does something like feel guilty over
it. That's not what Tim wants out of this. So he interrupts his story for an aside that may feel
out of place but desperately needs to be said, "You deserve to be Robin, Damian." An intake
of breath surprises Tim for just a moment before he powers forward.

"You even deserved it back then, despite being a little bit of a shithead. Making you Robin
was one of the best decisions that Dick ever made, and I am so glad that it happened. You
needed Robin, and it saved you, too. I could never regret that. But just because you were
ready to become Robin when you did, doesn't mean that I was ready to give it up," he takes
another deep inhale and listens to Damian's breaths on the other side of the door. They are
deep and unsteady, but Tim has come this far, so he goes on.

"And then I was alone again. I found purpose in finding Bruce, in saving him. The job has
always been what kept me going. It kept me here. "

Tim lets himself take a moment and then gives up on keeping these next words to himself.
"Damian, I feel useless here, and it's not. That's not new. And it… it hasn't stopped. I need to
be somewhere where what I can do matters and is needed. And I know that Bruce said he
just needs me to exist, but what if that's not what I need? Simply existing isn't useful. What
if what I need is to be needed more than that?" Tim's just about to lose his composure and
spiral a little—too many thoughts prick at the back of his eyes, and all the things that make
him feel small threaten to close his throat.

He falls backward into the open door and hits his head on the carpeted floor. Damian stands
above him, stricken. It takes every thought threatening to swallow Tim and banishes them to
the floor beneath him. His mouth is dry, and his throat itches with discomfort. He can't say
any words at all, but this is his chance, and he's fucking it up.

Damian doesn't seem to notice as he stares into Tim's face intently before whispering, "You
don't think I need you?"

On the floor, Tim's mouth falls open, and his face slackens in shock. Damian takes that for
what it means.

Tim didn't.

Damian wants to scream at him. He wants to throw a tantrum and kick the man lying at his
feet. And two years ago, he wouldn't have wasted the fucking chance.

The place in his throat right behind the roof of his mouth feels clogged and full of cotton. His
eyes hurt, and he's angry. He's tried so hard for so long to stop being so angry, and Tim has
ruined his progress. When he stormed back upstairs, he assumed he wouldn't see Tim before
the older boy left Gotham. The moments that everyone seemed to have with him were
beautiful, sure, but no one else seemed to notice the one thing that Damian did.

Tim never took any of it back.

He can apologize all he wants and regret how he went about it all he wants, but it doesn't
matter because he's still going to leave. He's going to leave, and no one but Damian can tell
that nothing has changed with their big emotional moments. His father's meeting ended in
vain because Damian recognized the expressions Tim wore during nearly every second. He
saw it in Tim's face nearly every week over the course of the last year, and every single time
he saw it then—that it changed Damian —was a lie . Why would it be any different just
because of a few hugs and a couple clumsy words?

Damian has no idea what was genuine and what Tim did just to check boxes on leaving, and
it makes Damian tear up even now. And tearing up makes him want to smash something. And
wanting to hit something fills him with shame, immediately turning to anger and violence as
the most comfortable response.
The confusing roil of emotions in his chest only worsens when Tim starts talking about his
thought processes. He demands that Damian acknowledge him before he continues, and the
younger boy wants to ignore him so badly. He doesn't. He hates that he doesn't, but he climbs
into the room and closes the window anyway. Tim notices, and as he continues on, Damian
stares at the door from across the room and prepares to leave the moment Tim's words prove
not to be worth the time.

Something close to understanding washes over Damian when he walks over to the door and
places himself on the other side of it, back to back with Tim. He's mad. He's so furious still.
He can be two things at once, though, and the other feeling—that one is camaraderie. No
matter what Tim supposedly wants to protect him from, Damian knows what it is like to be
out of place. He is achingly familiar with loneliness.

He didn't know Tim still felt that way even now. He thinks he has seen it before. He thought
that had changed recently. He felt he helped to change it.

Damian feels broken open by the time Tim actually pauses in his speech. Can feel the tension
over the moment as his older brother mulls over everything he's said. Damian doesn't
understand how Tim could've gotten everything so wrong. He pulls open the door and asks
his question, and the utter silence from Tim is answer enough.

Arms flair as Damian spins on his heels and stalks back into his room before twisting around
again and staring at Tim as he scrambles to face the younger boy.

"You are so insanely thick that it makes me feel unhinged. I needed you even before your
hair-brained scheme made you act like you cared about me. What the fuck were you thinking
all this time?"

Tim interrupts with a quick rebuttal, "Caring about you isn't an act!" but he closes his mouth
resolutely at the glare Damian pins him with.

Damian seethes, "I have spent all my life grappling with the intricacies of how to be worthy
of love and affection. I was always taught that love depended on service and that it had to be
hard-earned through trials. Proving myself was the only path forward, and father wasn't the
one who changed my opinion on that. I still try to prove myself to him and to Grayson. I
have to be better than I am. I have to be good . Behaved. Careful. But you . I could return
to Nanda Parbat today , and you would still love me. Or at least, that's what I thought you
would do."

Damian takes a deep breath and explodes, "I threw you from a dinosaur. Cut your line. I
have never once caught you, even though recently, I have tried. Drake, out of everything I
ever hoped for out of this tortuous journey through unlearning everything I've ever known, I
never once expected forgiveness from you. Not once."

"I thought I had it, too. You gave it freely, without me asking. I thought it impossible, so I
didn't even try. But you gave it to me anyway, and it took me weeks to trust in it, but I did .
Do you know what that meant to me?"
He turns back from the minor pacing he started halfway through his words and waits for Tim
to shake his head.

"It meant everything," Damian looks away, "and now I know it meant nothing."

Even Tim is startled by the "No!" that rips from his closing throat.

He is met by two wide, green eyes.

Tim surges upward and moves to grip Damian, but the younger boy moves away. He bites his
lip but continues.

"Kid, you are amazing. You are so, so strong, and I am lucky to have been a part of your life.
You are loved wholly and without condition, and you aren't the issue here."

Damian scoffs, disbelieving, so Tim acquiesces.

"Okay, in the beginning, the things you have done were a part of it. That was 18 months ago,
and we hadn't worked through any of our shit."

"Clearly, we still haven't worked through any of our shit, Timothy." Damian icily replies.

Blue eyes bore into Damian at that, and Tim is calm for just this one moment, "You know
that's not true."

It's simple. Stated as fact. Tim doesn't think Damian can argue with it.

Damian proves him wrong with an absolutely wretched, " I don't know anything."

It stops the older brother completely. He walks around slowly to where Damian is facing the
far wall, not making the mistake of trying to comfort him through touch again. Not yet.

"I'm telling you right now that my original motivations mean very little to me when I think
about this last year and a half. I'm telling you right now that loving you and the rest of the
family is exactly why leaving is so difficult to do."

Damian looks like he wants to shout, but instead, he speaks, "then why are you still trying to
leave?"

"Because I need you all to be safe ."

For just one second, Tim thinks he broke Damian. The younger boy looks at him
incredulously as if he spontaneously sprouted vines and revealed himself as a distant cousin
to Poison Ivy.

The kid walks towards Tim for the first time since they started arguing in earnest, "What are
you talking about?"

Alarm covers Tim's face in its entirety, and Damian realizes something undeniable at that
moment; Timothy hadn't meant to say that.
Damian can sense when Tim is about to backtrack and cuts his hand through the air between
them. "No! No, you will tell me exactly what you meant, or you are leaving now." He
points rigidly out the open door.

It's one of the most prominent bluffs Damian's ever given out, but Tim doesn't have to know
that.

Damian's bluffing. Tim can see it in the slight twitch of his hand, but the ultimatum still
scares him. Damian would follow Tim out of the room if he left right now after being told to,
but the boy wouldn't forgive him afterward. Maybe, just maybe, if he's completely candid,
Damian will understand.

"...Damian. I make things complicated. And sometimes, I make things dangerous. I've been
reminded of that recently, and I can't be the reason any of you die."

Damian peers at him with a furrowed brow before leaning back on his heels and softly
speaking in the air around them, "It must have been something truly terrible to scare you this
way."

Tim lets out a breath before vigorously nodding, "It was unthinkable, kid." Tim thinks he
finally got through to the kid, but Damian surprises him for the final time that day.

"It's a shame that I'll have to leave, too. Maybe I'll ask Jon for a key to the fortress or see if
Collin can save a space wherever he is. Now that I think of it, my mother's place always has
extra rooms. I wonder if she—"

"What are you talking about?" Red Robin interrupts.

"Well, Drake. I make things complicated, and sometimes, I even make things dangerous. It'd
obviously be better if I left; it'd probably be safer to never speak to my family again, too, so I
just won't tell them until two weeks before leaving them behind," Damian spits Tim's own
words in his face. Tim surprises himself when he gets it.

Shit.

"…Damian."

The teenager steps up to the challenge, "Drake."

If he had to guess what his head would feel like in a moment like this, his instincts would
point towards panic. Tim would expect twisted and turning thoughts to overlap and crowd
one another until he couldn't tell them apart. He wouldn't have guessed that the things in his
head would quiet and let him sort through them with a buzzing but patient anticipation.

He's a little bit overwhelmed, and a lot of him is still broken open and raw.

He still pulls Damian into his arms, and this time, the kid lets him. Damian turns his face into
Tim's chest and grips the sweater he must've changed into at some point. Robin hadn't noticed
 the change in the wardrobe until he was silently sniffling into it.

Tim pulls his chin up and over the crown of Damian's skull and whispers, "This doesn't just
fix everything, kid."

Damian burrows further into him, and Tim almost doesn't hear his small reply, "It doesn't
have to."

Damian pulls back for a second, and his gaze demands Tim to hold it.

"In that horrendous document, you never once referenced that we were your family. It was
cold. You treated being Red Robin like it was something anyone could do. That we could
replace you."

Damian's eyes have been wet throughout their encounter, but now tears well in his large and
threaten to fall.

"It scared me. It made me think you didn't care."

He falls into Tim's chest again. "Half the family spends time away from home for work and
life, Timothy. None of them have needed to give up on being family. You can leave Gotham
without leaving us."

Tim squeezes Damian tighter before letting him go, ruffling his hair.

"Well, I should have a place in Gotham, even if I'm traveling for some of the year."

"You could always stay here when you're in Gotham."

Tim sighs and wants to take Damian up on that sometimes, sure. However, he thinks he'd
need his own space. The Nest is the closest he's ever been to making himself a home, and if
Gotham's still in the picture, so is Tim's apartment.

"You could always stay with me while I'm in town, too."

Damian's head whips up, and he nods vigorously. The action is so abruptly young , and Tim
squeezes his brother, willing Damian to stop growing despite bearing witness to the
overwhelming good that time and change have brought to the young man before him.

After a couple minutes of comfortable silence, Tim finally clears his throat, "...I think we're
missing Brunch in the cave."

Damian smiles for the first time since this whole mess started early this morning, "Do you
think he made blueberry pancakes?

Chapter End Notes

Hey guys. So this is the end of SSR.

It's not the end of that world, though. With that said, I'm going on a bit of a break for
work. Gotta earn money and plan out a couple of fics that I want to take the time to
write. One of which I'm really excited for and directly ties into SRR.

In other news you can definitely still contact me on Tumblr, at

[Link]

I have something really cool going on there right now for my Batfamily fanart. You
should definitely check it out if you were a fan of my fic.
End Notes

Also I guess I should drop my tumblr, so u can speak to me and stuff. It’s not dedicated to
Batman, and I share the account with my sister, but it’s where I am!

You can find it @mediacircuspod

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